And the Award goes to.........

[Guest guest]

I think it is true. I spend the better part of my day " acting " like

everything is just hunkey dorey....I never let it show just how tired

I really am and how frustrated. And then someone says " well you are

just so strong " ...yeah right. If they only knew the woman behind the

mask so to speak. It's exhausting. But it seems to make everyone

else feel better.

On a different note, I had a huge blow up with the hubby last nite.

I vented big time on him and he just sat there and took it.( that was

probably wise on his part) After my mad wore off he apologized.

Sincerely. He called me today from work said he was having a bad day

and needed to hear my voice and to check on my day. Even said he

would cook...( whoo hoo!!!!). He says he's willing to talk about it

whenever I am. We will see how long it will last though. I think I

scared him when I told him if the " crap " didn't change I was

leaving. Oh well. Crisis averted for now.

Farrah, mommy to Charlie 3yo w/cf and 9 mos no/cf

PS AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

A small scream to hold me over til I can get to that mountain!!