Guest guest Posted October 18, 2010 Report Share Posted October 18, 2010 nie, You deal with this on a daily basis, your sides have been unbearable. I get mad at myself for having that moment and not realizing that so many have such worse sides. I have to be stronger, and I am really having a reality check and plan to do everything in my power to not to lose it like I did. Thank you for taking time to give me support, coming from you that means a lot to me. Take care nie and thank you again for your support. Cheryl In a message dated 10/18/2010 10:55:33 A.M. Eastern Daylight Time, barrjohnm@... writes: Hi I can understand! I feel like the tx has brought to the edge of insanity, I cry all the time and the depression has been hell. The rashes, the not eating, even when I wake up I wonder what the point is as it is another day of hell! I have had the roughest time on tx, but somehow I keep fighting, I am not sure where the stgrenht comes from sometimes. things right now have taken a another bad turn. you can do this, no matter what! I always grab snoopy and get under the blankets and stay in bed and try to forget the world is even out there. feel free to ask me anything ny From: "Honey1962@..." <Honey1962@...> Sent: Sun, October 17, 2010 10:09:29 AMSubject: [ ] Im Sorry Trudy and Everyone to say I want to give up, I truly was at my breaking point today. I literally can't stop crying, I was standing over the toilet ready to flush my ribavirin I seriously feel I am in hell right now. My insides are on fire, the body rash that popped up yesterday is driving me crazy (yes I am taking benedryl) but it won't stop. All I can think is I am only on week 9, how can I do this? I have never been one to give up and right now I don't even know who I am. But the thoughts in my mind are stronger than I can handle right now. I am going to give it my best shot and try with everything I have to continue in this hell. God bless you all that have made it past me and won, I don't know how you did but you will always be my heroes!!! Again I am so sorry and will never post that again even if I get the feeling. Cheryl Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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