Glad to be apart again

[Guest guest]

Hi my name is . I have been a member of this group, since it

began or shortly thereafter. I just sat and wrote a lengthly letter

and I lost it all, I am on my husbands laptop and there must be a

problem with it. I have 2 congential defects of my pancreas an

annular pancreas and pancreatic divisum. I have had many physicians

and have been to many pain management Drs. I have had chronic

pancreatits for almost 7 years, I will be 37 in August. I have had

many complications from this, potassium and magnesium levels that

were close to fatal, I have had heart problem ( changes in my hearts

rhythm and enlargement also) I have had many ercps and celiac plexus

blocks, sphintertomies and stents. Recently I sought a surgeon in

Indianapolis to inquire about having my pancreas removed and did not

recieve positive answers, they suggested I have an MRCP which I did

and they said I multiple stones in my common bile duct after the

proceedure they found NONE said it must have been air they saw on

the MRCP films. I have not posted in a long time, last winter I got

the great idea to move and it has not been a postive experience, and

my 18 year old daughter became out of control and I just had to send

her to her father, I just could not handle any more. This disease

process leaves me unable to care for myself I just sit I am lucky if

I get supper cooked, I rarely eat, food causes pain and immediate

steatorrhea. I have lost 80 pounds since last summer. Since our move

I have really suffered from severe depression and am hoping that is

getting better. I am looking forward to meeting the newer people on

this board and hope your are interested in getting to know me a

little. The only thing great that has happened through this is

experience is that I have developed a relationship with god, I will

not go into that I don't want to push people away with that but if

anyone would like to correspond to me personally about him I would

really like that. Last but not least my E-mail address is different

than listed above I have changed officially on the web-site but it

says that it will take 5 days to be official so my address is

slady@... Take care