Re: been missed Back to Louie

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Hi Louie,

I'm sorry it took me awhile to get back to you. I changed my home

phone service, and when I got rid of the old one, it also got rid of

my internet service, because I was paying it with my phone bill every

month. NOW since I don't have a credit card OR checking account I had

a wee bit of trouble finding a new servicer. I did find one here is

Springfield that I can go to the office & pay by the month/6 months

or yearly. Thats cool by me! I'm still keeping my yahoo e-mail

account, and only using the new thingy to sign into the

internet.....does that make any sense? It very late, and I'm in alot

of very severe pain at the moments. I know I need to go to the

hospital, but I refuse to go, yet. I'm going to wait to see if it

eases up any. Lily called me this afternoon & said she was having an

awful time last night & today. She said she had a bad~bad spasm, and

didn't want to wake her hubby & almost called me, and I told her she

should have, I would have gone to get her & taken her to the ER! She

is such a good friend to me!

How did your doctors appt. go the other day? Did you ask about why

you are so tired all the time? Is there anything they can do about

it? How are you feeling these days? I hope you are having a great

Easter Weekend! I know what you mean when you were talking about

dealing with this awful illnss for 13 years, I'm only 3 years less

than you......10 and 13 years are way too long to have to suffer the

way we do! Its just not fair!

Oh Yeah! Guess what? I called the social security office on thursday

afternoon & they told me my SSI court hearing is scheduled for June

2nd! Finally! Its been 2 very long, painful years since I first

applied. I'm really nervous for some reason, all ready. I don't

know what the next step would be if they do turn me down this time,

but I'm afraid I'm going to have to quit & find a job. I know I'm

not able to work, but I have to do it so I can get these precious

girls of mine out of the projects here in Springfield, OH. I know!

I know! This place seems like Beverly Hills compared to the projects

in the big citys, but still~I don't like my girls being exposed to

some of the riff-raff that goes on around here....it really scares me

BAD! Gotta go, I think the last dose of Stadol is finally starting

to effect me now, so I'm off to bed! Bye, my friend, and thanks

again for you kind words!

Lots of Hugs,