/Rene/Dana Digest Number 11979

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, Dana, Rene,

Thanks for 's kind reply and Rene for checking in as well. I am

accountable. I am also hypersensitive. I apologize

for being cranky. I had a week with my son home from school w/strep that went

into asthma. Always freaks me out as he has been hospitalize

3x's for it, besides his 6 surgeries. I also worry when I get sick as I am

primary care giver.

Not only had I reacted to the silver (definitely should have known

better/silver/metal), but 2 weeks previous I had an IV (get them at least once a

month),

and the same practitioner had said to add trace minerals. Without checking the

package insert FIRST, I went ahead. I did say no sulphates (CBS issue). Well I

had

a BAD reaction. The next day in the am and pm I yelled sweared at my son, and

threw a dish in the sink. It scared the s#*@ out of me, as I got locked up on a

three day

pysch hold once in 2002 when I couldn't breathe and I called 911.

Albuterol/toxic mold related. In ER I took out my IV paranoia, and then sent me

over, strapped down in a wheel chair,

security gaurd spit on me on the way over. I was not allowed to see my then 3

year old son for three days.

Got out, most thought I worked there. It was wrong to have put me in, but boy

did it open my eyes. However I'll never be the same. I do not trust people as I

did before.

That may be a good thing, but still there it is.

So when I have really bad reactions, or people misunderstand me, I know I don't

always communicate well, especially when in a reactive phase, I get thrown back

into a Post traumatic place

that plays out in my mind like this: their gonna lock me up, take away my child

(BTW his Dad didn't believe the toxic mold/mercury for years, and tried to take

my son from me in court at the worst

point of my life. He didn't win, we have joint. He did later tell me he was on

meth when he did this). He was/is abusive also, other women as well.

So when I have the bad reaction I had from IV and later silver, I get very

scared I've lost my gains from chelation, and things will start to get taken

away, like my rights.

I survived, and I'm still here. Much better. But it has been a hellish journey

to say the least.

In 2002 I lost all friends, family, etc. I relied on my friends in bible

college, who thought something is going on that will be healed. They were right.

I also believed in the book of Job. I believed

God would not leave my sided, and much would be restored three fold.

Well I was right. I proved the toxic mold issues, with tests/Dr.s. Proved the

mercury as well. And I have more wonderful friends now than before. And some of

the family that denied me in the past are in treatment with

bio-chem now.

So sorry to be so wordy, but really value this list and never want to make

enemies here.

I especially appreciate 's compassion about adoption issues.

Forgive me if I was a recent b#^*@, but have been through alot. I get very

nervous when I exhibit irrational behavior as I don't believe I am bi-polar, I

believe these things are bio-chemical reactions.

The trace mineral IV ended up having three kinds of sulphate in it, aluminum,

and copper. I found out recently I am deficient in molybdenum which is a copper

antagonist. So I feel I probably reacted badly to the copper.

Love this list. So sorry I was out of control.

I should be angry at my bio-set gal who suggested both things.

Sincerely, Alison F.

When in a reaction phase I don't think rationally, I just think I don't want to

get back on meds. and lose my child or respect of close family and friends.

" Completing sentences and finishing thoughts " : ) DSM criteria. : )

Thanks in advance for understanding or listening if you got this far.

I am thrilled that I could access the link to oni files supplied. Thank

you.

6b. Re: /others on silver Digest Number 11978

Posted by: " joshisims " joshisims@... joshisims

Date: Mon May 7, 2007 6:11 pm ((PDT))

Alison, maybe I'm missing something here but I don't read 's

message as cranky. Andy has requested that we re-direct questions

that he has answered often to the archives/onibasu. It's win-win for

most people because it helps them learn how to find answers on their

own and access a valuable resource, and it frees up Andy's time.

Many of us are also pressed for time, caring for sick children, or

are sick ourselves.

take care

Rene

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> >Andy has mentioned his opinion about colloidal silver on this list

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