Re: On My Mountain~~the light's on!

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In a message dated 4/6/2003 5:29:48 PM Central Daylight Time,

cyxty5rss@... writes:

> Deb,

> Well, we have two houses and an RV---the rest would just have to bring

> their

> tents and/or sleeping bags!!! Or stay with my Mom or sisters.

> Let's see, I could get my nephew to bring his band over to entertain us

> with

> some blue grass, southern rock, and religious music.

> Can probably round up a few four wheelers.....then there's always the golf

> cart!

> We could just have a howl-in-good-time!

> A good ole fashioned ho-down!

> And, to tell ya the truth, we would love having the company!

> So, if anyone out there thinks I am joking----NOT!

> When Mom had her trailer next door to me she told me I couldn't howl at the

>

> moon unless she was not at home---'cause it would scare her too much!

> I have also been through some really bad depressions--and really have gone

> outside and sat on the porch or on the deck and howled at the moon!

> At different times in my life I have gone to therapy, tried low dosage

> anti-depressants and really fell in love with the nerve calming effects of

> B

> complex vitamins!

> After " The Tornado " of 1994, I also became almost a total hermit--didn't do

>

> much of anything except work in the yard. Yardwork was a very good therapy

>

> for me, too.

> And, the therapist I started going to about a year after the tornado

> pointed

> out the fact that I was the only person I know who did not think I was a

> success. That was the point where I finally realized I could handle it and

>

> didn't need him anymore.

> Then, more recently, therapy again came to the rescue to help me thru the

> grieving process.

> The hardest thing for me has always been when I could not " fix " the

> problems

> around me. I always want to make thing better and sometimes there is

> nothing

> I can do to fix whatever is wrong. That is what has always been so very

> hard

> for me to accept---heck, I'm not Wonder Woman---I just wanted to be able to

>

> do some of the things Wonder Woman could do!

> Yeah, I'll be the first to admit that I am probably a little warped but, I

> am

> more comfortable with myself than I have ever been in the past.

> And, my " fix-it " side would really love to fix all of your problems and

> take

> away the sickness and stress in your lives. And if I WERE Wonder Woman, I

> would do just that.

> Instead, I will lend you my heart to wipe up those tears with and ease the

> tension a little in your shoulders. Or maybe, just use it to bop that

> hubby

> over the head to make him " wake up " and smell the roses-----All 65 of

> them!!!!!

> Keep your chins up and remember you can stress out whenever you want with

> this group.

> My heart's a little tattered but it goes out to all of you!

> Love,

> Aunt B

>

Aunt B,

I wish you would live a little closer!!! You are a very sweet person and you

have a heart of gold!!! Deb A

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thanks aunt b you are great