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[Guest guest]

Good going, Bil. I hereby appoint you to the rank of: Journeyman

Ziller, with all attendant honors and acclaim. You have done what

the doctor didn't do, and probably could not have done, either.

Let's hear it for Bill! YAY!! Your wife has the rank of Apprentice

Ziller and is eligible for all special benefits, including my

personal advice which is free and is always worth it.

I've posted to files and could not be happier for you. You may find

that a little, like once or twice a week maintenance on the wrist to

clear out bloodstream might help keep the stuff permanently away.

bG

> Hi list,

>

> My wife suffers from sinusitis, compounded by a

recurring ear

> infection caused by an old perforation. Normally, she is

completely

> prostrated and survives on sleep and Tylenol for at least a day!

>

> Over the last month she has been subjected to these attacks

four times

> and on each occasion she was treated with a ten minute or twenty

minuted

> exposure to the single 9V battery version of Godzilla. On three

of these

> treatments the condition was completely alleviated (I mean

completely and

> absolutely!!!) with a ten minute exposure while on the fourth

occasion (the

> most severe) it took twenty minutes, a tylenol and an hours nap

for the same

> results.

>

> On each application the electrodes were employed by first of

all

> damping in water and bi-carbonate of soda, one electrode in the

mouth and as

> high up on the gumline as possible on the side where the pain had

manifested

> and the other electrode placed and held into position immediately

behind the

> ear on the same side.

> *

* *

> * *

> Before closing, O'Brien asked for information on

purifying tap

> water for drinking. I answered him off-line but I thought that the

> following might be of some interest since most of his replies

advocated some

> pretty expensive purification equipment.

>

> I use a five gallon water container and candidly, I can't

afford the

> commercial five gallon re-fills, especially in the hot season. I

fill my

> container from the tap then add 1 cup 10ppm colloidal silver and

replace on

> the cooler. I prefer to leave this stand for about twelve hours

prior to

> use after which I find the taste to be at least as good as the

commercial

> refills!~ The twelve hour stand also seems to allow any additions

(fluoride

> etc.) to evaporate out of the water and into a the small space at

the top of

> the inverted container.

>

> Regards,

>

> Bill Onslow

[Guest guest]

Dear Bill

I would be most interested in an ongoing report on how the godzilla helps

with your wifes sinusitis.

I specialize in the treatment of Sinus and have remarkable success using

other alternatives, but I always like to keep my eye open to new innovative

measures being taken

Regards

CHRIS

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> Hi list,

>

> My wife suffers from sinusitis, compounded by a recurring ear

> infection caused by an old perforation. Normally, she is completely

> prostrated and survives on sleep and Tylenol for at least a day!

>

> Over the last month she has been subjected to these attacks four

times

> and on each occasion she was treated with a ten minute or twenty minuted

> exposure to the single 9V battery version of Godzilla. On three of these

> treatments the condition was completely alleviated (I mean completely and

> absolutely!!!) with a ten minute exposure while on the fourth occasion

(the

> most severe) it took twenty minutes, a tylenol and an hours nap for the

same

> results.

>

> On each application the electrodes were employed by first of all

> damping in water and bi-carbonate of soda, one electrode in the mouth and

as

> high up on the gumline as possible on the side where the pain had

manifested

> and the other electrode placed and held into position immediately behind

the

> ear on the same side.

> * *

*

> * *

> Before closing, O'Brien asked for information on purifying tap

> water for drinking. I answered him off-line but I thought that the

> following might be of some interest since most of his replies advocated

some

> pretty expensive purification equipment.

>

> I use a five gallon water container and candidly, I can't afford the

> commercial five gallon re-fills, especially in the hot season. I fill my

> container from the tap then add 1 cup 10ppm colloidal silver and replace

on

> the cooler. I prefer to leave this stand for about twelve hours prior to

> use after which I find the taste to be at least as good as the commercial

> refills!~ The twelve hour stand also seems to allow any additions

(fluoride

> etc.) to evaporate out of the water and into a the small space at the top

of

> the inverted container.

>

> Regards,

>

> Bill Onslow

>

>

>

>

> The information on this group is not intended as medical advice. Most

group members are NOT doctors or health authorities. Please do not request

medical advice, lest anyone get into trouble out of human compassion. There

are huge fines and issues currently involved with unlicensed medical advice.

The group is only here to share experiences according to the theme of the

group, namely testing if electrical stimulus might inactivate microbes, as

it seems to have done in the Einstein Medical College labs. We are

interested in your results, but cannot say anything about repeatability, or

whether this might have medical benefits. Thanks, for your understanding,

good luck researching. --bG

>

[Guest guest]

I think, not an expert, that eyeflashes are due to optic nerve being

super sensitive to energy of any kind. The flashes should be

harmless, in fact they are even used as a therapy for the nerve by

certain techniques, so I'd not worry too much abt it. just use it

as a guage to how much current's there. I find it distracting and

disturbing, like you do, but not worrysome. main thing is keep out

of the upper area of the head, the brain, skull sections, we think

there could be problems with a lot of DC used on the brain. But,

temper that with the realization that some people have been hit with

lightning (DC current in huge amounts) and still retained (most) of

their mental faculties. They sometimes get over chronic illnesses,

too. Let's not hear of any experiments in old airplane hangars with

ball lightning on people, ok? we're not one of those old '50's

Mr. Wizard groups here! wow were'nt' they something?

b

>

> V suggested his cheapie for use on teeth and head

> area in order to avoid serious eye flashes, which

> I found unsettling. Got those with my own

>://www./r/hs

[Guest guest]

thanks, Shirley, i posted the results. You're definitely made the

grade here as Apprentice Ziller. sounds like you're getting the hang

of it, and getting a result while sharing with the world. Best

tradition of Apprentice Zillers. IF this is redundant, sorry, but

congratulations, you've earned the rank.

bob

>

> I am continuing to use V's cheapie Godzilla

> for mouth, head, and neck conditions. The .5

> setting seems to be best for me. No burns on

> skin with this, but will move it around some when

> times are extended. I am happy with a 2 min.

> cycle and have gotten real quick and efficient

> with making the change from one direction to the

> other. Die-off causes some sinus drainage

> (whoopee) and I am having to zill for longer

> times to get this effect so that probably means

> that the critters are thinning out big time.

> Question: Anybody know what kind of critters are

> partial to making a happy home around big nerves?

> It seems to me that tooth and root infections

> have sent colonies out with special attention to

> large nerves. They aren't pressing on nerves

> particularly, but like to set up shop alongside

> them. I never heard of such a thing, but this is

> my impression of what's happening.

>

>

>

> __________________________________

> Discover

> Get on-the-go sports scores, stock quotes, news and more. Check it

out!

> http://discover./mobile.html

[Guest guest]

Nice going! I posted to files so that it will help others, Loretta.

Keep experimenting with it, I'm sure you will find out a lot more by

doing so.

Folks--without each of your reports, we can't show others, so...do it

now, please if you can.

The new folks are really making a difference here, trying it out,

getting the hang of it, learning, and reporting. Great job the two

of you who have posted.

Don, Loretta, our thanks to you, our latest Apprentice Zillers!

bG

>

> Hello,

>

> Here are the results from my very first experiment with a Godzilla

unit:

>

>

> Background: I am female, age 55. Have severe periodontal disease

and

> Lupus (affecting my epithelial skin layers, including those in

> mouth). In the last 15 years, have lost 10 teeth to infection.

> Started reading about microelectricity quite awhile ago, but

wasn't

> confident enough to try it yet.

>

> Then...about 6 months ago, new wave of tooth pain started, on a

daily

> basis. Especially at night. Comes and goes, about every 15 to 20

min,

> peak pain lasts about 2 to 5 min, then recedes. This can last all

> night, or only (ONLY, ha ha!!) 2 or 3 hours. My quality of sleep

has

> been destroyed for the last 6 months. I just lost another tooth

last

> week to infection, and the dentist said two others " looked

suspicious " .

>

> With desparation comes boldness! I ordered a Godzilla pulse meter

> from V (due to the Lupus problems, wanted one that had a dial to

> control strength). Wednesday nite, June 7th I had over 20 pain

> episodes throughout the night.

>

> Results: Used the Godzilla Thursday, June 8th for the first time,

on

> the 3 worst teeth. Put the leads inside mouth, one on either side

of

> each tooth, way down parallel to the root area. Used it about 5

> minutes each on two teeth, and 10 min on the worst one. Dial was

set

> to .13 ma. I thought is wasn't working, til I accidently bumped

the

> end of a tooth! Zappo! Otherwise, hardly felt a thing. Wore light

> vinyl gloves, after I realized some of the charge was going into

my

> fingers where I would touch the lead to hold it in place.

>

> That very night, NOT ONE PAIN EPISODE. Not one!!!!

>

> Now, either this is one mother of a coincidence, or the biggest

> placebo effect of all time...OR...it works!! :-)))))))

>

> I plan to methodically treat all my teeth, including supplementing

> with CS and Olive Leaf Extract for about 2 weeks. Thereafter, I

plan

> to do a once a month preventative treatment on them all. I REALLY

> want to keep the teeth I have left. :-)

>

> Hope this information will help someone else,

> Loretta in Oregon

> =^..^=

>

>

>

>

> http://www.artbyretta.blogspot.com

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Donna;

I am so very sorry to hear this news. Rusty called me earlier.

I am, however, so glad that you went on and had the testing. I'm sure

that you are in shock, but remember that we are all praying for you.

Hopefully, it was caught very early, and after surgery is over you will

be well!

My cousin had the same scenario as you about 6 years ago. His was also

caught very early and he is fine.

Keep up the fight, and we'll be right here with you.

and Rob 17 Spondy

As many of you know, I went for an endoscope and colonoscopy and it went

well ... That is....Until I got the results. As I type I have tears that

refuse

to quit rolling. More than ever I need everyone's prayers. Today I found

out

I have colon cancer. I cannot even begin to express how I feel. Obviously

I

am worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain nothing but

optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be hangin tight and

hangin tough in

yet another battle as I once again slip the boxing gloves on and fight,

fight, fight!!!!!!!worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain

nothing

but optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be I will see the

surgeon. I will keep you updated as I can.......

[Guest guest]

Oh Donna,

I am sooooo sorry to hear this news! I will be sending prayers up for you. You

definitely can and will beat this!---

ajaoky@... wrote:

As many of you know, I went for an endoscope and colonoscopy and it

went

well ... That is....Until I got the results. As I type I have tears that refuse

to quit rolling. More than ever I need everyone's prayers. Today I found out

I have colon cancer. I cannot even begin to express how I feel. Obviously I

am worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain nothing but

optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be hangin tight and hangin

tough in

yet another battle as I once again slip the boxing gloves on and fight,

fight, fight!!!!!!!worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain

nothing

but optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be I will see the

surgeon. I will keep you updated as I can.......

[Guest guest]

Donna you and your family are in my prayers. I know you are a strong lady. You

have been there for everyone on this list and I hope you know that each and

every one of us will be praying like crazy for you. You are a fighter and I

know God will see you through this. I know you will fight the good fight. Hang

tough.

Sending hugs, prayers & happy thoughts,

Beth & Hannah (10, unspecified arthritis; asthma; gerd; migraines)

results

As many of you know, I went for an endoscope and colonoscopy and it went

well ... That is....Until I got the results. As I type I have tears that refuse

to quit rolling. More than ever I need everyone's prayers. Today I found out

I have colon cancer. I cannot even begin to express how I feel. Obviously I

am worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain nothing but

optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be hangin tight and hangin

tough in

yet another battle as I once again slip the boxing gloves on and fight,

fight, fight!!!!!!! worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain

nothing

but optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be I will see the

surgeon. I will keep you updated as I can.......

[Guest guest]

Donna,

Yes, it is the pits, but you went in and caught it early. Colon

cancer is so very curable. You have to remain optimistic. It will

be a battle. It will mean surgery, but I know so many people that

have had it and are just fine. Stay optimistic and believe in the

power of prayer. It will give you strength. You can and will

conquer this new hurdle. Take care. We will all be praying for

you. (n, 18, sytemic)

On Feb 13, 2007, at 5:24 PM, ajaoky@... wrote:

> As many of you know, I went for an endoscope and colonoscopy and it

> went

> well ... That is....Until I got the results. As I type I have tears

> that refuse

> to quit rolling. More than ever I need everyone's prayers. Today I

> found out

> I have colon cancer. I cannot even begin to express how I feel.

> Obviously I

> am worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain nothing but

> optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be hangin tight

> and hangin tough in

> yet another battle as I once again slip the boxing gloves on and

> fight,

> fight, fight!!!!!!!worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will

> remain nothing

> but optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be I will see

> the

> surgeon. I will keep you updated as I can.......

>

>

[Guest guest]

Oh Donna!

My god!

I am shocked for you, and will pray for you some more.

Guess there's nothing we can really say except, we're here for you. And

hopefully, they've got it at the right time.

I am so sorry to hear your news.

Jo

[Guest guest]

I felt like I just got kicked in the stomach. I am so very sorry to

hear that your news wasn't better. I will of course continue to pray

for you...do you mind if I send you an email off-list?

sonia (aundrea 11 systemic jra/gerd)-

-- In , ajaoky@... wrote:

>

> As many of you know, I went for an endoscope and colonoscopy and

it went

> well ... That is....Until I got the results. As I type I have

tears that refuse

> to quit rolling. More than ever I need everyone's prayers. Today I

found out

> I have colon cancer. I cannot even begin to express how I feel.

Obviously I

> am worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain nothing

but

> optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be hangin tight

and hangin tough in

> yet another battle as I once again slip the boxing gloves on and

fight,

> fight, fight!!!!!!!worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will

remain nothing

> but optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be I will

see the

> surgeon. I will keep you updated as I can.......

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Oh Goodness!!

Im so glad that you went in for the test!!

Im so sorry about the results and I KNOW you will fight fight fight. You

have a wonderful spirit Donna and pray for your recovery.

(((((((((((((((((((( Hugs tight ))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Issadora

On 2/13/07, sonia1md <sonia1md@...> wrote:

>

> I felt like I just got kicked in the stomach. I am so very sorry to

> hear that your news wasn't better. I will of course continue to pray

> for you...do you mind if I send you an email off-list?

>

> sonia (aundrea 11 systemic jra/gerd)-

>

> -- In < %40>, ajaoky@...

> wrote:

> >

> > As many of you know, I went for an endoscope and colonoscopy and

> it went

> > well ... That is....Until I got the results. As I type I have

> tears that refuse

> > to quit rolling. More than ever I need everyone's prayers. Today I

> found out

> > I have colon cancer. I cannot even begin to express how I feel.

> Obviously I

> > am worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain nothing

> but

> > optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be hangin tight

> and hangin tough in

> > yet another battle as I once again slip the boxing gloves on and

> fight,

> > fight, fight!!!!!!!worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will

> remain nothing

> > but optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be I will

> see the

> > surgeon. I will keep you updated as I can.......

> >

> >

> >

[Guest guest]

Donna,

My heart breaks for you. Keeping you in my prayers.

e, mom to joe 20 poly + lupus

ajaoky@... wrote: As many of you know, I

went for an endoscope and colonoscopy and it went

well ... That is....Until I got the results. As I type I have tears that

refuse

to quit rolling. More than ever I need everyone's prayers. Today I found out

I have colon cancer. I cannot even begin to express how I feel. Obviously I

am worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain nothing but

optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be hangin tight and hangin

tough in

yet another battle as I once again slip the boxing gloves on and fight,

fight, fight!!!!!!!worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain

nothing

but optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be I will see the

surgeon. I will keep you updated as I can.......

[Guest guest]

anyone who wishes to email me offlist may do so...thanks !

[Guest guest]

Oh Donna I was shocked to read your email. I am so very sorry you have been

dx'd with colon cancer. I can only imagine how frightened you are. I will

keep you and your family in my thoughts and prayers.

Take care.

Patty

[Guest guest]

I can't possibly begin to send an individual email to all who have responded

with the kindest, most caring and supportive emails. I am sending the most

sincere thank you to all of you for all your thoughts, prayers and extremely

kind words. Today is the day we celebrate the people we love so to all of you

I send you a heartfelt hug and wishes for the most wonderful Valentines Day.

Be sure to hug that special someone and let them you know you love them!!!

hangin extra tight and extra tough!

Donna

[Guest guest]

Donna,

I¹m so sorry to hear the news. Remember that we are all here with you and we

wish you only the best. Take care. (Ezra, 10 year old systemic)

On 2/13/07 8:24 PM, " ajaoky@... " <ajaoky@...> wrote:

>

>

>

>

> As many of you know, I went for an endoscope and colonoscopy and it went

> well ... That is....Until I got the results. As I type I have tears that

> refuse

> to quit rolling. More than ever I need everyone's prayers. Today I found out

> I have colon cancer. I cannot even begin to express how I feel. Obviously I

> am worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain nothing but

> optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be hangin tight and hangin

> tough in

> yet another battle as I once again slip the boxing gloves on and fight,

> fight, fight!!!!!!!worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain

> nothing

> but optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be I will see the

> surgeon. I will keep you updated as I can.......

>

>

[Guest guest]

-May God bless and keep you safe....

I am so thankful you went in and got tested when you did. Now you

know what you are facing and you can face that with the courage and

fortitude you have with everything else in your life.

You are a strong and powerful woman and this cancer doesnt have a

chance with you, it picked the wrong lady this time, because its

going down.

hang tight and hang tough, we are all hanging with ya.

with much love and positive thoughts and prayers, Helen and -

In , ajaoky@... wrote:

>

> As many of you know, I went for an endoscope and colonoscopy and

it went

> well ... That is....Until I got the results. As I type I have

tears that refuse

> to quit rolling. More than ever I need everyone's prayers. Today I

found out

> I have colon cancer. I cannot even begin to express how I feel.

Obviously I

> am worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain nothing

but

> optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be hangin tight

and hangin tough in

> yet another battle as I once again slip the boxing gloves on and

fight,

> fight, fight!!!!!!!worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will

remain nothing

> but optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be I will

see the

> surgeon. I will keep you updated as I can.......

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Donna,

You and your family are in our prayers..

'

<lisa_michael@...> wrote:

Donna,

I¹m so sorry to hear the news. Remember that we are all here with you and we

wish you only the best. Take care. (Ezra, 10 year old systemic)

On 2/13/07 8:24 PM, " ajaoky@... " <ajaoky@...> wrote:

>

>

>

>

> As many of you know, I went for an endoscope and colonoscopy and it went

> well ... That is....Until I got the results. As I type I have tears that

> refuse

> to quit rolling. More than ever I need everyone's prayers. Today I found out

> I have colon cancer. I cannot even begin to express how I feel. Obviously I

> am worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain nothing but

> optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be hangin tight and hangin

> tough in

> yet another battle as I once again slip the boxing gloves on and fight,

> fight, fight!!!!!!!worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain

> nothing

> but optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be I will see the

> surgeon. I will keep you updated as I can.......

>

>

[Guest guest]

Donna,

I am so sorry. You will be in my prayers. And from what I know about

you, you definitley have what it takes to beat this. I will continue

to pray and send you best wishes.

Donna (Kailey 8, Poly)

[Guest guest]

Donna,

I'm so sorry to hear of your diagnosis. I can't even imagine what you are going

through. But I do have a place that you can order information from. The

National Cancer Institute has a bunch of information that you can order free on

line. Their address is:

https://cissecure.nci.nih.gov/ncipubs/ This page takes you directly to the

publications page. There is a great book called " What you need to know about

Cancer of the colon and rectum " . We give this book out to all of our colon

cancer patients.

Have they talked to you yet about treatment options?

-- ajaoky@... wrote:

As many of you know, I went for an endoscope and colonoscopy and it went

well ... That is....Until I got the results. As I type I have tears that refuse

to quit rolling. More than ever I need everyone's prayers. Today I found out

I have colon cancer. I cannot even begin to express how I feel. Obviously I

am worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain nothing but

optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be hangin tight and hangin

tough in

yet another battle as I once again slip the boxing gloves on and fight,

fight, fight!!!!!!!worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain

nothing

but optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be I will see the

surgeon. I will keep you updated as I can.......

[Guest guest]

Donna,

I am so sorry to hear about your diagnosis. Keep your chin up, and

seek a good oncologist. I am not a medical expert, but it is my

understanding that this form of cancer can be treated with relatively

good results. I hope this is the case for you. You can beat this!

Keep fighting! Please know we are all thinking of you and praying for

you. I hope you have a good support system, people to cry with and

hug, someone to go to the oncologist with you for support.

I will be praying for your speedy remission.

Sheila

(Miranda, 11, JIA/MMD)

>

> As many of you know, I went for an endoscope and colonoscopy and

it went

> well ... That is....Until I got the results. As I type I have

tears that refuse

> to quit rolling. More than ever I need everyone's prayers. Today I

found out

> I have colon cancer. I cannot even begin to express how I feel.

Obviously I

> am worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain nothing

but

> optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be hangin tight

and hangin tough in

> yet another battle as I once again slip the boxing gloves on and

fight,

> fight, fight!!!!!!!worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will

remain nothing

> but optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be I will

see the

> surgeon. I will keep you updated as I can.......

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Donna - I am so sorry to hear your news and so glad you went in and had

the tests done. You and your family are in my prayers. Michele

________________________________

From: [mailto: ] On

Behalf Of ajaoky@...

Sent: Tuesday, February 13, 2007 7:24 PM

Subject: results

As many of you know, I went for an endoscope and colonoscopy and it went

well ... That is....Until I got the results. As I type I have tears that

refuse

to quit rolling. More than ever I need everyone's prayers. Today I found

out

I have colon cancer. I cannot even begin to express how I feel.

Obviously I

am worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain nothing but

optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be hangin tight and

hangin tough in

yet another battle as I once again slip the boxing gloves on and fight,

fight, fight!!!!!!!worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will

remain nothing

but optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be I will see the

surgeon. I will keep you updated as I can.......

[Guest guest]

I am sending a cyber hug right back at ya!

(Aundrea 11 systemic jra/gerd)--

- In , ajaoky@... wrote:

>

> I can't possibly begin to send an individual email to all who have

responded

> with the kindest, most caring and supportive emails. I am sending

the most

> sincere thank you to all of you for all your thoughts, prayers and

extremely

> kind words. Today is the day we celebrate the people we love so to

all of you

> I send you a heartfelt hug and wishes for the most wonderful

Valentines Day.

> Be sure to hug that special someone and let them you know you love

them!!!

> hangin extra tight and extra tough!

> Donna

>

>

>

[Guest guest]

Donna-

Words seem too miniscule an offering.... but ditto to what everyone has said

about your courage and determination. It will be time and energy to spend...

but the cancer is going down in an early round! TKO!

My prayers and hopes are with you....

Colleen (mom to Caitlin, 8, systemic)

ajaoky@... wrote:

As many of you know, I went for an endoscope and colonoscopy and it

went

well ... That is....Until I got the results. As I type I have tears that refuse

to quit rolling. More than ever I need everyone's prayers. Today I found out

I have colon cancer. I cannot even begin to express how I feel. Obviously I

am worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain nothing but

optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be hangin tight and hangin

tough in

yet another battle as I once again slip the boxing gloves on and fight,

fight, fight!!!!!!!worried,scared and mad as hell. However, I will remain

nothing

but optimistic and for those who know me, know I will be I will see the

surgeon. I will keep you updated as I can.......