margaret - I never thought life could be good, thought that's the way it was.

January 16, 2010

margaret,

I had the worst yeast (and other problems from it) for most

of my life---I never thought life could be good, thought that's the way it

was, that was it........

well margaret, this pretty much sums it all up for me. deep down, i think, i'd

basically given up any hope at all that any of my symptoms would EVER improve,

much less have any tools whatsoever to combat the evil menace we know as

candida. the diet is giving me an option and a remedy that no doctor i've ever

seen has been able to provide me.

i think that that's the part that makes me sickest of all...that there's

actually something out here that can help people with candida and such a small

percentage of doctor's have knowledge of its existence.

>>> " ...it has always been a challenge to make changes like this, it's

" uncomfortable " , but I have and I've learned a lot... "

margaret, it seems that you and i share pretty similar philosophies here, but

obviously, you are much farther along in the healing process than i am.

what i mean is, i have not gained enough distance in time AWAY FROM the

suffering. i have SOME hope now where before there was none to be sure...

so,

i hesitate like all hell to hold my emotions back during those moments,

" sometimes hours now " , that i actually start to feel GOOD.

i honestly have no memory of feeling GOOD, and that hurts like all hell.

so, i guess what i'm getting at is simply this...

i want the PHYSICAL " good " feelings to translate more DIRECTLY into EMOTIONAL

" hopeful " feelings. i think that that is the natural progression of things,

when i'm not making a conscious effort to hold back.

i truly believe that a SOLUTION is within reach now, but like i said...i

sometimes get sick of the fight. thanks so much for your encouragement and

enthusiasm. it definitely helps to know that someone understands because

" they've been there " . now...it's just a matter of a little patience and some

healing time.

god bless,

russ

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