Guest guest Posted March 27, 2006 Report Share Posted March 27, 2006 Hey guys: It is a bad day and was just wondering if anyone was awake. I have been feeling pretty bad lately with a lot of headaches and fatigue and just wonder how many more days this particular "session" is going to last. I haven't been out of the house on my own since last Monday and I hate it when I have to be dependent on someone to take me out of this place. My husband has been running me out of the house with the heater and I can't get him to understand that my "thermostat" is broken right now and he needs to cut me a break. One minute I am freezing the next I am sweating bullets. What is this all about? I know that my situation is not as bad as some; I don't have a malfunctioning pacemaker, I don't in another county without my family etc....but I feel the worst I have ever felt and I am scared. I have been coughing this strange little cough off and on and I have a little nodule on my chest that is very painful. Why can't anyone help me? I guess the more important this is why won't anyone help me? Stop the world I want to get Off??? I wish that I could say the things to the people around me that I can say to you guys. They would wrap me up and put me away. But this is such a great forum for me to be able to just say what is on my mind without any repercussions. Why can't they just look deep down and find some compassion and just listen when I need it. Everything I do in my life has to revolve around someone else's. I would just like to take some control back. Does anyone else feel like this. Well, I am going to go shower. Maybe this will help me feel better. Thanks for letting me get this bullcrap off my chest. Terri G. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 27, 2006 Report Share Posted March 27, 2006 Hi Terri, I too am having a particularly bad day- suffering from the dizzies all day, I'm so off balance it sucks, its making me very naseaous. My daughter walked into my office at 11 am and told me I look like crap,I told her I feel like it too, not a good day at all. I too have a " broken thermostat " I am hot as Hell most of the time and then will be chilled to the bone for no reason. I try to blame this on hormones- I'm 48 and think its getting close to that time of my life where I have to deal with menopause too. Unfortunately I work from home and my boss can always " see " when I am working on the computer and if I am not moving through all of my calls on my diary for the day- he will call me to see why I'm not working- sometimes it sucks to have big brother watching me- but I need the paycheck. I have two bosses, one I love dearly, he understands my illness and is very good about being understanding and the other is totally money hungry and doesn't understand people or illness or anything. Unfortunately the " good " boss in on vacation until next week and I have to deal with the other one all week I will loan you my MANTRA " this too shall pass, this too shall pass, this too shall pass " . Irene > > > Hey guys: > > It is a bad day and was just wondering if anyone was awake. I have been > feeling pretty bad lately with a lot of headaches and fatigue and just > wonder how many more days this particular " session " is going to last. I > haven't been out of the house on my own since last Monday and I hate it > when I have to be dependent on someone to take me out of this place. > > My husband has been running me out of the house with the heater and I > can't get him to understand that my " thermostat " is broken right now and > he needs to cut me a break. One minute I am freezing the next I am > sweating bullets. [Nervous] > http://www.smileycentral.com/?partner=ZSzeb001_ZS> What is this all > about? I know that my situation is not as bad as some; I don't have a > malfunctioning pacemaker, I don't in another county without my family > etc....but I feel the worst I have ever felt and I am scared. I have > been coughing this strange little cough off and on and I have a little > nodule on my chest that is very painful. Why can't anyone help me? I > guess the more important this is why won't anyone help me? Stop the > world I want to get Off??? > > I wish that I could say the things to the people around me that I can > say to you guys. They would wrap me up and put me away. But this is > such a great forum for me to be able to just say what is on my mind > without any repercussions. Why can't they just look deep down and find > some compassion and just listen when I need it. Everything I do in my > life has to revolve around someone else's. I would just like to take > some control back. Does anyone else feel like this. > > Well, I am going to go shower. Maybe this will help me feel better. > > Thanks for letting me get this bullcrap off my chest. > > Terri G. > > > > http://www.smileycentral.com/?partner=ZSzeb068_ZS> > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 27, 2006 Report Share Posted March 27, 2006 Hi Terri, I too am having a particularly bad day- suffering from the dizzies all day, I'm so off balance it sucks, its making me very naseaous. My daughter walked into my office at 11 am and told me I look like crap,I told her I feel like it too, not a good day at all. I too have a " broken thermostat " I am hot as Hell most of the time and then will be chilled to the bone for no reason. I try to blame this on hormones- I'm 48 and think its getting close to that time of my life where I have to deal with menopause too. Unfortunately I work from home and my boss can always " see " when I am working on the computer and if I am not moving through all of my calls on my diary for the day- he will call me to see why I'm not working- sometimes it sucks to have big brother watching me- but I need the paycheck. I have two bosses, one I love dearly, he understands my illness and is very good about being understanding and the other is totally money hungry and doesn't understand people or illness or anything. Unfortunately the " good " boss in on vacation until next week and I have to deal with the other one all week I will loan you my MANTRA " this too shall pass, this too shall pass, this too shall pass " . Irene > > > Hey guys: > > It is a bad day and was just wondering if anyone was awake. I have been > feeling pretty bad lately with a lot of headaches and fatigue and just > wonder how many more days this particular " session " is going to last. I > haven't been out of the house on my own since last Monday and I hate it > when I have to be dependent on someone to take me out of this place. > > My husband has been running me out of the house with the heater and I > can't get him to understand that my " thermostat " is broken right now and > he needs to cut me a break. One minute I am freezing the next I am > sweating bullets. [Nervous] > http://www.smileycentral.com/?partner=ZSzeb001_ZS> What is this all > about? I know that my situation is not as bad as some; I don't have a > malfunctioning pacemaker, I don't in another county without my family > etc....but I feel the worst I have ever felt and I am scared. I have > been coughing this strange little cough off and on and I have a little > nodule on my chest that is very painful. Why can't anyone help me? I > guess the more important this is why won't anyone help me? Stop the > world I want to get Off??? > > I wish that I could say the things to the people around me that I can > say to you guys. They would wrap me up and put me away. But this is > such a great forum for me to be able to just say what is on my mind > without any repercussions. Why can't they just look deep down and find > some compassion and just listen when I need it. Everything I do in my > life has to revolve around someone else's. I would just like to take > some control back. Does anyone else feel like this. > > Well, I am going to go shower. Maybe this will help me feel better. > > Thanks for letting me get this bullcrap off my chest. > > Terri G. > > > > http://www.smileycentral.com/?partner=ZSzeb068_ZS> > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 27, 2006 Report Share Posted March 27, 2006 Hi Terri, I too am having a particularly bad day- suffering from the dizzies all day, I'm so off balance it sucks, its making me very naseaous. My daughter walked into my office at 11 am and told me I look like crap,I told her I feel like it too, not a good day at all. I too have a " broken thermostat " I am hot as Hell most of the time and then will be chilled to the bone for no reason. I try to blame this on hormones- I'm 48 and think its getting close to that time of my life where I have to deal with menopause too. Unfortunately I work from home and my boss can always " see " when I am working on the computer and if I am not moving through all of my calls on my diary for the day- he will call me to see why I'm not working- sometimes it sucks to have big brother watching me- but I need the paycheck. I have two bosses, one I love dearly, he understands my illness and is very good about being understanding and the other is totally money hungry and doesn't understand people or illness or anything. Unfortunately the " good " boss in on vacation until next week and I have to deal with the other one all week I will loan you my MANTRA " this too shall pass, this too shall pass, this too shall pass " . Irene > > > Hey guys: > > It is a bad day and was just wondering if anyone was awake. I have been > feeling pretty bad lately with a lot of headaches and fatigue and just > wonder how many more days this particular " session " is going to last. I > haven't been out of the house on my own since last Monday and I hate it > when I have to be dependent on someone to take me out of this place. > > My husband has been running me out of the house with the heater and I > can't get him to understand that my " thermostat " is broken right now and > he needs to cut me a break. One minute I am freezing the next I am > sweating bullets. [Nervous] > http://www.smileycentral.com/?partner=ZSzeb001_ZS> What is this all > about? I know that my situation is not as bad as some; I don't have a > malfunctioning pacemaker, I don't in another county without my family > etc....but I feel the worst I have ever felt and I am scared. I have > been coughing this strange little cough off and on and I have a little > nodule on my chest that is very painful. Why can't anyone help me? I > guess the more important this is why won't anyone help me? Stop the > world I want to get Off??? > > I wish that I could say the things to the people around me that I can > say to you guys. They would wrap me up and put me away. But this is > such a great forum for me to be able to just say what is on my mind > without any repercussions. Why can't they just look deep down and find > some compassion and just listen when I need it. Everything I do in my > life has to revolve around someone else's. I would just like to take > some control back. Does anyone else feel like this. > > Well, I am going to go shower. Maybe this will help me feel better. > > Thanks for letting me get this bullcrap off my chest. > > Terri G. > > > > http://www.smileycentral.com/?partner=ZSzeb068_ZS> > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 28, 2006 Report Share Posted March 28, 2006 Rose, As a child of an alcoholic, I am very good at veiling my emotions. You would really be suprised what is in my head that does not make it here. I wouldn't want to get kicked out of the group! Terri G. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 28, 2006 Report Share Posted March 28, 2006 Tracie, Unfortunately I am not on immunoseppresants right now. They don't want to give me anyhing that might mask the symptoms. I am trying to get in touch with my doc right now. This lump under my collar bone is bothering me and if it is something that can be biopsied I want to get it looked at. Thanks. Terri G. > > Terri, > > I can't tell you how long this " flare " is going to last. If you are > developing a cough, running a fever--going from hot to cold--get in and see your MD. > You may be coming down with something--and since you're on > immunesupressants--you need to be aggressive in seeking help when you start to get symptoms that > somethings not right. > As far as having a group to vent with-- well-- we are here. > I know that many of us need a good rant-- I'm due one myself. . . > > Hang in there, > Tracie > NS Co-owner/moderator > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted March 28, 2006 Report Share Posted March 28, 2006 Tracie, Unfortunately I am not on immunoseppresants right now. They don't want to give me anyhing that might mask the symptoms. I am trying to get in touch with my doc right now. This lump under my collar bone is bothering me and if it is something that can be biopsied I want to get it looked at. Thanks. Terri G. > > Terri, > > I can't tell you how long this " flare " is going to last. If you are > developing a cough, running a fever--going from hot to cold--get in and see your MD. > You may be coming down with something--and since you're on > immunesupressants--you need to be aggressive in seeking help when you start to get symptoms that > somethings not right. > As far as having a group to vent with-- well-- we are here. > I know that many of us need a good rant-- I'm due one myself. . . > > Hang in there, > Tracie > NS Co-owner/moderator > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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