pushing my luck

[Guest guest]

Well, This has gone too easy. I had my weight loss surgery approved

and had the surgery and it went fairly uneventful, and i Have lost a

fair amount of weight (would like to lose 15 more, but don't most of

us!!). I had my breast reduction approved and completed, and I have

done well wiht that. My nipples are a little different in size, and

one breast is slightly larger then the other, but other then that, I

look good. I just got word yesterday that my abdominoplasty was also

approved. Now, mind you, I NEVER thought that they would approve

this with out a fight. But they did, and I feel very lucky and

grateful for the approval. BUT, I am feeling like I may be pushing

my luck to have ANOTHER surgery completed. What if this is the ONE

TIME I have the complications? Am I just being silly. Of course,

what if I do not go through with this surgery now, while it is

approved? Am I throwing away my one chance to have this paid for? So

many questions. Oh, also, I have been having nightmares about this

surgery. I dreamed that the incision was VERY large, and went up my

middle also (I'm only having the smiley face), would not heal, I was

in pain forever....husband was disgusted by the scars...all my fears

in one place. Oh goodness. Those of you that have had the

abdominoplasty, please let me know how you did, and what I am in

for. Thanks!

[Guest guest]

In a message dated 2/6/03 6:26:00 AM Central Standard Time,

vickilines@... writes:

<< I NEVER thought that they would approve this with out a fight. But they

did, >>

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What insurance do you have, girl? I think I'm gonna go get signed up today!

Carol A