pain... i am right there with Rhealene

March 7, 2003

I can't stand the pain any longer either. The base of my skull(back of head)

and my neck never get relief from the pain.

there's so much pressure. The pain is throbbing and heavy-like.

I havent had a break from this pain in over 3 weeks. sometimes, usually

with exertion, the pain does go up the back of my head into the front, and

becomes a headache....or migraine

It can go into my temples and behind my jaw,it seems.

I used to only get this pain after exertion,like coughing, cleaning, bending

over, etc. and therefore I could really watch what i did.

Now, that isnt the case.

I have a new pain too. it feels like it is in the spine. i just havent figured

out exactly what part yet. well, I just moved to check, and it is central.

I have wanted to go to the ER every night too.

I am afraid to go because i don't have insurance right at the moment and I have

no way to pay it. I'm forkin out 40$ a month to an attorney for ER bills.

Furthermore, the Er never treats me. they never have.

well, I dont know if I should say this or not, but one night the pain was sooo

crushing and severe that I would have done anything to get the pain gone. I

drove over an hour to my mother's just hoping she would be there and have

something for pain.

I begged her to take me to the ER where a nsg that i saw once was at.

Unfortunately, she couldn't.

Honestly, I don''t know how i have made it through a whole year without meds.

Actually, I haven't. I do nothing because I cant do anything.

it is enough for me to see my daughter off to school and take care of my 3 yr

old son.

What's weird though, is the dizziness, nystagmus doesn't happen anymore. I do

get a sinking feeling, and othr little things, but the actual spinning and eye

movements are gone.. I have no balance anymore(i used to do parallel bars,etc in

gymnast).

hugs- inOhio 8mm dx 5/01

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