Guest guest Posted October 24, 2003 Report Share Posted October 24, 2003 Dear Friends, This truly was such a surprise. I had been doing so well that my husband and I didn't even think twice about going on a trip. My scans in September were so good, with the pseudocysts resolving quickly, that no one considered any kind of set back this serious. My doctor knew we were going, and wished us well. I cannot tell you how frightening it was to find myself in that horrible acute attack pain, pain that has gone beyond the point of control, even by doubling up on my meds. Almost all of you know what I'm talking about, since you've been there a time or two or more. I've really not even had that much exposure to the acute attacks, just a couple times, and even they were less severe than what I laid on my bed writhing with on Sunday. I thought I was going to die and wanted to, to get a break from the pain. Fortunately, my GI recognizes the need to attack the pain first, and get the patient under control and comfortable. He told my husband that that was his first objective, to rid me of the pain. And he told him how severe it was, that neither of them (he and my husband) would never fully understand how debilitating and threatening it was to be in pancreatitis pain, just that it was one of the three worst pains in the world. I thought of all of you that have come home from a trip to the ER, or to your doctor, with inadequate pain relief, or after being told it was " all in your heads " , or remaining in pain with the doctor telling you that was all he could do, you'd just have to life with it. And then I realized how fortunate I am to have found this doctor. If I could have, I would have bent over and kissed his feet for understanding how much I hurt. The surgeon and GI discussed my case and the plan now is to treat me with medication and pancreas rest. The pseudocyst is too inflamed to tamper with, and is located too far from where it needs to be for drainage. There is a slight possibility that a roux-en-Y could be done at a later date, but the pancreatic surgeon seemed skeptical of even that. If that would be considered, I wouldn't have it done here, I would get on the road and head up to MUSC. So tomorrow they are inserting a feeding tube. I don't know where or what kind. I'll check in the archives for any advice or comments you may have about TPN. The doctor hopes to only have it used for a few days, and will not let me go home with it, due to the complications that could set in with infections, etc. So I will be in the hospital through the upcoming week, too. Yuck!! I'm not sure how they handle being on TPN with type 1 diabetes? That sounds like it could be a real hassle. I've called my Endo back in South Carolina and hope he can be involved with this, too. Well, that's the news for now. You're the first to hear about it, my husband had to leave today before the doctor was able to bet here. I imagine I'll be on the computer quite a bit more in these next few days since there isn't much else to do! With hope and prayers, Heidi Heidi H. Griffeth South Carolina SC & SE Regional Rep. PAI, Intl. Note: All comments or advice are personal opinion only, and should not be substituted for professional medical consultation. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted October 24, 2003 Report Share Posted October 24, 2003 Heidi, Just a quick note to you re: feeding tubes: Are you sure that they are going to do this? With pancreas rest, they usually try to avoid putting anything into your GI tract. Most of the time TPN is through an IV. Mine was through a central line, because your arm / hand veins are too small to handle the bulk. Also, they can give you insulin along with the TPN, that is what they did for me to make sure that the blood sugar level stayed normal (but I am not a diabetic so it may be lots more complicated with you - sorry). I was only on it for a little over a week though, so maybe in your case it will be different. I really wish you well, and am happy that you have such a great doctor that understands the pain issues. I wonder what the other two great pains are that he referred to? Cancer maybe on, pancreatic the other and the third - maybe third degree burns? Curious. And it is even more awful, like you said, that doctors can recognize the severity of pancreatic pain, and yet, still be indifferent to the point of saying " it is all in your head " , or " learn to live with it " . Good Luck, I hope you are feeling well really soon. Laurie Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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