About Feeling Better???

[Guest guest]

Hi I don't like to talk negative but having this problem for over 20

years. I still am not right I would have to say that 75% of the

time I am house bound. I get up and know that I have to do

something so I force myself to get to it yet once I get started I

can't wait until it is done. This to me is no way to live. Every

time I get leveled and start feeling better something goes wrong and

I am back on my ass. I am so sick of being house bound. Not able

to do things like just going for a half hour walk. But what can we

do there are a lot of posts wanting to know how long will it take

and I just don't know. But I do know this we have to make the best

out of this as we can. I am happy to feel 50% better and I never

tell myself that it is over because I know that I will be setting my

self up for a big let down. I take care of my Mother in-law and

just today she said when she heard the someone died of a stroke " I

wish I would have a stroke and get it over with " . She is 84 I told

her she would end up all contorted and not die and be worse off then

she is now. A lot of people are in worse shape then we are I know

that people don't like to hear that but it is true. This is what

keeps me going I could be like Reeves. So to all that

want to know when are we going to feel better some of us may never

get back to what we want but that is not the end of the world.

Phil