anybody awake? I'm so tired of it all...

[Guest guest]

I've beens sick 25+ years. I finally found a doctor but I'm looking

at dental bills in excess of $15,000 (and I have no $$ left) and the

possiblity of surgery on my jaw for osteonecrosis/osteomyelitis. Even

if I could pay the dental bills 1/2 my life is wasted and I'm now 51,

single, no kids - and my family doesn't care if I live or die. After

moving to a new city for medical care I really don't know anyone and

I'm finding it hard to make friends when I'm still in bed nearly 24/7

- 7 days a week. I just don't see any point in trying anymore., it's

just al much....

Kendra