Where do you get patience?

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Many of you have seen me on this site now. My son, 5 y.o. with ASD,

diagnosed in Nov. 2005.

We have used vitamins, diet, probiotics, enzymes, MB12 and HBOT. We

have seen little improvements. We are now doing chelation -- round 3.

He has made small gains. How many rounds does it take to get the job

done? When will I see significant gains?

So how do you folks get patience? I don't know if my son will ever

function normally. I'm tired of hearing everyone else talk about their

NT kids. I'm tired of going to the park and hearing the sounds of

normal families. Does life ever get easier? What did my son do to

deserve this? There are certain times I feel so frustrated, I wish I

were dead. I'm in one of those off moods and rather than talking to

myself, just started typing away. Dear God, sometimes I feel so alone.