TO KERI

[Guest guest]

Hi Keri, I was so glad to read your news. I have been wondering

about you and thinking of you so often. My computer has been down

and I havent been able to get on, so I had wondered what was going

on with you. I dont have you email address since you changed it, so

I had no way to contact you. Will you try to get a mailing address

for when you are in the hospital and a phone number if possible. I

would like to stay in contact with you and know how things are going

with you. I know you are feeling mixed emotions now, but think

positive and remember how good you will feel once this is all over.

My news of is not good, I truly think she need phychiatric help

to get her out of this depression and giving up all hope of being

better. The only Dr she will see is the one who keeps her on pain

medication. And that is not helping her at all. She needs a good

pancreas Dr. I cant get thru to her, she has shut herself away from

the world and wont even let anyone in to see her. Saturday was her

birthday and I maked a cake and bought icecream to take over, but

thru the kids I was told that she didnt want me to come. I have

this strong feeling this was her last birthday. I sit here and try

to think of what I can do to get her to change her thinking, I so

wish it was her ready to go in for the surgery. If you have the

time, will you write to her again. She was really interested in you

and what you were going to do. And if anyone else out there can

think of anything I can do, please write me. Again Keri, I am so

happy for you, and wish you the very best with everything. Please

keep in touch. Thinking of you daily, remember I am here if I can

do anything for you. With love to you, Jean