Re: Tired of always working on something, etc THANK YOU

[Guest guest]

Thank you, thank you a million times Thank you!!!

I had just hit rock bottom, everything seemed to come to a head and I am so

thankful for everyone here to listen to my compalining, offer a shoulder to cry

on and say so many kind positive things to me.

You're all my Rock

Hugs,

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> Your day sounds EXACTLY like mine. Every day, every little thing is a gigantic

ordeal and fight. Asking " please brush your teeth " it's as if I'm asking my 13

yo son to perform brain surgery.

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> I am so tired and every morning after I drop him off at school I am frazzled

and mad and sad that I'll only have peace until I pick him up.

> I don't like my son right now, it's really come to that point. I love him and

I'll continue to take care of him, advocate for him and be verbally abused by

him but it doesn't mean I have to like it. I know I sound like a horrible mother

but I've had it, I've broke. I feel like a robot just going through the motions

over and over.

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> It's been really bad latlely as he's started middle school and if he's not

happy then no ones happy.

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> I'm sorry to sound so dark but I don't know what else to do, I'm mentally

shot.

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> I have visions of doing this with him when he's forty, dragging him out of bed

to get to his job (at Mcs if it were up to him)

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> I hate being in this dark place but years of daily battles has weakened me, I

give up.

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