Re: Do we have any psyhics

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Hi Cinder,

I read through some of your messages. I am in CA too. It can be a tough initially, until your body becomes acclimated. My HCV nurse said a mailman that had tx did well at his job but others went on disability. It is a tough call. Google “ hep c treatment side effectsâ€. And “Manage the side effects" read everything possible. Any questions feel free to ask again.

Professionally; I have been going thru different training programs and certifications exams and not working but quite frankly about ready to get back to work as soon as this last issue is resolved. Physically I take a two mile walk if not a run every day whether I feel good or bad and lots of exercise stations in between.

Yes go shopping if that is what you like most gals do. I think good exercise and keeping your mind busy is the best remedy.

I don't feel like I am at a point where I will die but that can change, for now being cautiously optimistic about the success but I am putting my 120% of effort in.

Be Well and Be Happy,

Henry

From: Cinder <datagrey@...> Sent: Fri, June 18, 2010 7:42:11 AMSubject: [ ] Do we have any psyhics

shit don't know how to spell that. Anyway My husband even though I have not even gone to my appt to find out if I start treatment this morning wanted to know if he should go out and find a second job if I was going to be too sick to work. I don't know if I am even going to start yet. If I do I don't even know if I will be very sick at all. I maybe fine to work. I plan on it now. I am not going to plan to be sick. I am on the work scedule through till next year. I already put myself on it. I did that a couple of weeks ago. I have not even told my boss I have this appt. I won't tell her when I am starting. If she don't knowtice good. I am trying a new approach to this instead of the crippliing scary one I was getting into last night. Thank You Teri. Well I got to go get ready and gonna get some shopping done too. Wish me luck. Love you all. PS I had a friend send me a email earlier that said you better say I love you to those you love in case they

die before you wake. That was a real comfort. Glad I got Teri's email last night. That would have not helped me at all today. I will whoop its ass with some serious Kansas Texan whoop ass. I am an origional Texan

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That's my girl! Glad the e-mail and the messages on FB worked!TeriFrom: Cinder <datagrey@...> Sent: Fri, June 18, 2010 9:42:11 AMSubject: [ ] Do we have any psyhics

shit don't know how to spell that. Anyway My husband even though I have not even gone to my appt to find out if I start treatment this morning wanted to know if he should go out and find a second job if I was going to be too sick to work. I don't know if I am even going to start yet. If I do I don't even know if I will be very sick at all. I maybe fine to work. I plan on it now. I am not going to plan to be sick. I am on the work scedule through till next year. I already put myself on it. I did that a couple of weeks ago. I have not even told my boss I have this appt. I won't tell her when I am starting. If she don't knowtice good. I am trying a new approach to this instead of the crippliing scary one I was getting into last night. Thank You Teri. Well I got to go get ready and gonna get some shopping done too. Wish me luck. Love you all.

PS I had a friend send me a email earlier that said you better say I love you to those you love in case they die before you wake. That was a real comfort. Glad I got Teri's email last night. That would have not helped me at all today. I will whoop its ass with some serious Kansas Texan whoop ass. I am an origional Texan

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Now you listen to mother here!!!! First of all, you sit down with Rick and get real serious!! Tell him straight up, that you have absolutely no idea whatever, what is going to happen. But, you need to know that you have his support 100% and no less!! You do not need that guilt trip that he's laying down and be forthright and honest about that!! Get a real good read of his attitude BEFORE you start because it will be important. If you have his support (emotionally and physically) then you can do just about anything; but, if you are starving for it, life will be like going down a road full of pot holes. You know why I know this!!! THEN give him

anything and everything, a piece at a time, to read about this treatment and HepC. I only could wish I had forced my husband to do a lot more of that. The last one for now is that he MUST attend any Dr's appointments that he can with you, in order to learn and see for himself what is going on!! That's the worst mistake I made with my husband. He hates Dr. etc. so I didn't make him actually come into the little rooms with me to actually HEAR what I was being told. Therefore, all he ever really learned about HepC or treatment was what I said. Later, he got really angry that it seemed like that's all I talked about!! Then, it didn't help one iota, that his sister really wasn't very honest about her clinical trial. Her neutraphils fell to a dangerous level and probably so did some other blood levels and they had to lower her doseage of Interferon for quite

awhile; but, she'd never owned that it was difficult to keep up with herself. I was in the car with her when she flew into what we call a Riba Rage and she scared the begeesus out of me. Now, it's a misnomer to call it Riba Rage because it's really the Interferon that does it; but, she wouldn't and has never admitted that it was happening. She managed to blame me by saying that I was talking too much and making her nervous!! If that was the case, why didn't she just say something?? Thus, she led the rest of that damn family to believe that I was only whiny!! There is no such thing as being whiny while on this treatment as far as I'm concerned!! If you need to cry - CRY. If you need to scream - SCREAM.. If you need to kick the wall - KICK away. Just don't kick the dog or Rick!! Always remember, there is absolutely nothing wrong with having to take anti-depressants to help get

through!!Even now I'd be nervous to go through that experience again and especially with such a lack of support for a good part of it. That support was that he would be thoughtful enough to come and check on me once in a while. I'd hit the ceiling if Dave ever told me that he was too tired from working to do that!! Don can tell you all, that I sure didn't find this group at the beginning of my last treatment. I was already well into it before I finally lucked in and came here. I would not have made it without the support of folks like Don and even the arguments I used to have with one of the other ladies that came here back then. Truthfully, I spent more time crying in frustration, at the way I was being treated and felt like I was always having to defend myself. Now that I'm feeling so very much better - I'll never allow that again. There is NO WAY any of us should feel guilty for being

sick!!! My husband did that to me and just recently I sent him an e-mail suggesting that if I heard him belittle me again about how sick I was - that he'd find out like he's never seen - how bitchy I can honestly get. My brother is still living there and can warn him as well. You might get me while I'm down; but, never when I've got my strength back.I continued to work in my business; but, I had an assistant that did most of the mundane part and besides I could only stay alert for maybe 4 hours per day. Also, my job is a sit down, in front of the computer, try to put my head in gear and think through peoples business bookkeeping. I'm not running around having to lift and carry elderly people who really don't even want to live anymore.Until you are absolutely sure that you are in fact starting treatment very soon, I wouldn't say anything to the boss either. She might cut your hours long before you are

ready. But, likely you will be forced to do so, shortly into the treatment. You won't know for sure how much you can do until you start. Definitely, you will not be working those 15 hr days. Don't let Rick whine about a 2nd job!! He either takes up the slack or doesn't; but, you must look after yourself. Ask him what comes first?? Your health or the paycheque??Lots and lots of us have made it through this crap and away too many had to do it with absolutely no support whatever. Not financially or emotionally!! That makes me more angry than you can know. Right after I'm through preaching here, I'm going to send an e-mail to my old HepC nurse and tell her that I'm ready, willing and more than able to be available to help support ANYONE in this community that is going through this

treatment. I want to know that no one, anywhere in my Valley at least, ever feels lonely and lost going through this.OK I've lectured enough I know - but, to you and EVERYBODY here that is just starting or about to start - I am one that also cares so very very much how you are doing!! That doesn't mean that I don't care about those that have already gone through it - I absolutely care for them too because we've all faced the demon and either came through the horror show or we may have to face it again, like I did.SO, I LOVE YOU ALL - please please just stay in contact. Anybody can also contact me privately if they would prefer!!!!Luv Gloriashit don't know how to spell that. Anyway My husband even though I have not even gone to my appt to find out if I start treatment this morning wanted to know if he should go out and find a second job if I was going to be too sick to work. I don't know if I am even going to start yet. If I do I don't even know if I will be very sick at all. I maybe fine to work. I plan on it now. I am not going to plan to be sick. I am on the work scedule through till next year. I already put myself on it. I did that a couple of weeks ago. I have not even told my boss I have this appt. I won't tell her when I am starting. If she don't knowtice good. I am trying a new approach to this instead of the crippliing scary one I was getting into last night. Thank You Teri. Well I got to go get ready and gonna get some

shopping done too. Wish me luck. Love you all.

PS I had a friend send me a email earlier that said you better say I love you to those you love in case they die before you wake. That was a real comfort. Glad I got Teri's email last night. That would have not helped me at all today. I will whoop its ass with some serious Kansas Texan whoop ass. I am an origional Texan

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Gloria,That was profound.TeriSent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerryFrom: Gloria <gadamscan@...>Date: Fri, 18 Jun 2010 19:35:45 -0700 (PDT)< >Subject: Re: [ ] Do we have any psyhics Now you listen to mother here!!!! First of all, you sit down with Rick and get real serious!! Tell him straight up, that you have absolutely no idea whatever, what is going to happen. But, you need to know that you have his support 100% and no less!! You do not need that guilt trip that he's laying down and be forthright and honest about that!! Get a real good read of his attitude BEFORE you start because it will be important. If you have his support (emotionally and physically) then you can do just about anything; but, if you are starving for it, life will be like going down a road full of pot holes. You know why I know this!!! THEN give himanything and everything, a piece at a time, to read about this treatment and HepC. I only could wish I had forced my husband to do a lot more of that. The last one for now is that he MUST attend any Dr's appointments that he can with you, in order to learn and see for himself what is going on!! That's the worst mistake I made with my husband. He hates Dr. etc. so I didn't make him actually come into the little rooms with me to actually HEAR what I was being told. Therefore, all he ever really learned about HepC or treatment was what I said. Later, he got really angry that it seemed like that's all I talked about!! Then, it didn't help one iota, that his sister really wasn't very honest about her clinical trial. Her neutraphils fell to a dangerous level and probably so did some other blood levels and they had to lower her doseage of Interferon for quiteawhile; but, she'd never owned that it was difficult to keep up with herself. I was in the car with her when she flew into what we call a Riba Rage and she scared the begeesus out of me. Now, it's a misnomer to call it Riba Rage because it's really the Interferon that does it; but, she wouldn't and has never admitted that it was happening. She managed to blame me by saying that I was talking too much and making her nervous!! If that was the case, why didn't she just say something?? Thus, she led the rest of that damn family to believe that I was only whiny!! There is no such thing as being whiny while on this treatment as far as I'm concerned!! If you need to cry - CRY. If you need to scream - SCREAM.. If you need to kick the wall - KICK away. Just don't kick the dog or Rick!! Always remember, there is absolutely nothing wrong with having to take anti-depressants to help getthrough!!Even now I'd be nervous to go through that experience again and especially with such a lack of support for a good part of it. That support was that he would be thoughtful enough to come and check on me once in a while. I'd hit the ceiling if Dave ever told me that he was too tired from working to do that!! Don can tell you all, that I sure didn't find this group at the beginning of my last treatment. I was already well into it before I finally lucked in and came here. I would not have made it without the support of folks like Don and even the arguments I used to have with one of the other ladies that came here back then. Truthfully, I spent more time crying in frustration, at the way I was being treated and felt like I was always having to defend myself. Now that I'm feeling so very much better - I'll never allow that again. There is NO WAY any of us should feel guilty for !!! My husband did that to me and just recently I sent him an e-mail suggesting that if I heard him belittle me again about how sick I was - that he'd find out like he's never seen - how bitchy I can honestly get. My brother is still living there and can warn him as well. You might get me while I'm down; but, never when I've got my strength back.I continued to work in my business; but, I had an assistant that did most of the mundane part and besides I could only stay alert for maybe 4 hours per day. Also, my job is a sit down, in front of the computer, try to put my head in gear and think through peoples business bookkeeping. I'm not running around having to lift and carry elderly people who really don't even want to live anymore.Until you are absolutely sure that you are in fact starting treatment very soon, I wouldn't say anything to the boss either. She might cut your hours long before you areready. But, likely you will be forced to do so, shortly into the treatment. You won't know for sure how much you can do until you start. Definitely, you will not be working those 15 hr days. Don't let Rick whine about a 2nd job!! He either takes up the slack or doesn't; but, you must look after yourself. Ask him what comes first?? Your health or the paycheque??Lots and lots of us have made it through this crap and away too many had to do it with absolutely no support whatever. Not financially or emotionally!! That makes me more angry than you can know. Right after I'm through preaching here, I'm going to send an e-mail to my old HepC nurse and tell her that I'm ready, willing and more than able to be available to help support ANYONE in this community that is going through thistreatment. I want to know that no one, anywhere in my Valley at least, ever feels lonely and lost going through this.OK I've lectured enough I know - but, to you and EVERYBODY here that is just starting or about to start - I am one that also cares so very very much how you are doing!! That doesn't mean that I don't care about those that have already gone through it - I absolutely care for them too because we've all faced the demon and either came through the horror show or we may have to face it again, like I did.SO, I LOVE YOU ALL - please please just stay in contact. Anybody can also contact me privately if they would prefer!!!!Luv Gloriashit don't know how to spell that. Anyway My husband even though I have not even gone to my appt to find out if I start treatment this morning wanted to know if he should go out and find a second job if I was going to be too sick to work. I don't know if I am even going to start yet. If I do I don't even know if I will be very sick at all. I maybe fine to work. I plan on it now. I am not going to plan to be sick. I am on the work scedule through till next year. I already put myself on it. I did that a couple of weeks ago. I have not even told my boss I have this appt. I won't tell her when I am starting. If she don't knowtice good. I am trying a new approach to this instead of the crippliing scary one I was getting into last night. Thank You Teri. Well I got to go get ready and gonna get someshopping done too. Wish me luck. Love you all. PS I had a friend send me a email earlier that said you better say I love you to those you love in case they die before you wake. That was a real comfort. Glad I got Teri's email last night. That would have not helped me at all today. I will whoop its ass with some serious Kansas Texan whoop ass. I am an origional Texan

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Wish I had bee to CA I amfrom Kansas. a farm girl. was born in Texas. The only shopping I do is fo groceries. My sisters will shop in big malls all over the states. not me. get what i need and home.. I am not much of a shopper. I felt like a big shopper the other day because I let myself buy a Cinder

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From: Henry Moreno <henry_moreno01@...>Subject: Re: [ ] Do we have any psyhics Date: Friday, June 18, 2010, 12:27 PM

Hi Cinder,

I read through some of your messages. I am in CA too. It can be a tough initially, until your body becomes acclimated. My HCV nurse said a mailman that had tx did well at his job but others went on disability. It is a tough call. Google “ hep c treatment side effectsâ€. And “Manage the side effects" read everything possible. Any questions feel free to ask again.

Professionally; I have been going thru different training programs and certifications exams and not working but quite frankly about ready to get back to work as soon as this last issue is resolved. Physically I take a two mile walk if not a run every day whether I feel good or bad and lots of exercise stations in between.

Yes go shopping if that is what you like most gals do. I think good exercise and keeping your mind busy is the best remedy.

I don't feel like I am at a point where I will die but that can change, for now being cautiously optimistic about the success but I am putting my 120% of effort in.

Be Well and Be Happy,

Henry

From: Cinder <datagrey (DOT) com> Sent: Fri, June 18, 2010 7:42:11 AMSubject: [ ] Do we have any psyhics

shit don't know how to spell that. Anyway My husband even though I have not even gone to my appt to find out if I start treatment this morning wanted to know if he should go out and find a second job if I was going to be too sick to work. I don't know if I am even going to start yet. If I do I don't even know if I will be very sick at all. I maybe fine to work. I plan on it now. I am not going to plan to be sick. I am on the work scedule through till next year. I already put myself on it. I did that a couple of weeks ago. I have not even told my boss I have this appt. I won't tell her when I am starting. If she don't knowtice good. I am trying a new approach to this instead of the crippliing scary one I was getting into last night. Thank You Teri. Well I got to go get ready and gonna get some shopping done too. Wish me luck. Love you all. PS I had a friend send me a email earlier that said you better say I love you to those you love in case they

die before you wake. That was a real comfort. Glad I got Teri's email last night. That would have not helped me at all today. I will whoop its ass with some serious Kansas Texan whoop ass. I am an origional Texan