A break in the attitude....

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Wow...I am feeling pretty good today...other than spitting all over my pillow

and unvoluntary blinking in my left eye...spasms..That darn itching at the base

of the skull and neck.hee...But attitude wise I got a break. I think the Lord

knew I needed a break in between. I just wanted to thank thank thank you all

for all your wonderful wonderful advice...okay lol...so I am a little overboard

today.

My husband says I act drunkened today. But what can I say..I slept half the day

and woke up on the right side of the bed. Just wanted to let everyone know I

still have some good days ....my kids are loving me today....cookie monstering

and tickling those little dirty feet. My girls love the if your feet are dirty

they get tickled. Oh I had so much fun. But I know I will regret the rigirous

play latter...but heck right now I don't give a care. I am going to take it

while I got it...I found that doctors name in my papers I was so happy. My

husband is going to go with me on this one..that is what he says anyway. I am

hoping my doc will listen. I have decided I am going to give him an ultimatum.

Heck if I am going to have another child. I am going to prevent at least if in

my power from her/him getting it. I do however feel a little selfish. It has

been an instinct for so long but a fear and in some sense it feels good to break

lose. I heard from some friends of mine the baby has a good chance if you can

be treated with safe antibiotics for the baby. I su re wish I had known this

with my twins and that I had Lyme. Perhaps I could have prevented my daughters

DW and Hydrocephalus. I would not have backed out on the pregnancy because I

love my girls and they love me. Thanks pals. I shall keep you up to date on

this looney lady on this side....

Tell later.....

Cyntha Landon Idaho