What to say to husband?

[Guest guest]

My husband has been up and down in standing behind my our three girls and I that

have lyme disease. He wants to see instant healing........well, that is a given

that is not going to happen - the girls have been in treatment now for about 8

months - up and down - last month has been down as they have had a sinus

infec/flu/and last but not least strep - now he called me today and told me that

he has had it - told me that it would be better if we all had cancer then at

least we would know where we stood on our health.......at times I feel the same

way but this is not what we have and it is not a easy thing to get healhty and

happy and be at school every day - it brings him down when the girls miss allot

of school - as they have for the last six weeks - I try to stay strong but the

way he talks we will never get better and our life is not worth living if we are

sick all the time....I know it'a hard on him......but, sometime I just want to

scream and wish I could just go to sleep and never have to wake up!! He is

finally going to the LLMD with us this thursday (says he is going to ask allot

of questions - good - just hope he doesnt piss off the doctor if he dosent get

the answers he wants) Any advise?

thanks!!

Diane