hello all

[Guest guest]

I know I havent been on in a while. are you the ones I dont know yet,

Im a 32yr old man with Rheumatoid arthritis ,degenerative disc

disease,and spondylolisthesis. well all things havent been going good.

I went in for my pain shots today, and for the first time thay didnt

work. so now I dont know what the hell to do. and for all of you that

helped me , (((THANK YOU )) it looks like Im getting my SSD. I dont

sleep much the pain is just to bad. and the nights just drag on and on.

Ive been thinking about just giving up and with the pain the way it is

now, Im thinking about stuped thing to end the pain. and with no one

to talk to on the long nights .I have alot of time to think, about

what I cant do any more, how I feel so useless and that Im a burdon on

my faimly. while that all for now I need to get back to my heating pad.

[Guest guest]

What a beautiful piece of writing. Thank you for this gift.

Sierra

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> > I know I havent been on in a while. are you the ones I dont

know yet,

> > Im a 32yr old man with Rheumatoid arthritis ,degenerative disc

> > disease,and spondylolisthesis. well all things havent been going

good.

> > I went in for my pain shots today, and for the first time thay

didnt

> > work. so now I dont know what the hell to do. and for all of you

that

> > helped me , (((THANK YOU )) it looks like Im getting my SSD. I

dont

> > sleep much the pain is just to bad. and the nights just drag on

and on.

> > Ive been thinking about just giving up and with the pain the way

it is

> > now, Im thinking about stuped thing to end the pain. and with no

one

> > to talk to on the long nights .I have alot of time to think, about

> > what I cant do any more, how I feel so useless and that Im a

burdon on

> > my faimly. while that all for now I need to get back to my

heating pad.

> >

> >

> >

>