Rob

[Guest guest]

, it is awful the way they have treated your wife. I know some doctors are jerks. But seems like everyone your wife goes to fits that expression. I have dealt with one doctor that was a jerk. But guess I have been lucky in finding good doctors.

Hugs and Prayers, Babs

Chronic illness Chronic Pain You are not alone

[Guest guest]

, it is awful the way they have treated your wife. I know some doctors are jerks. But seems like everyone your wife goes to fits that expression. I have dealt with one doctor that was a jerk. But guess I have been lucky in finding good doctors.

Hugs and Prayers, Babs

Chronic illness Chronic Pain You are not alone

[Guest guest]

, it is awful the way they have treated your wife. I know some doctors are jerks. But seems like everyone your wife goes to fits that expression. I have dealt with one doctor that was a jerk. But guess I have been lucky in finding good doctors.

Hugs and Prayers, Babs

Chronic illness Chronic Pain You are not alone

[Guest guest]

Hi Rob I CAN NOT Believe all the crap you and your wife have gone

thru lately it is TOTALLY INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!You mentioned talking to

your pastor in a post. I think maybe you should see if he can help

you and your family in anyway. It seems like you need someone else

there on your side. Someone to help talk to these idiots so it will

take some of the pressure off of you. Your wife poor thing I can't

believe what they did to her that is just inhumane!!!!!!!!I swear I

would SUE those idiots for doing that too her. I am sorry it seems

that no where you go you get help you only get more greif which you

really do not need, that is why I suggest the pastor. Or maybe

another family member who could help you????Sorry I can't remember

if you have anyone who can. I know you have been carrying a big

burden with your poor wife so ill and trying to do it all with pain

is a big burden on you. I know I couldn't go thru what you have and

still be even moving. You are stronger than you think, you have

gotten thru all this and still survived, I am sure you will find

some answers soon and hopefully then this rollercoast of insanity

will end for you all. Hang in there and please see if you can find

someone to help ease this burden on you and help. I will keep you

and your family in my prayers. Praying that all this will end soon

and you will find some relef for your poor wife. Our prayers are

with you. Sharon Group Owner

>

>

> thank you for your words of encouragement. i am not very strong;

my family

> and life is falling apart all around me and i don't know what to

do about

> any of it anymore. no one will help my wife, and she is the

anchor for the

> family. i can take pain, i've lived with it since the marines but

she can't

> and with her down it's hard, but with her wanting to just give up -

it's

> impossible. The last time we went to the ER because we were an

hour away

> from home and she started having seizures. i called an ambulance

and they

> took her to the hospital in that area. I told them her history,

i told

> them her medication, her doctors names. They did not believe the

meds she

> was on for her panic attacks and assumed that she was withdrawing

from them

> and threw her in the crisis ward. lied to me about it and i

didn't get to

> see her for 3 days. she was assualted, urinated on and screamed

at by crazy

> people. all the while being denied treatment and the meds she was

already

> on; why, because she was having panic attacks from not having meds

and being

> in a crazy place with people deficating and putting it on the

walls. so

> they assumed the worse about her and didn't check with any of her

doctors.

> she has no relief from the seizures or the pain they are causing

her. she

> has bulging discs in her neck and back and they are getting worse

while we

> wait for appts from doctors who so far dont appear to believe or

care about

> her. if we survive another month physically, mentally i will be

amazed. i

> really did appreciate what you wrote, and have written; and i wish

i was a

> more supportive force in the group. i used to be able to tell

people it

> will be ok, or pass along helpful information - but haven't been

very good

> in that dept lately. heck im about a week behind on posts. thank

you for

> your prayers, you and your husband are in ours as well. I hope he

finds

> some relief soon too. God bless.

>

> rob

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Hi Rob I CAN NOT Believe all the crap you and your wife have gone

thru lately it is TOTALLY INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!You mentioned talking to

your pastor in a post. I think maybe you should see if he can help

you and your family in anyway. It seems like you need someone else

there on your side. Someone to help talk to these idiots so it will

take some of the pressure off of you. Your wife poor thing I can't

believe what they did to her that is just inhumane!!!!!!!!I swear I

would SUE those idiots for doing that too her. I am sorry it seems

that no where you go you get help you only get more greif which you

really do not need, that is why I suggest the pastor. Or maybe

another family member who could help you????Sorry I can't remember

if you have anyone who can. I know you have been carrying a big

burden with your poor wife so ill and trying to do it all with pain

is a big burden on you. I know I couldn't go thru what you have and

still be even moving. You are stronger than you think, you have

gotten thru all this and still survived, I am sure you will find

some answers soon and hopefully then this rollercoast of insanity

will end for you all. Hang in there and please see if you can find

someone to help ease this burden on you and help. I will keep you

and your family in my prayers. Praying that all this will end soon

and you will find some relef for your poor wife. Our prayers are

with you. Sharon Group Owner

>

>

> thank you for your words of encouragement. i am not very strong;

my family

> and life is falling apart all around me and i don't know what to

do about

> any of it anymore. no one will help my wife, and she is the

anchor for the

> family. i can take pain, i've lived with it since the marines but

she can't

> and with her down it's hard, but with her wanting to just give up -

it's

> impossible. The last time we went to the ER because we were an

hour away

> from home and she started having seizures. i called an ambulance

and they

> took her to the hospital in that area. I told them her history,

i told

> them her medication, her doctors names. They did not believe the

meds she

> was on for her panic attacks and assumed that she was withdrawing

from them

> and threw her in the crisis ward. lied to me about it and i

didn't get to

> see her for 3 days. she was assualted, urinated on and screamed

at by crazy

> people. all the while being denied treatment and the meds she was

already

> on; why, because she was having panic attacks from not having meds

and being

> in a crazy place with people deficating and putting it on the

walls. so

> they assumed the worse about her and didn't check with any of her

doctors.

> she has no relief from the seizures or the pain they are causing

her. she

> has bulging discs in her neck and back and they are getting worse

while we

> wait for appts from doctors who so far dont appear to believe or

care about

> her. if we survive another month physically, mentally i will be

amazed. i

> really did appreciate what you wrote, and have written; and i wish

i was a

> more supportive force in the group. i used to be able to tell

people it

> will be ok, or pass along helpful information - but haven't been

very good

> in that dept lately. heck im about a week behind on posts. thank

you for

> your prayers, you and your husband are in ours as well. I hope he

finds

> some relief soon too. God bless.

>

> rob

>

>

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

OH MY HECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I cannot believe what your poor wife is being put through!

What more can they possibly do to her?

Rob it is heartbreaking that your family has gone through so much

heartache, grief and pain.

I cannot believe what they did to your wife and then not to let you

see her. That cannot be legal. Can you go to Legal Aid?

Please go to your pastor. Maybe they can help in finding the

resources needed to get things taken care of. Medically and legally.

Please know that you and your family are in my prayers.

I hope that all goes well with your dad too.

Take care. Your friend in Idaho,

Katrina :-)

> thank you for your words of encouragement. i am not very strong;

my family

> and life is falling apart all around me and i don't know what to do

about

> any of it anymore. no one will help my wife, and she is the anchor

for the

> family. i can take pain, i've lived with it since the marines but

she can't

> and with her down it's hard, but with her wanting to just give up -

it's

> impossible. The last time we went to the ER because we were an

hour away

> from home and she started having seizures. i called an ambulance

and they

> took her to the hospital in that area. I told them her history, i

told

> them her medication, her doctors names. They did not believe the

meds she

> was on for her panic attacks and assumed that she was withdrawing

from them

> and threw her in the crisis ward. lied to me about it and i didn't

get to

> see her for 3 days. she was assualted, urinated on and screamed at

by crazy

> people. all the while being denied treatment and the meds she was

already

> on; why, because she was having panic attacks from not having meds

and being

> in a crazy place with people deficating and putting it on the

walls. so

> they assumed the worse about her and didn't check with any of her

doctors.

> she has no relief from the seizures or the pain they are causing

her. she

> has bulging discs in her neck and back and they are getting worse

while we

> wait for appts from doctors who so far dont appear to believe or

care about

> her. if we survive another month physically, mentally i will be

amazed. i

> really did appreciate what you wrote, and have written; and i wish

i was a

> more supportive force in the group. i used to be able to tell

people it

> will be ok, or pass along helpful information - but haven't been

very good

> in that dept lately. heck im about a week behind on posts. thank

you for

> your prayers, you and your husband are in ours as well. I hope he

finds

> some relief soon too. God bless.

>

> rob

[Guest guest]

OH MY HECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I cannot believe what your poor wife is being put through!

What more can they possibly do to her?

Rob it is heartbreaking that your family has gone through so much

heartache, grief and pain.

I cannot believe what they did to your wife and then not to let you

see her. That cannot be legal. Can you go to Legal Aid?

Please go to your pastor. Maybe they can help in finding the

resources needed to get things taken care of. Medically and legally.

Please know that you and your family are in my prayers.

I hope that all goes well with your dad too.

Take care. Your friend in Idaho,

Katrina :-)

> thank you for your words of encouragement. i am not very strong;

my family

> and life is falling apart all around me and i don't know what to do

about

> any of it anymore. no one will help my wife, and she is the anchor

for the

> family. i can take pain, i've lived with it since the marines but

she can't

> and with her down it's hard, but with her wanting to just give up -

it's

> impossible. The last time we went to the ER because we were an

hour away

> from home and she started having seizures. i called an ambulance

and they

> took her to the hospital in that area. I told them her history, i

told

> them her medication, her doctors names. They did not believe the

meds she

> was on for her panic attacks and assumed that she was withdrawing

from them

> and threw her in the crisis ward. lied to me about it and i didn't

get to

> see her for 3 days. she was assualted, urinated on and screamed at

by crazy

> people. all the while being denied treatment and the meds she was

already

> on; why, because she was having panic attacks from not having meds

and being

> in a crazy place with people deficating and putting it on the

walls. so

> they assumed the worse about her and didn't check with any of her

doctors.

> she has no relief from the seizures or the pain they are causing

her. she

> has bulging discs in her neck and back and they are getting worse

while we

> wait for appts from doctors who so far dont appear to believe or

care about

> her. if we survive another month physically, mentally i will be

amazed. i

> really did appreciate what you wrote, and have written; and i wish

i was a

> more supportive force in the group. i used to be able to tell

people it

> will be ok, or pass along helpful information - but haven't been

very good

> in that dept lately. heck im about a week behind on posts. thank

you for

> your prayers, you and your husband are in ours as well. I hope he

finds

> some relief soon too. God bless.

>

> rob

[Guest guest]

it is killing me slowly. i so want to pack up my family and move in with

hers and let someone else try and fix all of this. the pastor was not much

help, i was kind of surprised and disappointed. i do not know what i wanted

from him exactly, but definately thought i would get some comfort from

talking with him at least. i am at my wits end, and everything i've

accomplished in the past 8 yrs is disentegrating all around me. i know lots

of people have lost their jobs, and their own businesses and such, but i had

just got our heads above water so to speak, just to start sinking again.

thank you for your prayers and kind words; this group is my only support

system and i don't know what i would do without you guys.

rob

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>From: " darkstarzz1019 " <darkstarzz1019@...>

>Reply-neck pain

>neck pain

>Subject: Re: rob

>Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 05:45:07 -0000

>

>Hi Rob I CAN NOT Believe all the crap you and your wife have gone

>thru lately it is TOTALLY INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!You mentioned talking to

>your pastor in a post. I think maybe you should see if he can help

>you and your family in anyway. It seems like you need someone else

>there on your side. Someone to help talk to these idiots so it will

>take some of the pressure off of you. Your wife poor thing I can't

>believe what they did to her that is just inhumane!!!!!!!!I swear I

>would SUE those idiots for doing that too her. I am sorry it seems

>that no where you go you get help you only get more greif which you

>really do not need, that is why I suggest the pastor. Or maybe

>another family member who could help you????Sorry I can't remember

>if you have anyone who can. I know you have been carrying a big

>burden with your poor wife so ill and trying to do it all with pain

>is a big burden on you. I know I couldn't go thru what you have and

>still be even moving. You are stronger than you think, you have

>gotten thru all this and still survived, I am sure you will find

>some answers soon and hopefully then this rollercoast of insanity

>will end for you all. Hang in there and please see if you can find

>someone to help ease this burden on you and help. I will keep you

>and your family in my prayers. Praying that all this will end soon

>and you will find some relef for your poor wife. Our prayers are

>with you. Sharon Group Owner

>

>

>

> >

> >

> > thank you for your words of encouragement. i am not very strong;

>my family

> > and life is falling apart all around me and i don't know what to

>do about

> > any of it anymore. no one will help my wife, and she is the

>anchor for the

> > family. i can take pain, i've lived with it since the marines but

>she can't

> > and with her down it's hard, but with her wanting to just give up -

> it's

> > impossible. The last time we went to the ER because we were an

>hour away

> > from home and she started having seizures. i called an ambulance

>and they

> > took her to the hospital in that area. I told them her history,

>i told

> > them her medication, her doctors names. They did not believe the

>meds she

> > was on for her panic attacks and assumed that she was withdrawing

>from them

> > and threw her in the crisis ward. lied to me about it and i

>didn't get to

> > see her for 3 days. she was assualted, urinated on and screamed

>at by crazy

> > people. all the while being denied treatment and the meds she was

>already

> > on; why, because she was having panic attacks from not having meds

>and being

> > in a crazy place with people deficating and putting it on the

>walls. so

> > they assumed the worse about her and didn't check with any of her

>doctors.

> > she has no relief from the seizures or the pain they are causing

>her. she

> > has bulging discs in her neck and back and they are getting worse

>while we

> > wait for appts from doctors who so far dont appear to believe or

>care about

> > her. if we survive another month physically, mentally i will be

>amazed. i

> > really did appreciate what you wrote, and have written; and i wish

>i was a

> > more supportive force in the group. i used to be able to tell

>people it

> > will be ok, or pass along helpful information - but haven't been

>very good

> > in that dept lately. heck im about a week behind on posts. thank

>you for

> > your prayers, you and your husband are in ours as well. I hope he

>finds

> > some relief soon too. God bless.

> >

> > rob

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

>

>

>

>

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it is killing me slowly. i so want to pack up my family and move in with

hers and let someone else try and fix all of this. the pastor was not much

help, i was kind of surprised and disappointed. i do not know what i wanted

from him exactly, but definately thought i would get some comfort from

talking with him at least. i am at my wits end, and everything i've

accomplished in the past 8 yrs is disentegrating all around me. i know lots

of people have lost their jobs, and their own businesses and such, but i had

just got our heads above water so to speak, just to start sinking again.

thank you for your prayers and kind words; this group is my only support

system and i don't know what i would do without you guys.

rob

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one cares or understands. </div></html>

>From: " darkstarzz1019 " <darkstarzz1019@...>

>Reply-neck pain

>neck pain

>Subject: Re: rob

>Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 05:45:07 -0000

>

>Hi Rob I CAN NOT Believe all the crap you and your wife have gone

>thru lately it is TOTALLY INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!You mentioned talking to

>your pastor in a post. I think maybe you should see if he can help

>you and your family in anyway. It seems like you need someone else

>there on your side. Someone to help talk to these idiots so it will

>take some of the pressure off of you. Your wife poor thing I can't

>believe what they did to her that is just inhumane!!!!!!!!I swear I

>would SUE those idiots for doing that too her. I am sorry it seems

>that no where you go you get help you only get more greif which you

>really do not need, that is why I suggest the pastor. Or maybe

>another family member who could help you????Sorry I can't remember

>if you have anyone who can. I know you have been carrying a big

>burden with your poor wife so ill and trying to do it all with pain

>is a big burden on you. I know I couldn't go thru what you have and

>still be even moving. You are stronger than you think, you have

>gotten thru all this and still survived, I am sure you will find

>some answers soon and hopefully then this rollercoast of insanity

>will end for you all. Hang in there and please see if you can find

>someone to help ease this burden on you and help. I will keep you

>and your family in my prayers. Praying that all this will end soon

>and you will find some relef for your poor wife. Our prayers are

>with you. Sharon Group Owner

>

>

>

> >

> >

> > thank you for your words of encouragement. i am not very strong;

>my family

> > and life is falling apart all around me and i don't know what to

>do about

> > any of it anymore. no one will help my wife, and she is the

>anchor for the

> > family. i can take pain, i've lived with it since the marines but

>she can't

> > and with her down it's hard, but with her wanting to just give up -

> it's

> > impossible. The last time we went to the ER because we were an

>hour away

> > from home and she started having seizures. i called an ambulance

>and they

> > took her to the hospital in that area. I told them her history,

>i told

> > them her medication, her doctors names. They did not believe the

>meds she

> > was on for her panic attacks and assumed that she was withdrawing

>from them

> > and threw her in the crisis ward. lied to me about it and i

>didn't get to

> > see her for 3 days. she was assualted, urinated on and screamed

>at by crazy

> > people. all the while being denied treatment and the meds she was

>already

> > on; why, because she was having panic attacks from not having meds

>and being

> > in a crazy place with people deficating and putting it on the

>walls. so

> > they assumed the worse about her and didn't check with any of her

>doctors.

> > she has no relief from the seizures or the pain they are causing

>her. she

> > has bulging discs in her neck and back and they are getting worse

>while we

> > wait for appts from doctors who so far dont appear to believe or

>care about

> > her. if we survive another month physically, mentally i will be

>amazed. i

> > really did appreciate what you wrote, and have written; and i wish

>i was a

> > more supportive force in the group. i used to be able to tell

>people it

> > will be ok, or pass along helpful information - but haven't been

>very good

> > in that dept lately. heck im about a week behind on posts. thank

>you for

> > your prayers, you and your husband are in ours as well. I hope he

>finds

> > some relief soon too. God bless.

> >

> > rob

> >

> >

> >

> >

> >

>

>

>

>

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hey katrina,

lawyers don't care because she did not lose a leg or something. no money

for them, no case for me. idaho, if im not mistaken, when i was little we

got to go white water rafting down the SNAKE river. i think that's what it

was called. it was fun. i also remember prarie dogs (?) I was like 9 yrs

old. we were doing the yellow stone, bad lands, sort of vacation and we

stayed at a friends house in Idaho for awhile. that was a crazy long

vacation if i remember right.

icing on the cake - im not going to have any meds in about 3 days, and doubt

my new pcp will fill that for me when i meet him on wed. Starting over with

a new set of doctors sucks. can we say withdrawals. i so want to crawl and

hide in some detox place for my misery - i dont know how im going to be able

to mentally handle things once that starts, let alone the physical

implications. i want it all to be over with so badly; not even to have it

all fixed with no pain and such, just to at least know that we have doctors

that are trying to help would relieve so much pressure. urgh........

rob

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>From: " Katrina " <sweettoobeme@...>

>Reply-neck pain

>neck pain

>Subject: Re: rob

>Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 21:44:35 -0000

>

>OH MY HECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>I cannot believe what your poor wife is being put through!

>What more can they possibly do to her?

>Rob it is heartbreaking that your family has gone through so much

>heartache, grief and pain.

>I cannot believe what they did to your wife and then not to let you

>see her. That cannot be legal. Can you go to Legal Aid?

>Please go to your pastor. Maybe they can help in finding the

>resources needed to get things taken care of. Medically and legally.

>Please know that you and your family are in my prayers.

>I hope that all goes well with your dad too.

>Take care. Your friend in Idaho,

>Katrina :-)

>

>

>

>

> > thank you for your words of encouragement. i am not very strong;

>my family

> > and life is falling apart all around me and i don't know what to do

>about

> > any of it anymore. no one will help my wife, and she is the anchor

>for the

> > family. i can take pain, i've lived with it since the marines but

>she can't

> > and with her down it's hard, but with her wanting to just give up -

>it's

> > impossible. The last time we went to the ER because we were an

>hour away

> > from home and she started having seizures. i called an ambulance

>and they

> > took her to the hospital in that area. I told them her history, i

>told

> > them her medication, her doctors names. They did not believe the

>meds she

> > was on for her panic attacks and assumed that she was withdrawing

>from them

> > and threw her in the crisis ward. lied to me about it and i didn't

>get to

> > see her for 3 days. she was assualted, urinated on and screamed at

>by crazy

> > people. all the while being denied treatment and the meds she was

>already

> > on; why, because she was having panic attacks from not having meds

>and being

> > in a crazy place with people deficating and putting it on the

>walls. so

> > they assumed the worse about her and didn't check with any of her

>doctors.

> > she has no relief from the seizures or the pain they are causing

>her. she

> > has bulging discs in her neck and back and they are getting worse

>while we

> > wait for appts from doctors who so far dont appear to believe or

>care about

> > her. if we survive another month physically, mentally i will be

>amazed. i

> > really did appreciate what you wrote, and have written; and i wish

>i was a

> > more supportive force in the group. i used to be able to tell

>people it

> > will be ok, or pass along helpful information - but haven't been

>very good

> > in that dept lately. heck im about a week behind on posts. thank

>you for

> > your prayers, you and your husband are in ours as well. I hope he

>finds

> > some relief soon too. God bless.

> >

> > rob

>

>

>

>

>

>

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hey katrina,

lawyers don't care because she did not lose a leg or something. no money

for them, no case for me. idaho, if im not mistaken, when i was little we

got to go white water rafting down the SNAKE river. i think that's what it

was called. it was fun. i also remember prarie dogs (?) I was like 9 yrs

old. we were doing the yellow stone, bad lands, sort of vacation and we

stayed at a friends house in Idaho for awhile. that was a crazy long

vacation if i remember right.

icing on the cake - im not going to have any meds in about 3 days, and doubt

my new pcp will fill that for me when i meet him on wed. Starting over with

a new set of doctors sucks. can we say withdrawals. i so want to crawl and

hide in some detox place for my misery - i dont know how im going to be able

to mentally handle things once that starts, let alone the physical

implications. i want it all to be over with so badly; not even to have it

all fixed with no pain and such, just to at least know that we have doctors

that are trying to help would relieve so much pressure. urgh........

rob

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one cares or understands. </div></html>

>From: " Katrina " <sweettoobeme@...>

>Reply-neck pain

>neck pain

>Subject: Re: rob

>Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 21:44:35 -0000

>

>OH MY HECK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>I cannot believe what your poor wife is being put through!

>What more can they possibly do to her?

>Rob it is heartbreaking that your family has gone through so much

>heartache, grief and pain.

>I cannot believe what they did to your wife and then not to let you

>see her. That cannot be legal. Can you go to Legal Aid?

>Please go to your pastor. Maybe they can help in finding the

>resources needed to get things taken care of. Medically and legally.

>Please know that you and your family are in my prayers.

>I hope that all goes well with your dad too.

>Take care. Your friend in Idaho,

>Katrina :-)

>

>

>

>

> > thank you for your words of encouragement. i am not very strong;

>my family

> > and life is falling apart all around me and i don't know what to do

>about

> > any of it anymore. no one will help my wife, and she is the anchor

>for the

> > family. i can take pain, i've lived with it since the marines but

>she can't

> > and with her down it's hard, but with her wanting to just give up -

>it's

> > impossible. The last time we went to the ER because we were an

>hour away

> > from home and she started having seizures. i called an ambulance

>and they

> > took her to the hospital in that area. I told them her history, i

>told

> > them her medication, her doctors names. They did not believe the

>meds she

> > was on for her panic attacks and assumed that she was withdrawing

>from them

> > and threw her in the crisis ward. lied to me about it and i didn't

>get to

> > see her for 3 days. she was assualted, urinated on and screamed at

>by crazy

> > people. all the while being denied treatment and the meds she was

>already

> > on; why, because she was having panic attacks from not having meds

>and being

> > in a crazy place with people deficating and putting it on the

>walls. so

> > they assumed the worse about her and didn't check with any of her

>doctors.

> > she has no relief from the seizures or the pain they are causing

>her. she

> > has bulging discs in her neck and back and they are getting worse

>while we

> > wait for appts from doctors who so far dont appear to believe or

>care about

> > her. if we survive another month physically, mentally i will be

>amazed. i

> > really did appreciate what you wrote, and have written; and i wish

>i was a

> > more supportive force in the group. i used to be able to tell

>people it

> > will be ok, or pass along helpful information - but haven't been

>very good

> > in that dept lately. heck im about a week behind on posts. thank

>you for

> > your prayers, you and your husband are in ours as well. I hope he

>finds

> > some relief soon too. God bless.

> >

> > rob

>

>

>

>

>

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I so hope your new doc will be more helpful. Maybe that will be a

good thing to happen after all the bad that has gone on for so long.

I hope and pray you will be ok for those 3 days that you are waiting.

How can a lawyer not be helpful after everything your wife has gone

through? That is so wrong. Especially putting her an that terrible

place to go through such a horrible experience. This is so very wrong.

It is the Snake River in Idaho. Runs right through my town. I love

Idaho. Lot of great things here. I love to get up in the mountains

and breathe the fresh mountain air. Or sink a worm in a creek. Or get

in the seat of a big rig and drive in the potato harvest for my dad

(smelling that fresh potato dirt all the while). Or getting out and

camping for several days at a time. But not being chased by a moose

when I was pregnent amd looking for our dog with my 5 year old. The

cute little dog sure got us into trouble that day. Thank heavens when

we had run our way back to camp, my son hand in mine had caught wind

several times along the way, my hubby knew what to do and tucked us

up close to a tree. That memory will be with me the rest of my life.

And I can say I still love Idaho after that ordeal. LOL

I hope you are going to be ok. Surely something good has got to start

to happen.

Take care,

Katrina :-)

> hey katrina,

> lawyers don't care because she did not lose a leg or something. no

money

> for them, no case for me. idaho, if im not mistaken, when i was

little we

> got to go white water rafting down the SNAKE river. i think that's

what it

> was called. it was fun. i also remember prarie dogs (?) I was

like 9 yrs

> old. we were doing the yellow stone, bad lands, sort of vacation

and we

> stayed at a friends house in Idaho for awhile. that was a crazy

long

> vacation if i remember right.

> icing on the cake - im not going to have any meds in about 3 days,

and doubt

> my new pcp will fill that for me when i meet him on wed. Starting

over with

> a new set of doctors sucks. can we say withdrawals. i so want to

crawl and

> hide in some detox place for my misery - i dont know how im going

to be able

> to mentally handle things once that starts, let alone the physical

> implications. i want it all to be over with so badly; not even to

have it

> all fixed with no pain and such, just to at least know that we have

doctors

> that are trying to help would relieve so much pressure.

urgh........

>

> rob

>

> <html><div>No greater burden can be borne by an individual than to

know no

> one cares or understands. </div></html>

[Guest guest]

I so hope your new doc will be more helpful. Maybe that will be a

good thing to happen after all the bad that has gone on for so long.

I hope and pray you will be ok for those 3 days that you are waiting.

How can a lawyer not be helpful after everything your wife has gone

through? That is so wrong. Especially putting her an that terrible

place to go through such a horrible experience. This is so very wrong.

It is the Snake River in Idaho. Runs right through my town. I love

Idaho. Lot of great things here. I love to get up in the mountains

and breathe the fresh mountain air. Or sink a worm in a creek. Or get

in the seat of a big rig and drive in the potato harvest for my dad

(smelling that fresh potato dirt all the while). Or getting out and

camping for several days at a time. But not being chased by a moose

when I was pregnent amd looking for our dog with my 5 year old. The

cute little dog sure got us into trouble that day. Thank heavens when

we had run our way back to camp, my son hand in mine had caught wind

several times along the way, my hubby knew what to do and tucked us

up close to a tree. That memory will be with me the rest of my life.

And I can say I still love Idaho after that ordeal. LOL

I hope you are going to be ok. Surely something good has got to start

to happen.

Take care,

Katrina :-)

> hey katrina,

> lawyers don't care because she did not lose a leg or something. no

money

> for them, no case for me. idaho, if im not mistaken, when i was

little we

> got to go white water rafting down the SNAKE river. i think that's

what it

> was called. it was fun. i also remember prarie dogs (?) I was

like 9 yrs

> old. we were doing the yellow stone, bad lands, sort of vacation

and we

> stayed at a friends house in Idaho for awhile. that was a crazy

long

> vacation if i remember right.

> icing on the cake - im not going to have any meds in about 3 days,

and doubt

> my new pcp will fill that for me when i meet him on wed. Starting

over with

> a new set of doctors sucks. can we say withdrawals. i so want to

crawl and

> hide in some detox place for my misery - i dont know how im going

to be able

> to mentally handle things once that starts, let alone the physical

> implications. i want it all to be over with so badly; not even to

have it

> all fixed with no pain and such, just to at least know that we have

doctors

> that are trying to help would relieve so much pressure.

urgh........

>

> rob

>

> <html><div>No greater burden can be borne by an individual than to

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-Hi Rob it seems so insane NO ONE seems to want to help you guys. I

thought the pastor would be of some help to you too. When you see

your new dr on Wed be sure and tell him about all of your pain not

just the extra pain from going thru all of this. Hopefully he will

be a good dr and read your chart and see what you have gone thru and

believe you. Will keep my fingers crossed on that one. I know you

don't even want to think of keeping up this pace without your meds.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx(fingers crossed) Sharon Group Owner

p.s. wouldn't it be great to be a kid again, my sister and I used to

ride ponies in the orange groves and eat oranges all day long. I

still wonder how we never got sick eating so many even one of the

ponies ate them lol

-- In neck pain , " Gehle "

<robgehle@...> wrote:

>

>

> it is killing me slowly. i so want to pack up my family and move

in with

> hers and let someone else try and fix all of this. the pastor was

not much

> help, i was kind of surprised and disappointed. i do not know

what i wanted

> from him exactly, but definately thought i would get some comfort

from

> talking with him at least. i am at my wits end, and everything

i've

> accomplished in the past 8 yrs is disentegrating all around me. i

know lots

> of people have lost their jobs, and their own businesses and such,

but i had

> just got our heads above water so to speak, just to start sinking

again.

> thank you for your prayers and kind words; this group is my only

support

> system and i don't know what i would do without you guys.

>

> rob

>

>

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>

>

>

>

> >From: " darkstarzz1019 " <darkstarzz1019@...>

> >Reply-neck pain

> >neck pain

> >Subject: Re: rob

> >Date: Thu, 25 May 2006 05:45:07 -0000

> >

> >Hi Rob I CAN NOT Believe all the crap you and your wife have gone

> >thru lately it is TOTALLY INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!You mentioned talking

to

> >your pastor in a post. I think maybe you should see if he can help

> >you and your family in anyway. It seems like you need someone else

> >there on your side. Someone to help talk to these idiots so it

will

> >take some of the pressure off of you. Your wife poor thing I can't

> >believe what they did to her that is just inhumane!!!!!!!!I swear

I

> >would SUE those idiots for doing that too her. I am sorry it seems

> >that no where you go you get help you only get more greif which

you

> >really do not need, that is why I suggest the pastor. Or maybe

> >another family member who could help you????Sorry I can't remember

> >if you have anyone who can. I know you have been carrying a big

> >burden with your poor wife so ill and trying to do it all with

pain

> >is a big burden on you. I know I couldn't go thru what you have

and

> >still be even moving. You are stronger than you think, you have

> >gotten thru all this and still survived, I am sure you will find

> >some answers soon and hopefully then this rollercoast of insanity

> >will end for you all. Hang in there and please see if you can find

> >someone to help ease this burden on you and help. I will keep you

> >and your family in my prayers. Praying that all this will end soon

> >and you will find some relef for your poor wife. Our prayers are

> >with you. Sharon Group Owner

> >

> >

> >

> > >

> > >

> > > thank you for your words of encouragement. i am not very

strong;

> >my family

> > > and life is falling apart all around me and i don't know what

to

> >do about

> > > any of it anymore. no one will help my wife, and she is the

> >anchor for the

> > > family. i can take pain, i've lived with it since the marines

but

> >she can't

> > > and with her down it's hard, but with her wanting to just give

up -

> > it's

> > > impossible. The last time we went to the ER because we were an

> >hour away

> > > from home and she started having seizures. i called an

ambulance

> >and they

> > > took her to the hospital in that area. I told them her

history,

> >i told

> > > them her medication, her doctors names. They did not believe

the

> >meds she

> > > was on for her panic attacks and assumed that she was

withdrawing

> >from them

> > > and threw her in the crisis ward. lied to me about it and i

> >didn't get to

> > > see her for 3 days. she was assualted, urinated on and

screamed

> >at by crazy

> > > people. all the while being denied treatment and the meds she

was

> >already

> > > on; why, because she was having panic attacks from not having

meds

> >and being

> > > in a crazy place with people deficating and putting it on the

> >walls. so

> > > they assumed the worse about her and didn't check with any of

her

> >doctors.

> > > she has no relief from the seizures or the pain they are

causing

> >her. she

> > > has bulging discs in her neck and back and they are getting

worse

> >while we

> > > wait for appts from doctors who so far dont appear to believe

or

> >care about

> > > her. if we survive another month physically, mentally i will

be

> >amazed. i

> > > really did appreciate what you wrote, and have written; and i

wish

> >i was a

> > > more supportive force in the group. i used to be able to tell

> >people it

> > > will be ok, or pass along helpful information - but haven't

been

> >very good

> > > in that dept lately. heck im about a week behind on posts.

thank

> >you for

> > > your prayers, you and your husband are in ours as well. I

hope he

> >finds

> > > some relief soon too. God bless.

> > >

> > > rob

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> > >

> >

> >

> >

> >

>

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thank you katrina,

i think it's great that you are so happy with where you live; if i could

pick a state it would be South Carolina. I really loved the people.

Everyone was so friendly and much more laid back then here in Virginia,

especially Northern Virginia - which is why we moved toward va beach. rae

doesnt want to leave the state yet, but someday i would like to relocate

down there.

does anyone know what happens if you move while in the middle of filing for

disability? would you have to start over? probably do. i'll try and

remember the " what to do when mooses go crazy " info! take care

rob

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>From: " Katrina " <sweettoobeme@...>

>Reply-neck pain

>neck pain

>Subject: Re: rob

>Date: Sat, 27 May 2006 20:17:57 -0000

>

>I so hope your new doc will be more helpful. Maybe that will be a

>good thing to happen after all the bad that has gone on for so long.

>I hope and pray you will be ok for those 3 days that you are waiting.

>

>How can a lawyer not be helpful after everything your wife has gone

>through? That is so wrong. Especially putting her an that terrible

>place to go through such a horrible experience. This is so very wrong.

>

>It is the Snake River in Idaho. Runs right through my town. I love

>Idaho. Lot of great things here. I love to get up in the mountains

>and breathe the fresh mountain air. Or sink a worm in a creek. Or get

>in the seat of a big rig and drive in the potato harvest for my dad

>(smelling that fresh potato dirt all the while). Or getting out and

>camping for several days at a time. But not being chased by a moose

>when I was pregnent amd looking for our dog with my 5 year old. The

>cute little dog sure got us into trouble that day. Thank heavens when

>we had run our way back to camp, my son hand in mine had caught wind

>several times along the way, my hubby knew what to do and tucked us

>up close to a tree. That memory will be with me the rest of my life.

>And I can say I still love Idaho after that ordeal. LOL

>

>I hope you are going to be ok. Surely something good has got to start

>to happen.

>Take care,

>Katrina :-)

>

>

>

> > hey katrina,

> > lawyers don't care because she did not lose a leg or something. no

>money

> > for them, no case for me. idaho, if im not mistaken, when i was

>little we

> > got to go white water rafting down the SNAKE river. i think that's

>what it

> > was called. it was fun. i also remember prarie dogs (?) I was

>like 9 yrs

> > old. we were doing the yellow stone, bad lands, sort of vacation

>and we

> > stayed at a friends house in Idaho for awhile. that was a crazy

>long

> > vacation if i remember right.

> > icing on the cake - im not going to have any meds in about 3 days,

>and doubt

> > my new pcp will fill that for me when i meet him on wed. Starting

>over with

> > a new set of doctors sucks. can we say withdrawals. i so want to

>crawl and

> > hide in some detox place for my misery - i dont know how im going

>to be able

> > to mentally handle things once that starts, let alone the physical

> > implications. i want it all to be over with so badly; not even to

>have it

> > all fixed with no pain and such, just to at least know that we have

>doctors

> > that are trying to help would relieve so much pressure.

>urgh........

> >

> > rob

> >

> > <html><div>No greater burden can be borne by an individual than to

>know no

> > one cares or understands. </div></html>

>

>

>

>

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Sorry I'm a bit behind on emails but, I needed to respond.

Rob, my heart just brakes for you and your wife. I can not believe how awful the medical teams have been with your wife ... I am just honestly at a loss for words!

I really don't know what to tell you that would comfort you except that God's grace is sufficient and I know it doesn't seem like it or that maybe you feel that He has left you alone in this situation but you are most definitely not alone. (I am not saying all this as if you don't know, but sometimes it just feels good to hear it, I know it works for me.)

We have added you to our church prayer list and we are faithfully awaiting answer to our prayers for your family.

I imagine you must feel pretty helpless right now but please don't despair and yes, I know that is easier said than done. I remember crawling around a packed emergency room on my hands and knees because the pain was so great I could not walk, but the tough times build character, I truly believe this ... this is all happening for a reason. It's hard on us not to understand God's reasoning, but it's for the bettering of us.

God is faithful and never leaves any work undone. So please keep hanging in there, you and your wife are so loved and are very strong indeed!

May God bless you both and your children ... oh and your Dad .... OK, EVERYONE!!! lol.

Sorry, I could not offer any medical advise, but I wanted you to know you are not forgotten EVER by God and most sincerely not by us!

Hugs,

Sam & Marisol's Family.

RE: Re: rob

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[Guest guest]

im not angry at god, like i was when i went thru my divorce 9 yrs ago, but i

dont understand why this iis happening to us. and now i'm in trouble with

the law because i made a horrible mistake (that i am ashamed of) and left my

kids in the car for 5 min while i ran a script inside the pharmacy after

being up for 48 hrs with my wife in the hospital over the past weekend. i

wasn't thinking and now im being charged with child neglect on two counts.

i am not a bad father.... the max penalty is 12 mos in jail and 2,500 fine

and this is for each of my boys, so 24 mos and 5,000 is a possibility. i am

so scared right now. it's the most horrible feeling, being told that you

endangered your kids, and that you neglected them and they are everything to

me; im not just useless to my family, im a danger to them as well - it's

just flippin great. i feel like the biggest piece of @#%#. who wants to

help/support the criminal? yeah, no one. i don't deserve to be on your

prayer list at church.

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>From: " Sam & Marisol ..><> " <guijazrose@...>

>Reply-neck pain

><neck pain >

>Subject: Re: Re: rob

>Date: Wed, 31 May 2006 23:08:37 -0400

>

>Sorry I'm a bit behind on emails but, I needed to respond.

>

> Rob, my heart just brakes for you and your wife. I can not believe how

>awful the medical teams have been with your wife ... I am just honestly at

>a loss for words!

>

>I really don't know what to tell you that would comfort you except that

>God's grace is sufficient and I know it doesn't seem like it or that maybe

>you feel that He has left you alone in this situation but you are most

>definitely not alone. (I am not saying all this as if you don't know, but

>sometimes it just feels good to hear it, I know it works for me.)

>We have added you to our church prayer list and we are faithfully awaiting

>answer to our prayers for your family.

>I imagine you must feel pretty helpless right now but please don't despair

>and yes, I know that is easier said than done. I remember crawling around a

>packed emergency room on my hands and knees because the pain was so great I

>could not walk, but the tough times build character, I truly believe this

>... this is all happening for a reason. It's hard on us not to understand

>God's reasoning, but it's for the bettering of us.

>God is faithful and never leaves any work undone. So please keep hanging in

>there, you and your wife are so loved and are very strong indeed!

>May God bless you both and your children ... oh and your Dad .... OK,

>EVERYONE!!! lol.

>

>Sorry, I could not offer any medical advise, but I wanted you to know you

>are not forgotten EVER by God and most sincerely not by us!

>

>Hugs,

>Sam & Marisol's Family.

> RE: Re: rob

>

>

>

> it is killing me slowly. i so want to pack up my family and move in

>with

> hers and let someone else try and fix all of this.

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Rob, I can understand your anger with the way things are going. And it is hard to have so many burdens on your shoulder. Some where in all of it even though it may be hard you have to find something that will make you smile. I was where you are 2 years ago. Everything and I do mean everything was going wrong. Took 2 years of visiting the State mental doctor to some what find a better outlook. I feel my greastest blessing in life are my children. So when I start getting angry or depress I turn my focus to them and thing about all the little things that they did growing up that made me smile. To this day I still do that. I am not without my moments when i feel that everything I touch turns bad. It is a battle to find hope in a situtation that you know will never change. But you have to find something to be postive about or you keep spiraling down till you reach a place you may not be able to come back to..

Hugs and Prayers, Babs

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i am so tired, i don't know how some of you have dealt with these issues for

years and years. it's only been a little over 3 yrs for me - that doesn't

bother me, but to have both of us down physically so to speak is just so

hard. i should be playing with my kids not yelling at them for jumping on

daddy. and how can i possibly defend my actions the other day when i go to

court; i can't. i acted irresponsibly and im going to have to pay for that

mistake at a time where i can't afford it monetarily or to be physically

seperated from my family when my wife and kids need me the most. i thank

you for the continued support; im trying to remain strong @ least in front

of my family.

rob

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>From: " Babs " <barbnal@...>

>Reply-neck pain

><neck pain >

>Subject: Re: Re: rob

>Date: Thu, 1 Jun 2006 09:32:03 -0400

>

>Rob, I can understand your anger with the way things are going. And it is

>hard to have so many burdens on your shoulder. Some where in all of it even

>though it may be hard you have to find something that will make you smile.

>I was where you are 2 years ago. Everything and I do mean everything was

>going wrong. Took 2 years of visiting the State mental doctor to some what

>find a better outlook. I feel my greastest blessing in life are my

>children. So when I start getting angry or depress I turn my focus to them

>and thing about all the little things that they did growing up that made me

>smile. To this day I still do that. I am not without my moments when i feel

>that everything I touch turns bad. It is a battle to find hope in a

>situtation that you know will never change. But you have to find something

>to be postive about or you keep spiraling down till you reach a place you

>may not be able to come back to..

>Hugs and Prayers, Babs

>

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Hi Rob how is your wife doing better I hope?? And I hope your back is

doing better too. I know you've had lots more to do with all the

things that have happened lately. Hope all is better for you both now.

Sharon Group Owner

[Guest guest]

thank you for thinking of us. i havent been online in awhile. things are

still pretty much screwed up. we fight alot as my wife has seizures every

night and she is so small that it is causing bulging discs in her back. her

doctor is about to get in trouble for not seeing her; he has had a lot of

complaints. she is going to richmond for a 3 to 5 day monitoring to see

whats really happening with her. i lost my pain doc because i accused him

of being scared of treating patients and we had harsh words. waiting for

anew one. we both go to a psychiatrist and a psycholigist, and are

supposed to have a couple of sessions together to help get our marriage out

of the dumps. we are all just too stressed out and aren't coping with it

very well. i can no longer vent to her as it makes her mad; i guess because

she has her own medical issues now, and has been dealing with mine for three

years now. our house is a flippin pig sty and it used to be immaculate.

nobody has the energy and in my case i care but i dont. it is all so

overwhelming. i do not know that our marriage will survive this. we have

been together for 7 yrs only married for 3 yrs. nobody seems to believe in

tolerance, i have been on the same meds for three yrs, and just recently;

about feb, have had problems making my meds last for 30 days, then i started

having problems making it last 25 days, which is when my insurance will take

a prescription. im out today and cant refill until sunday. i dont know how

all of you have made it so far for so long. im starting to run out of hope.

thank you for asking it means a lot to me. take care sharon; and everyone

else.

rob

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>From: " darkstarzz1019 " <darkstarzz1019@...>

>Reply-neck pain

>neck pain

>Subject: Re: Rob

>Date: Sun, 13 Aug 2006 13:25:23 -0000

>

>Hi Rob how is your wife doing better I hope?? And I hope your back is

>doing better too. I know you've had lots more to do with all the

>things that have happened lately. Hope all is better for you both now.

>Sharon Group Owner

>

>

>

>

>

>

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[Guest guest]

-Hi Rob I am sorry to hear things haven't been going well for you

guys. I hope they figure out soon what is wrong with her. As for the

meds thing I think that is tough for all of us. When our meds don't

work its tough to say no but thats when you try and find something

else that will help. For me its flat off my feet and lots of heat. I

bake myserf with a heating pad and cool myself with a fan all at the

sametime. Even in my car I will turn the a/c way up and turn up the

heat on my seat its the only way I can stay in a car. I will keep

you both in my prayers, hang in there. Sharon Group Owner

p.s. Remember you can vent here all you like thats what the group is

for.

-- In neck pain , " Gehle "

<robgehle@...> wrote:

>

> thank you for thinking of us. i havent been online in awhile.

things are

> still pretty much screwed up. we fight alot as my wife has

seizures every

> night and she is so small that it is causing bulging discs in her

back. her

> doctor is about to get in trouble for not seeing her; he has had a

lot of

> complaints. she is going to richmond for a 3 to 5 day monitoring

to see

> whats really happening with her. i lost my pain doc because i

accused him

> of being scared of treating patients and we had harsh words.

waiting for

> anew one. we both go to a psychiatrist and a psycholigist, and

are

> supposed to have a couple of sessions together to help get our

marriage out

> of the dumps. we are all just too stressed out and aren't coping

with it

> very well. i can no longer vent to her as it makes her mad; i

guess because

> she has her own medical issues now, and has been dealing with mine

for three

> years now. our house is a flippin pig sty and it used to be

immaculate.

> nobody has the energy and in my case i care but i dont. it is all

so

> overwhelming. i do not know that our marriage will survive this.

we have

> been together for 7 yrs only married for 3 yrs. nobody seems to

believe in

> tolerance, i have been on the same meds for three yrs, and just

recently;

> about feb, have had problems making my meds last for 30 days, then

i started

> having problems making it last 25 days, which is when my insurance

will take

> a prescription. im out today and cant refill until sunday. i

dont know how

> all of you have made it so far for so long. im starting to run

out of hope.

> thank you for asking it means a lot to me. take care sharon;

and everyone

> else.

>

> rob

>

> No greater burden can be borne by an individual than to know no

one cares or

> understands.

>

>

> >

[Guest guest]

-Hi Rob I am sorry to hear things haven't been going well for you

guys. I hope they figure out soon what is wrong with her. As for the

meds thing I think that is tough for all of us. When our meds don't

work its tough to say no but thats when you try and find something

else that will help. For me its flat off my feet and lots of heat. I

bake myserf with a heating pad and cool myself with a fan all at the

sametime. Even in my car I will turn the a/c way up and turn up the

heat on my seat its the only way I can stay in a car. I will keep

you both in my prayers, hang in there. Sharon Group Owner

p.s. Remember you can vent here all you like thats what the group is

for.

-- In neck pain , " Gehle "

<robgehle@...> wrote:

>

> thank you for thinking of us. i havent been online in awhile.

things are

> still pretty much screwed up. we fight alot as my wife has

seizures every

> night and she is so small that it is causing bulging discs in her

back. her

> doctor is about to get in trouble for not seeing her; he has had a

lot of

> complaints. she is going to richmond for a 3 to 5 day monitoring

to see

> whats really happening with her. i lost my pain doc because i

accused him

> of being scared of treating patients and we had harsh words.

waiting for

> anew one. we both go to a psychiatrist and a psycholigist, and

are

> supposed to have a couple of sessions together to help get our

marriage out

> of the dumps. we are all just too stressed out and aren't coping

with it

> very well. i can no longer vent to her as it makes her mad; i

guess because

> she has her own medical issues now, and has been dealing with mine

for three

> years now. our house is a flippin pig sty and it used to be

immaculate.

> nobody has the energy and in my case i care but i dont. it is all

so

> overwhelming. i do not know that our marriage will survive this.

we have

> been together for 7 yrs only married for 3 yrs. nobody seems to

believe in

> tolerance, i have been on the same meds for three yrs, and just

recently;

> about feb, have had problems making my meds last for 30 days, then

i started

> having problems making it last 25 days, which is when my insurance

will take

> a prescription. im out today and cant refill until sunday. i

dont know how

> all of you have made it so far for so long. im starting to run

out of hope.

> thank you for asking it means a lot to me. take care sharon;

and everyone

> else.

>

> rob

>

> No greater burden can be borne by an individual than to know no

one cares or

> understands.

>

>

> >

[Guest guest]

Rob..my husband has been for 2 years on the same dose..now he had to increase.

normall...I guess...

life is not normal....

I think about you and your wife...

and I hope one day the sun is going toshine in hyour windows..

izabela and tom

[Guest guest]

thank you, i hope so too, i hope all is well

rob

No greater burden can be borne by an individual than to know no one cares or

understands.

>From: izabelam@...

>Reply-neck pain

>neck pain

>Subject: Re: Re: Rob

>Date: Fri, 18 Aug 2006 19:17:36 EDT

>

>Rob..my husband has been for 2 years on the same dose..now he had to

>increase.

>normall...I guess...

>life is not normal....

>I think about you and your wife...

>and I hope one day the sun is going toshine in hyour windows..

>

>izabela and tom

>

>

>