Re: [Lyme-aid] Pepi's gripping,

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Hi Pepi,

I sure do understand how you miss your former life and activities, seems

I dream of my old job at least twice weekly. It is hard to compare your

love of horses and my old clerical job, yours was something you loved, I

guess I liked mine OK, liked my co-workers and most of all miss the self

accomplishment I enjoyed for doing a good job at what I did, and being

respected for it by my co-workers and supervisors. As Larry says, better

days are coming on the medical horizon, we must have faith that we will one

day resume our normal lives. It's sure hard to do that at times, I know,

especially when we are hurting or herxing. I don't know what the Lord has

in store for us, but he must have something good planned for the end and one

of these days we will understand why this happened to us. I don't think for

a second we are being punished for any wrong-doings.

Big hugs,

Marta

>From: " Pepi " <rod@...>

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>Didnt know if should have posted this to Off-topic or here, but here goes.

>For as long as I can remember horses have been my life, pony was my first

>word! It angers me to no end that this Lyme has taken (god I only hope

>temporrily!) riding and messing with them from me.

>God has abandoned me, its like 'why me'? I have never smoked, drank or done

>any drugs, was never promiscuos (sp?) married the second guy I dated.

ALways

>thought if I lived my life above board, nothing bad would ever happen to

me,

>guess we have all thought that. I havent lost complete Faith, I just wonder

>more. Well I have rambled enough here, nite all. Pepi

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