Oh well

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Teri, I've had so many scans and tests that always come back negative, so when

something comes along like this, I don't sweat it. Further testing will rule it

out. I didn't get concerned until people started acting wierd about it. I really

love all my Drs including Hdoc.( I am so lucky that right now, I have 5

different Drs working together ). But Dr today was obviously rattled when I told

him about Kappa Light Chains. He said he wasn't going to bring MM up, but I did.

I know it's not true( just my meds talking) but him saying we are gonna stop Tx

in 6 weeks, is kinda like not putting a person thru chemo if it won't help the

overall picture. I know, I know...letting my thoughts get out of control. Wish I

could go two minuites without thinking about it. I see the Hemotologist Dec 13 (

lucky number 13?).

Dr wanted to raise my anti-dep just cause I am so stressed. But I asked to

hold off on any increase.

Ya know, I've said all along that the stuttering would stop on week 12. Just

because I was so positive I would be clear. But man oh man, stuttering sooo bad!

In mc donalds today I wasn't even trying to talk. I kept blurting noises over

and over, like Tourettes! I finally went out to car.

Oh well, enough. Right?? I can't have MM cause I haven't bought my

motorcycle yet or gone on rides with Hubby!

Six months ago I wouldn't have understood how close and comfortting a Chat

Group could be. Love to all and wishing everyone an easy shot night if your on

tx.

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