still awake

[Guest guest]

Well its 2:30 in the morning and still no word from Kim

I apologize for writing so much today on this but it seems to be the

only way for me to cope.

Hopefully tomorrow I will have sounded like an old worry wort for

nothing.

I tried to lay down but the ears are hurting and the pillow hurt

them. Boy thats sad when a pillow can hurt you.

My poor husband has to get up at 5:00 to go to work and I have woke

him up twice. How dare him sleep and not be up worring with me. haha

No I am not that cruel. He just heard me up.

Hopefully I can get some results at the Dr. tomorrow. He cant raise

the cytoxan I dont think so no telling what he will say.

When she gets home I am going to make her apologize for making me

look like a nut case and bothering all of you.

I am up worring and she is probably sleeping in some comfy hotel

room somewhere.

Thanks for listening !!!!!!!!