Spiritual and Scientific Hope

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Hi Everybody,

I have been absent for a while dealing with the treatment and the side effects,

which have been really bad. For the last few years I have been wondering a lot

about life, God and where we all fit into all this mess and why so many people

have to suffer so much. I am a registered nurse so I have seen plenty of

suffering by others as well. We suffer in many ways both physical and

psychological. Being in the " Now " helps, but the suffering continues.

So, I have been examining my own life again, like many times before and trying

to figure out what I did wrong or what I did to deserve such a difficult life. I

have survived a lot and a lot of people do, but others seem to get away

seemingly unscathed. Why?

I was abandoned as a child, two husbands died(one a suicide),I have 3 sons, one

was kidnapped (I got him back after a month),two failed marriages after that,

then 7 auto accidents (6 caused by others), then one medical problem after

another mostly because of the accidents and amalgams and now Lyme and

Bartonella.

New-agers say that you create your own reality and that always felt wrong to me.

To some degree I guess we do, because of the decisions that we make, but

sometimes things happen, that we have no control over. It can be a cruel

statement to say: " You create your own reality " to someone ,who is suffering. I

always worked hard, I was honest and conscientious, I have always been

determined to prevail in spite of the odds. I brought up my sons mostly on my

own. I never gave up and I refused antidepressants when they told me my disease

was in my head. I knew it was not and I was right. I am determined to get well

and I will do whatever it takes and now I found something extraordinary.

That is the reason that I am writing this. I just bought a book called: " The

Healing Code " . Well, it did state something I needed to hear: " It's not your

fault " and then it mentioned something that said 3000 years ago: " Guard

your heart above all else, for out of it are all issues of life " .

I am not a religious fanatic. I am a spiritual person always looking for the

meaning of life like most people.

This book offers hope and I felt it so strongly when I started reading it, that

I wanted to pass this information along asap. Call me crazy, but there is hope

and possibilities out there and if everybody read this book and tried what it

says, it would be an experiment on a grand scale. We need an immune system

overhaul and our bodies can heal again. This doesn't mean that I will throw away

the abx's or the herbs, but there is a reason why people become ill. Something

went wrong somewhere and our systems are not working optimally.

Call me crazy or whatever you want. I just want to spread hope and possibly

healing to you all. Get the book and find out for yourself, because I will.

I don't know the publisher or the Drs that wrote the book. Love and light. Maud