Re: crash and burn/ advice requested

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Sorry to hear you have had such a rough time. I am glad you felt comfortable talking to us about it. There are times when we all feel at the end of our rope and just need a little break. "Calgon" helps, but not enough sometimes. Let us know how you are doing and if there is anything we can do to help ya. We will be praying for you. Darla: mommy to Asenath, Zipporrah, and the gang crash and burn/ advice requested As most of you know This has been a long yr. for me. I have -4 (bone marrow failure, mito, dysautonomia etc) and Molly-2.7 (food senstivities to wheat, peanut, milk and egg, 2 yr. attitude going on 16) and Drew -13 (mild dysautonomic sx). I, myself have dysautonomia (POTS, syncope, neuorpathy, immuno def,migraines, on and on). On top of this I have been going through the divorce from ---- for 14 months. I feel as though I have reached the end of my rope. I feel like I have just crashed and burned. I have lost all energy and like I am in a tunnel. I am exhausted but cannot sleep at night. I am a single mom of these three wonderful kids. My mom does help but she is 64 and these are not her kids. Their dad just doesn't care for them right and has numerous times put 's health at risk. He is not allowed to take her out of the house, so he visits with her here at my home 2 x wk (he was physically abusive to me during our marrige so this is not fun for me to have him here) I know when I complain I feel horrible. I know there are people out there with more problems then mine. I don't like to complain, I just don't know what to do. I just want to cry but I don't like to feel sorry for myself. It gets you no where. I do not get a break and as most of those with young children can relate to, I cannot even go to the bathroom by myself. The phone rings off the hook (therapists, durable medi. equip, doctors, lawyers etc). I guess as I type this, I know there is no answer to my problem. I love my children with every ounce of my being, I am just tired. I just needed to vent. Thanks for being there for me to do this and not judging me. I don't know what I would do without you all. Thanks for letting me ramble! Dawn