Re: Spiritual and Scientific Hope

September 10, 2010

Maud,

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Im so happy that you found The Healing Code. It is a great book I am a

Spiritual Energy Healer and former RNÂ of 17 years. I would not say i believe

that everyone creates their own reality, but I do for myself believe in the

gifts within my tragedies in my life.I lost the most important person in my life

at age 8 ,my Granny,Â I was severely abused as a child mentally and physically,

abandoned by my family, lost my husband when I was 21 yrs to cancer leaving me

with 3 children. I had many medical issues since I was 17 mostly female related.

I had ovarian cancer and a Total Hysterectomy when I was 30. Had many many

doctors OD me on hormones to the tune of a level of 3,457 (Normal range is

70-200) crushing my immune system further and letting the Lyme surface and rear

its ugly head. 13 years of suffering since my Hyster begging for answers. Lost

my life savings and was almost homeless with no family to turn to.

Â

In this time I found my true calling and went back to school for Natural Health

and Wellness. When the Lyme(Before I knew it was Lyme) took my memory and left

me weak I had to quit nursing and rely on my old certificate of body work and

energy healing as I finished my Masters. I now am lucky enough to work from home

doing what I love while trying to weed through this nightmare of LD. When my

brain becomes clearer I will be pursuing my PhD to become an LLND and help

people like us. Yes it has been brutal and senseless that I have suffered so

much in my life. I have never asked why me because I am a good person who has

never as so much even been mean to someone. Clean as a whistle and spiritual

with faith. would give someone my shirt off my back, my floor to sleep on or my

last dollar.

Â

However, this hard journey to get where I am has prepared me for what lies ahead

and it helped me to get to where I am in my diagnosis and treatment. My true

life purpose is to serve and help others just like i did in Nursing, but now in

a different capacity. I hope this makes sense? Sorry if it doesn't. I just

returned from the dentist, am in pain and the bugs are acting up from the

Novacaine shots. This is just how I view things for me

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Blessings,

From: Maud Steinberg <maudsteinberg@...>

Subject: [ ] Spiritual and Scientific Hope

Date: Friday, September 10, 2010, 5:27 PM

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Hi Everybody,

I have been absent for a while dealing with the treatment and the side effects,

which have been really bad. For the last few years I have been wondering a lot

about life, God and where we all fit into all this mess and why so many people

have to suffer so much. I am a registered nurse so I have seen plenty of

suffering by others as well. We suffer in many ways both physical and

psychological. Being in the " Now " helps, but the suffering continues.

So, I have been examining my own life again, like many times before and trying

to figure out what I did wrong or what I did to deserve such a difficult life. I

have survived a lot and a lot of people do, but others seem to get away

seemingly unscathed. Why?

I was abandoned as a child, two husbands died(one a suicide),I have 3 sons, one

was kidnapped (I got him back after a month),two failed marriages after that,

then 7 auto accidents (6 caused by others), then one medical problem after

another mostly because of the accidents and amalgams and now Lyme and

Bartonella.

New-agers say that you create your own reality and that always felt wrong to me.

To some degree I guess we do, because of the decisions that we make, but

sometimes things happen, that we have no control over. It can be a cruel

statement to say: " You create your own reality " to someone ,who is suffering. I

always worked hard, I was honest and conscientious, I have always been

determined to prevail in spite of the odds. I brought up my sons mostly on my

own. I never gave up and I refused antidepressants when they told me my disease

was in my head. I knew it was not and I was right. I am determined to get well

and I will do whatever it takes and now I found something extraordinary.

That is the reason that I am writing this. I just bought a book called: " The

Healing Code " . Well, it did state something I needed to hear: " It's not your

fault " and then it mentioned something that said 3000 years ago: " Guard

your heart above all else, for out of it are all issues of life " .

I am not a religious fanatic. I am a spiritual person always looking for the

meaning of life like most people.

This book offers hope and I felt it so strongly when I started reading it, that

I wanted to pass this information along asap. Call me crazy, but there is hope

and possibilities out there and if everybody read this book and tried what it

says, it would be an experiment on a grand scale. We need an immune system

overhaul and our bodies can heal again. This doesn't mean that I will throw away

the abx's or the herbs, but there is a reason why people become ill. Something

went wrong somewhere and our systems are not working optimally.

Call me crazy or whatever you want. I just want to spread hope and possibly

healing to you all. Get the book and find out for yourself, because I will.

I don't know the publisher or the Drs that wrote the book. Love and light. Maud

September 11, 2010

Maud and ,

I am deeply touched by your openness and honesty. I don't have time to respond

in kind right now, but wanted to mention my response right away to your posts.

The subjects are complex and deep; I've given them a lot of thought as well. jjo

>

> From: Maud Steinberg <maudsteinberg@...>

> Subject: [ ] Spiritual and Scientific Hope

>

> Date: Friday, September 10, 2010, 5:27 PM

>

> Â

>

> Hi Everybody,

>

> I have been absent for a while dealing with the treatment and the side

effects, which have been really bad. For the last few years I have been

wondering a lot about life, God and where we all fit into all this mess and why

so many people have to suffer so much. I am a registered nurse so I have seen

plenty of suffering by others as well. We suffer in many ways both physical and

psychological. Being in the " Now " helps, but the suffering continues.

> So, I have been examining my own life again, like many times before and trying

to figure out what I did wrong or what I did to deserve such a difficult life. I

have survived a lot and a lot of people do, but others seem to get away

seemingly unscathed. Why?

> I was abandoned as a child, two husbands died(one a suicide),I have 3 sons,

one was kidnapped (I got him back after a month),two failed marriages after

that, then 7 auto accidents (6 caused by others), then one medical problem after

another mostly because of the accidents and amalgams and now Lyme and

Bartonella.

>

> New-agers say that you create your own reality and that always felt wrong to

me. To some degree I guess we do, because of the decisions that we make, but

sometimes things happen, that we have no control over. It can be a cruel

statement to say: " You create your own reality " to someone ,who is suffering. I

always worked hard, I was honest and conscientious, I have always been

determined to prevail in spite of the odds. I brought up my sons mostly on my

own. I never gave up and I refused antidepressants when they told me my disease

was in my head. I knew it was not and I was right. I am determined to get well

and I will do whatever it takes and now I found something extraordinary.

>

> That is the reason that I am writing this. I just bought a book called: " The

Healing Code " . Well, it did state something I needed to hear: " It's not your

fault " and then it mentioned something that said 3000 years ago: " Guard

your heart above all else, for out of it are all issues of life " .

>

> I am not a religious fanatic. I am a spiritual person always looking for the

meaning of life like most people.

>

> This book offers hope and I felt it so strongly when I started reading it,

that I wanted to pass this information along asap. Call me crazy, but there is

hope and possibilities out there and if everybody read this book and tried what

it says, it would be an experiment on a grand scale. We need an immune system

overhaul and our bodies can heal again. This doesn't mean that I will throw away

the abx's or the herbs, but there is a reason why people become ill. Something

went wrong somewhere and our systems are not working optimally.

> Call me crazy or whatever you want. I just want to spread hope and possibly

healing to you all. Get the book and find out for yourself, because I will.

>

> I don't know the publisher or the Drs that wrote the book. Love and light.

Maud

>

September 11, 2010

Thanks for your openness. I believe that we are here on a journey to

learn and grow spiritually and I certainly have learned and grown a lot during

the years willingly or unwillingly.

Some of your story is similar to mine. I was brought up by my grandmother until

I was 8 years old and then I was abruptly taken away from her. She had been my

mother all my life, so that was an incredible loss. I lost my first husband when

I was 22 years old and I had 2 children then. Married again and had another

child and 10 years later my husband died of a rare disease and now I had 3

children to raise. I worked as a RN in Coronary Care and Neurology, but my big

love was Home Health, where I had more freedom and was able to have a closer

relationship with my patients. I have also done spiritual energy work. I am a

Reiki Master and did Healing Touch for years, but then got sidetracked somehow.

I have always done yoga and for the last 25 years meditation. I have been a

giver rather than a taker and I have always tried to do the right thing,

thinking of myself last and my children and husbands first. My faith has not

been strong enough, though, and I have doubted myself too much and not felt good

enough, even though I know in my heart that I am a good person and very capable.

Your story is an inspiration and I applaud your courage to go back to school and

you are not giving up in spite of LD. I went back to school when my second

husband died and got 2 degrees, but now I am too old and energy work seems more

doable at this point and that can help me heal too. It is great that you have

this goal to help others, because it is in helping others that we can be the

best that we can be. I will get well and strong again and then I will hopefully

will be able to help others again. Now, I am helping people by listening and

giving advice to those in need. I give my time and my life experience to those

who ask for it. However, I have learned that I need to take care of myself as

well, which I neglected to do for a long time. I was so busy doing for others,

so that ca be a trap as well. Balance is the key and that is my big challenge.

This disease has put the breaks on me and I am listening. Love and Light, Maud

On Sep 10, 2010, at 10:27 PM, MG wrote:

> Maud,

>

> Im so happy that you found The Healing Code. It is a great book I am a

Spiritual Energy Healer and former RN of 17 years. I would not say i believe

that everyone creates their own reality, but I do for myself believe in the

gifts within my tragedies in my life.I lost the most important person in my life

at age 8 ,my Granny, I was severely abused as a child mentally and physically,

abandoned by my family, lost my husband when I was 21 yrs to cancer leaving me

with 3 children. I had many medical issues since I was 17 mostly female related.

I had ovarian cancer and a Total Hysterectomy when I was 30. Had many many

doctors OD me on hormones to the tune of a level of 3,457 (Normal range is

70-200) crushing my immune system further and letting the Lyme surface and rear

its ugly head. 13 years of suffering since my Hyster begging for answers. Lost

my life savings and was almost homeless with no family to turn to.

>

> In this time I found my true calling and went back to school for Natural

Health and Wellness. When the Lyme(Before I knew it was Lyme) took my memory and

left me weak I had to quit nursing and rely on my old certificate of body work

and energy healing as I finished my Masters. I now am lucky enough to work from

home doing what I love while trying to weed through this nightmare of LD. When

my brain becomes clearer I will be pursuing my PhD to become an LLND and help

people like us. Yes it has been brutal and senseless that I have suffered so

much in my life. I have never asked why me because I am a good person who has

never as so much even been mean to someone. Clean as a whistle and spiritual

with faith. would give someone my shirt off my back, my floor to sleep on or my

last dollar.

>

> However, this hard journey to get where I am has prepared me for what lies

ahead and it helped me to get to where I am in my diagnosis and treatment. My

true life purpose is to serve and help others just like i did in Nursing, but

now in a different capacity. I hope this makes sense? Sorry if it doesn't. I

just returned from the dentist, am in pain and the bugs are acting up from the

Novacaine shots. This is just how I view things for me

>

> Blessings,