Worried

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As I've mentioned, I smell this chemical smell under my arms. Only

when they're either really hot or actually sweating. I thought it

was just there. No. It's everywhere. I was working in my kitchen

painting tonight, and I rubbed my face with the back of my arm. THAT

SMELL! Right there on my forearm. Ever have your nails done? That

smell that is created when they rub the file block over the nail,

like acetone, that's what I smell like. Sort of.

I'm somewhat relieved because I now know that I don't just have some

wierd sudden inability to control my own body odor. Obviously

something's quite wrong and my body is trying to rid itself of

something, and there is no other explanation. I've had every medical

test known to man, it seems.

I'm on day three of the sugar crash diet. Today my symptoms have

taken a wicked turn for the worse. I keep breaking out in sweats for

no apparent reason. I'm exhausted despite sleep. I'm weak. I have

pains in my joints, chest, head, arms, legs, face. The usual, but

worse. It's as if the candida is revolting against the couple of

days I starved it...and is now in overdrive or something.

Oh, and I itch everywhere. God is that awful. No rash, just ITCH.

Head to toe. I feel like I'm falling apart. My skin feels tacky.

It's weird.

Tomorrow I begin starving the candida again. I will let Bee's story

be my inspiration and vow that I will beat this monster before it

beats me down any further. I want my life and energy back.

Is this normal of candida? Or do I have some unkown fatal malady of

some sort? Sometimes I have to wonder.