Beginning Goals / was: Beautiful Minds

[Guest guest]

I think it is so good to remember our goals -- real and accidental.

My real goal was to

1.) gain the desire to live to again

2.) NOT have a heart attack by 42 (in that year now so waiting to see)

3.) Go to places with my kids, young and older, not worry about finding a

chair that wouldn't break under me (I missed son 2's wedding for this

reason, massive depression and they are still angry)

4.) We were adopting a child and I wanted to be a real mom -- not one that

sat on the sidelines IF I could get out of the house at all.

Accidentally I think the single greatest thing that happened was no more

serious skin rashes between my thighs from them rubbing together (even went

to the ER one night the pain was so bad and they were bleeding!!!!)

I'd forgotten some of those so thank you for the reminder... I've reached

and exceeded all those goals except the heart attack one that has 9 more

months of waiting ~smile~

hugz,

~denise