Re: need some TLC (or a reality check) from Kim

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Oh sweet rose, im sorry. im soooo sorry , ive not turned my puter on til today trying to make sure it worked for the weekend when i needed to talk to the kids, of course it didnt work last night when they were on, but is this mroning. go figure that. idiotic thing. im so sorry about your grandduaghter, rose you have done so much for her and everyone of us, including her, has felt your love and efforts for her. she will come around. shes angry at herself now for messing up, you know that. shes nto really blaming you. you were doing everything you could and were supposed to do. sometimes you want to say what next ? why this? though and i understand that i surely do. i wish i had better words. feeling betrayed is one of the hardest things to feel i think and sitting and making plans with her while she was lying nad messing up behind you has to leave you feeling that way. my own precious daughter has left me

feeling that way more than once recently over this and thats and i dont care how big or small the issue its all the same feeling in the end. im sorry rose. you didnt deserve it, i hope that something comes around for her to get her back on the right track thats the most important thing. shes in my prayers rose. i wish there was a way to fix it for you , turn back time, make it go away , send hugs, you get the point. your a dear friend, love and deepest prayers , sincerely Kim

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Kim, your letter means a lot to me, it really does. I'm just so discouraged. I thought I was really connecting with her; now this. I just want to retreat into sleep. Luckily, there was too much going on here to do that. stayed over Friday & Sat. night. Then Sun. am, my niece's 5 yr. old daughter went to church with us. was really on a tear! He is usually good in church, but I guess he was showing off for Gwyn. I took them into Jr. Church for the last half of it, and they both enjoyed that. Then we went home & got ready for Theresa's (Sam's mom) 36th birthday. Ginny (my other daughter) made potato salad, deviled eggs & started grilling chicken & hamburgers while we were at church. After eating, I got into the hot tub (turned it down to 92) with 4 kids! (11), (4), Gwyn (5) and Trent (2). It's like a swimming pool to them! They practice going underwater, holding their breath, etc. After that, I gave rides on my rented scooter, "Old Blue." Whew! I am going to bed soon & sleep for at least 16 hours. At least then I won't be thinking about Sam.

Kim, I sent a photo with a message to Bonnie. took it of Sam & me at McCormick's Creek state park on 4/4/06. Well, what's that Kuwaiti phrase about "God willing?" I know it's not UUUUUUUFFFFFFFF!, but thought I'd get it out anyway.

I hope your shingles are improving. See, shouldn't play with frogs. Oh, wait, that's warts. You're clear. Love, Hoowaiti Rose

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Reply-To: Neurosarcoidosis To: Neurosarcoidosis Subject: Re: need some TLC (or a reality check) from KimDate: Sun, 23 Apr 2006 02:18:25 -0700 (PDT)

Oh sweet rose, im sorry. im soooo sorry , ive not turned my puter on til today trying to make sure it worked for the weekend when i needed to talk to the kids, of course it didnt work last night when they were on, but is this mroning. go figure that. idiotic thing. im so sorry about your grandduaghter, rose you have done so much for her and everyone of us, including her, has felt your love and efforts for her. she will come around. shes angry at herself now for messing up, you know that. shes nto really blaming you. you were doing everything you could and were supposed to do. sometimes you want to say what next ? why this? though and i understand that i surely do. i wish i had better words. feeling betrayed is one of the hardest things to feel i think and sitting and making plans with her while she was lying nad messing up behind you has to leave you feeling that way. my own precious daughter has left me feeling that way more than once recently over this and thats and i dont care how big or small the issue its all the same feeling in the end. im sorry rose. you didnt deserve it, i hope that something comes around for her to get her back on the right track thats the most important thing. shes in my prayers rose. i wish there was a way to fix it for you , turn back time, make it go away , send hugs, you get the point. your a dear friend,

love and deepest prayers , sincerely

Kim

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Kim, your letter means a lot to me, it really does. I'm just so discouraged. I thought I was really connecting with her; now this. I just want to retreat into sleep. Luckily, there was too much going on here to do that. stayed over Friday & Sat. night. Then Sun. am, my niece's 5 yr. old daughter went to church with us. was really on a tear! He is usually good in church, but I guess he was showing off for Gwyn. I took them into Jr. Church for the last half of it, and they both enjoyed that. Then we went home & got ready for Theresa's (Sam's mom) 36th birthday. Ginny (my other daughter) made potato salad, deviled eggs & started grilling chicken & hamburgers while we were at church. After eating, I got into the hot tub (turned it down to 92) with 4 kids! (11), (4), Gwyn (5) and Trent (2). It's like a swimming pool to them! They practice going underwater, holding their breath, etc. After that, I gave rides on my rented scooter, "Old Blue." Whew! I am going to bed soon & sleep for at least 16 hours. At least then I won't be thinking about Sam.

Kim, I sent a photo with a message to Bonnie. took it of Sam & me at McCormick's Creek state park on 4/4/06. Well, what's that Kuwaiti phrase about "God willing?" I know it's not UUUUUUUFFFFFFFF!, but thought I'd get it out anyway.

I hope your shingles are improving. See, shouldn't play with frogs. Oh, wait, that's warts. You're clear. Love, Hoowaiti Rose

Ramblin' Rose

Moderator

Reply-To: Neurosarcoidosis To: Neurosarcoidosis Subject: Re: need some TLC (or a reality check) from KimDate: Sun, 23 Apr 2006 02:18:25 -0700 (PDT)

Oh sweet rose, im sorry. im soooo sorry , ive not turned my puter on til today trying to make sure it worked for the weekend when i needed to talk to the kids, of course it didnt work last night when they were on, but is this mroning. go figure that. idiotic thing. im so sorry about your grandduaghter, rose you have done so much for her and everyone of us, including her, has felt your love and efforts for her. she will come around. shes angry at herself now for messing up, you know that. shes nto really blaming you. you were doing everything you could and were supposed to do. sometimes you want to say what next ? why this? though and i understand that i surely do. i wish i had better words. feeling betrayed is one of the hardest things to feel i think and sitting and making plans with her while she was lying nad messing up behind you has to leave you feeling that way. my own precious daughter has left me feeling that way more than once recently over this and thats and i dont care how big or small the issue its all the same feeling in the end. im sorry rose. you didnt deserve it, i hope that something comes around for her to get her back on the right track thats the most important thing. shes in my prayers rose. i wish there was a way to fix it for you , turn back time, make it go away , send hugs, you get the point. your a dear friend,

love and deepest prayers , sincerely

Kim

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