feeling down

[Guest guest]

I know what I am feeling is most likely normal but today I am feeling really

blue. I wish there was some way of telling if this was working. I am

impatient and want to see some big difference so I can justify to myself

that this is worth it. I guess I am at the stage where I don't feel quite as

overwhelmed by all the information provided yet terrified of the thought of

having to stay on this plan for months - years or for life! I don't feel any

better. Maybe if I did, it would help me want to keep plugging away. Right

now I am feeling very emotional and trying to tell myself to stick with it a

bit longer. I keep searching the Internet hoping for an easier way. Yet each

time I keep coming back to this loop for it seems like you have the answer.

It is just hard for me to accept today. I am not sure if it is okay to write

these type of thoughts to this loop but I needed to share it with someone

and I figured you would understand where I am coming.

Thanks for listening.

Les