Re: Fw:SuzyQ/Sharon's Big Girl Pants

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Hi SuzyQ,I haven't talked to you in a bit. I want to start reading choices just so busy with my daughter. Well, tomorrow is D day! I am still laughing about you with the Peek a Boo in the office, lol. You know me all too well my Dear. Well peek a boo has ended and now Sharon has to put her big girl pants on (gloria's quote, lol) and go into the Drs. office tomorrow and tell him that I have hep c. This is going to be one of the hardest things to do in my life. I am really getting a lump in my throat as I am talking. I might have to bring my husband if he isn't busy. I am going to tell the Dr. to please do not call me. I will make an appt. in a week or whatever he

suggests and he can tell me in the office. I don't want anything over the phone. The doctor told me I had hep c over the phone, but i knew i did and I never forgot the exact quotes out of his mouth "Hi Sharon, yes, Hi this is dr......, I am sorry to have to tell you but you have hep C and I suggest that you never take a drink of alcohol again. I said okay, put it way way back into my filing cabinet in my head under Z and never talked about it again for about 11 years. I had knew before that because of the Red Cross Letter. I swear they do that to see how many people have hep c. Well anyway, I am preparing myself today. A little shaky but im gonna be alright. It's what I don't know is what is killing me and I can't see this don't know why I can't. It's like a traumatic experience that u don't want to resurface, but it will not go away I've tried it is still their in my head day after day. I have

something wrong with me too I can feel it and that's making me even more afraid. I hope it's my gallbladder and not my liver. Say a prayer tonite for me that my liver is okay I don't care if it's not in tip top condition, but just fair so I can start to live my new life and stop hurting myself. It's selfish that I do this because I have 3 children that need me, especially the two boys who have hep c because of their mother being selfish and doing whatever the hell she wanted to do. I don't want to be selfish anymore. I didn't look at it like that when I was doing whatever I wanted. But it is, it is selfishness because I knew I had hep c and continued to drink because I wanted to drink that's why. Stupid selfish me. If someone is in denial they need to tell someone, anyone like i did it helped. I have to stop rambling, lol

bye thank you sharonFrom: Suzi Q <ancientkron@...>hepatitis Sent: Thu, December 2, 2010 10:11:38 AMSubject: [ ] Fw: Dr Berkson videos

Repost of Dr. Berkson videos from last fall's LDN Conference:Dr. _Berkson_ (http://www.drberkson.com/) was the keynote speaker at the recent Low Dose Naltrexone Conference held in Bethesda Md. at the NIH - National Institute of Health. There, he presented a 2 hour presentation detailing his successful treatments of various disorders, including pancreatic cancer, b-cell lymphoma, RA, Lupus, breast cancer, liver cancer and cirrhosis, among other diseases with his use of ALA (alpha-lipoic- acid), LDN, diet and other supplements.Introductory remarks - ALA - Hepatitis C1) _http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=WHyUfHqR4PA_ (http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=WHyUfHqR4PA) Pet Scans - Treatment Protocol - ALA Explanation - Pancreatic Cancer with Mets to Liver (case to be published in December)2) _http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=xy65UGsVMac_ (http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=xy65UGsVMac) Pancreatic Cancer with Mets to Liver - Hepatitis C with Liver Cancer -3) _http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=dRf8Xuqhb5Q_ (http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=dRf8Xuqhb5Q) RA with Lymphoma from Humira - B Cell Lymphoma - Breast Cancer -

Rheumatoid Disorders - Dermatomyositis -4) _http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=RXz3VIuyHHk_ (http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=RXz3VIuyHHk) RA - SLE (Lupus) -5) _http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=nttilGKpJvU_ (http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=nttilGKpJvU) ALA and purity; Asian products vs European - ALA discussion - Epstein-Barr Virus -6) Dr Berkson Q & A Part One_http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=RsBN78Cl1s4_ (http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=RsBN78Cl1s4) Lab Tests - Dosing of LDN and ALA - R Form Lipoic Acid - B Complex -7) Dr Berkson Q & A Part Two:_http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=c29DAE4MGmo_ (http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=c29DAE4MGmo) Pancreatic Cancer & Thoughts on Treatment - ALA Gene Expression - Misc.8) Dr. Berkson Q & A Part Three: _http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=nYxzDuKAdfI_ (http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=nYxzDuKAdfI)

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