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Ok, I'm freaking out. I keep taking the pregnancy tests, even though

each one is positive. Every little thing is freaking me out. I want

to get through the first 12 weeks. I have an appt to get the

official pg test, and then I have to make an appt to see the dr.

They won't let me see a dr without first having a test done. ACK!!

I do have a sign that I didn't have with my other pgs and m/c's. I

have the whitish discarge. Is it normal to have that this early? I

hope so. Its funny, with my two other pgs, even though I m/c, my

nipples always were super sensitive right away. This time its been

slow coming, and they are only sensitive if I pinch, which I know,

why pinch, well, I want to know they hurt. I tell you I am a basket

case. I keep crying and can't seem to stop. I know the stress is

bad for the baby, but I can't seem to let it go. And I've deceided

that this is the one place I don't like having had wls, lol. Every

twinge, every gas pain, every little thing that was normal and

wouldn't have worried me before I got my positive test now has me

spazzing out. Oh, and my back hurts, is this normal? lower back.

hmm, I know, let go, relax, ect. I'm trying. Any ideas or

suggestions on activites to make the fear go away at least until I

see the dr? lol. I'll be ok, I will, I will.

Kris

EDD 12/28/04