My uncaring controlling husband and dealing with hep b and c

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Hello this is Missy,

I have both Chronic Hep B and Hep C and I'm going to be starting my treatments

here real soon, I'm going to the liver doctor again tomorrow to see what he

wants to do. The thing that is really bothering me is my husband. he also has

hep c, but the thing is with him, we've been married for nine yrs, and oh my god

he's gotten so controlling and verbally abusive, and with me already being ill,

he's atitude is really upseting me so bad, i'm crying all the time, my nerves

are shot cause he will just get up and walk out the door whenever he damn well

pleases without telling me, or calling and letting me when he'll be home,

sometimes he doesnt even come home. He's hateful to me, makes fun of me, I've

been feeling a lot worse since he's been really verbal towards me, and i worry

about how he's going to be when i start getting treatments! I have a 23 yr old

daughter, here and her bf offered to let me come and stay with them for a while,

they are here with me right now visiting, my husband's hateful to them as well.

I am so hurt so confused, i thought this man really truely loved me, he would be

so good to me for months then bammm! knock me down, i dont know if i can take

much more of his crap! I'm already depressed really bad, but maybe being away

from him and his abuse i'll start to feel a lot better. It just makes me so

angry that i could love someone like that. He was never this bad, but i'm also

afraid that he'll just keep getting worse and worse. I had to get this off my

chest, he just left again a little while ago, i heard him talking to someone on

his cell phone telling them he'll be there in a few, he did the same thing last

night left at 7pm and didnt come home till 4am, waking everyone up bitching

about dumb shit!

Oh how can I deal with this situation?

Missy