Cheese Again & Very Depressed

May 30, 2007

I'm very depressed lately. Tonight I've been in rough abdominal pain

brought on my increasing my dose of fish oil to only 2 grams and also

doing 100,000 IU of vitamin A from CLO from small fish liver oil capsules.

I feel like I have fat malabsorption issues, and food malabsorption

issues overall. It seems like the more fish or cod liver oil I do, the

worse my abdominal bloating and abdominal pain gets. I'm thinking this

is because I'm not digesting and absorbing the fish oils well and they

are thus going through my system and causing irritation. I don't know

why I get such bad bloating/distension, increased loose stools, and

killer abdominal pain whenever I'm taking fish/cod-liver oil.

Other people I know don't seem to have any problems like this with

taking fish oils. I feel like such a freak and that I'm plagued to

have malabsorption... geesh... for how much longer? I just don't seem

to be healing it seems like. Why do I continue to struggle with fat

malabsorption and just malabsorption in general?

My abdominal pain gets just so aggrevating I break down and cry and

just get very depressed by it. I can't seem to put a cap on the tears

tonight. I'm really worried as this is really starting to get in the

way of me taking care of my normal responsibilities.

I can't refrain from eating cheese, which isn't a huge cheat as a

comfort food, but I have to allow myself these things right now. I'm

just really not doing well. I sometimes wonder how much more of this I

can tolerate. It is just so depressing for me.

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