Re: rants...a very very long post

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Rose, etc. .... Yeah I guess I wear my emotions 'on my sleeve' as they say. I have been having a not-so-good week this week and you can usually tell by my mouth if I'm feeling over- whelmed or just nasty sick. This week I've been both. Last night i slept for 15 hrs. My youngest son says he just wishes he could. I told him...not if you want all the other crap that comes along with this disease. I haven't been feeling well for weeks and this week I've felt so tired all week and have been sleeping lot. a LOT. My mom has been sick, too, and that has been concerning me and I have alot of junk to get done around the house. I'm not just feeling overwhelmed...I AM overwhelmed. and I think abit depressed by some of the stuff that's happening in my life right now. So of course my body decides to go on strike and lay me low for awhile and not let me get the things

done that I have to and want to get done. I know you've been there done that. That's when I get frustrated and the tongue gets naughty. My house is overly messy right now with a few of the things I'm trying to tackle and that adds to my level of frustration. My oldest son, against my wishes, decided to cash out all of the rest of his life insurance. He had already taken out half...$5,000...and now he's taking out the rest. So if something happens to him we'd have to declare bankruptcy cuz he has no health or life insurance now. I told him what would happen to us if he did it and he just shrugged and walked off. Yeah, I said a few words to myself right then... and then put it in the Lord's hands cuz what else can i do about it...he's 24 and I can't stop him. But it's an awfully stupid thing to do isn't it... I even told him my worrying about this would add stress to my health but oh well. Hopefully

his car insurance would cover some expenses in case of an accident. But that's only if it happens in a car. jeeze I'm workin myself up again. Oh, my lot in life could be alot worse and of course when I focus on the bad it seems overwhelming but I have to admit most of the worrying stress I put on myself. One minute I can be singing and goofing around and laughing and then something can happen and I'll be grumpy or sad. It's a whole lot harder to control my emotions since I've gotten sick but I try. It is just something I have to work harder on. Before i got sick it didn't seem so hard to control my emotions or moods and I let more things roll off me. But I am so 'tender' nowadays. *****Things I am happy about today. 1)I weigh 20 lbs. less than last year. 2) I am painting and I even amaze myself that I can even do it at all. Painting is one of my 'good' addictions. 3) I can sing

again. For awhile my lungs were so bad i couldn't sing right at all. 4) I am presently getting along better with my husband after 4-5 very turbulent years. I threw him out several times during that period. 5) I don't like this disease BUT I have grown to really like myself...to know myself...to even enjoy being with myself. Which is good cuz i spend alot of time alone! 6) If you are patient with me...I can be a really good listener and friend. sometimes it takes me a while to even get a good coherent sentence out. not all people are too patient with that. what a surprise! 7) I see beauty in things that I never would have noticed as 'beautiful' before. probably getting laid out slowed me down enough to notice hey? 8) I am slower to make 'judgements' about people and situations...I need more info and more time to formulate thoughts and sometimes i wait for God to open my eyes about it

or them, 9) my bed is soft, my house is warm, I have enough clothes...esp nighties...and my husband doesn't mind running out to get me darn near anything, 10) I am really enjoying this new hobby of scrapbooking. lots of fun I usually write out my 'happy' lists in my journal but you are the lucky ones who get them today. Guess this is what happens when you're up all night and too tired to do much of anything else. Anyone who has read this far gets two gold stars!!!** Well, back to my pile of filing. hugs S.Rose wrote: Oooooh, Terri. The competition is pretty tough. I think ol' has got you beat there on the expletives. But the music you choose to perform to might swing votes your

way. Ramblin' Rose Moderator Reply-To: Neurosarcoidosis To: Neurosarcoidosis Subject: Re: Re: appt. coming up?Date: Wed, 8 Feb 2006 00:36:47 -0800 (PST)Terri, we can all sympathize with your all-over inflammation. I keep sugar-free popsicles in the freezer cuz my

insides heat up all the time. Another lady sucks on ice chips all day. You can put your hand somewhere on my body daily and it will be very warm. Excuse me though...I had to laugh, though i know it's not really funny...but the way you put it(...big ball of inflammation...) sounds to me like you (or any of us) could spontaneously combust or something...lol. Who knows...maybe all those reports are true and all those people had sarc! LOL I also have joint problems and they usually just shrug it off as old age. Hey! I was only 42 when I had my last big flare...which has lasted over 7 years now. And good for you not being intimidated by those sons a bitches. Yeah,...just spell it out, girl, cuz we've had a whole lot worse here. Anybody as sick as we are deserves to 'let it rip' once in awhile. I have F'd it up with the best of them once in awhile and I have had some real

frickin bad days ...lol. Thank God for the internet and this group, hey? hugs S.mosaicgirl1 wrote: Rose, As usual, you put a smile on my face; at least the half that works right now. I have had both acyclovir and predisone for my face, but they won't give me any meds now because they don't want to mask my symptoms. I actually had shingles on that side of my face in 1998 but I had a Bells type of affect even then. I had blebs in my mouth, up my nose, on my eyelid, on the left side of my nose and across my face. In hindsight I should have had my face photographed so everyone could see how severe it was. At that time I saw infectious disease dr. who said that healthy people just don't get shingles. I had been having some arthritis syptoms

and he thought they were connected. 6 months after the initial attack the drooping, drooling and pain started again and since then I have been on and off steroids. I did a number of antivirals during these attacks (in very large doses) but with no relief. Prednisone does the trick but as soon as I go off, it will come back. The strange thing though was that it never affected my eye. I even had an emg on that side of my face. I do not have any permanent damage right now, but who knows what the future holds. As far as ear pain, boy that can really be a b*****tch. (Do I get extra points for the explative?) My ortho thinks that my joint problems are connected to everything, but everyone discounts that. Why, at 41, did I have an erosion of the femur were it meets the tib/fib at the kneecap. I have had the synovium biopsied on that knee and fluid removed on the right knee and all it showed was chronic

inflammation. So I guess I am just a big ball of inflammation - what do you think? I am so inflammed, I am waiting for my hair to catch on fire. Well, once again thanks for the "Rose Insight". It always helps. As far as the doctors go, don't worry about me. They put their pants on the same way they do and I am in no way intimidated by them. I'll tell like it is. If I don' write tomorrow night, I will on Thursday to let you guys know. Thanks for everything. Terri G. Yahoo! Mail - Helps protect you from nasty viruses. ~~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~~The Neurosarcoidosis CommunityNS CHAT:-

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Rose, etc. .... Yeah I guess I wear my emotions 'on my sleeve' as they say. I have been having a not-so-good week this week and you can usually tell by my mouth if I'm feeling over- whelmed or just nasty sick. This week I've been both. Last night i slept for 15 hrs. My youngest son says he just wishes he could. I told him...not if you want all the other crap that comes along with this disease. I haven't been feeling well for weeks and this week I've felt so tired all week and have been sleeping lot. a LOT. My mom has been sick, too, and that has been concerning me and I have alot of junk to get done around the house. I'm not just feeling overwhelmed...I AM overwhelmed. and I think abit depressed by some of the stuff that's happening in my life right now. So of course my body decides to go on strike and lay me low for awhile and not let me get the things

done that I have to and want to get done. I know you've been there done that. That's when I get frustrated and the tongue gets naughty. My house is overly messy right now with a few of the things I'm trying to tackle and that adds to my level of frustration. My oldest son, against my wishes, decided to cash out all of the rest of his life insurance. He had already taken out half...$5,000...and now he's taking out the rest. So if something happens to him we'd have to declare bankruptcy cuz he has no health or life insurance now. I told him what would happen to us if he did it and he just shrugged and walked off. Yeah, I said a few words to myself right then... and then put it in the Lord's hands cuz what else can i do about it...he's 24 and I can't stop him. But it's an awfully stupid thing to do isn't it... I even told him my worrying about this would add stress to my health but oh well. Hopefully

his car insurance would cover some expenses in case of an accident. But that's only if it happens in a car. jeeze I'm workin myself up again. Oh, my lot in life could be alot worse and of course when I focus on the bad it seems overwhelming but I have to admit most of the worrying stress I put on myself. One minute I can be singing and goofing around and laughing and then something can happen and I'll be grumpy or sad. It's a whole lot harder to control my emotions since I've gotten sick but I try. It is just something I have to work harder on. Before i got sick it didn't seem so hard to control my emotions or moods and I let more things roll off me. But I am so 'tender' nowadays. *****Things I am happy about today. 1)I weigh 20 lbs. less than last year. 2) I am painting and I even amaze myself that I can even do it at all. Painting is one of my 'good' addictions. 3) I can sing

again. For awhile my lungs were so bad i couldn't sing right at all. 4) I am presently getting along better with my husband after 4-5 very turbulent years. I threw him out several times during that period. 5) I don't like this disease BUT I have grown to really like myself...to know myself...to even enjoy being with myself. Which is good cuz i spend alot of time alone! 6) If you are patient with me...I can be a really good listener and friend. sometimes it takes me a while to even get a good coherent sentence out. not all people are too patient with that. what a surprise! 7) I see beauty in things that I never would have noticed as 'beautiful' before. probably getting laid out slowed me down enough to notice hey? 8) I am slower to make 'judgements' about people and situations...I need more info and more time to formulate thoughts and sometimes i wait for God to open my eyes about it

or them, 9) my bed is soft, my house is warm, I have enough clothes...esp nighties...and my husband doesn't mind running out to get me darn near anything, 10) I am really enjoying this new hobby of scrapbooking. lots of fun I usually write out my 'happy' lists in my journal but you are the lucky ones who get them today. Guess this is what happens when you're up all night and too tired to do much of anything else. Anyone who has read this far gets two gold stars!!!** Well, back to my pile of filing. hugs S.Rose wrote: Oooooh, Terri. The competition is pretty tough. I think ol' has got you beat there on the expletives. But the music you choose to perform to might swing votes your

way. Ramblin' Rose Moderator Reply-To: Neurosarcoidosis To: Neurosarcoidosis Subject: Re: Re: appt. coming up?Date: Wed, 8 Feb 2006 00:36:47 -0800 (PST)Terri, we can all sympathize with your all-over inflammation. I keep sugar-free popsicles in the freezer cuz my

insides heat up all the time. Another lady sucks on ice chips all day. You can put your hand somewhere on my body daily and it will be very warm. Excuse me though...I had to laugh, though i know it's not really funny...but the way you put it(...big ball of inflammation...) sounds to me like you (or any of us) could spontaneously combust or something...lol. Who knows...maybe all those reports are true and all those people had sarc! LOL I also have joint problems and they usually just shrug it off as old age. Hey! I was only 42 when I had my last big flare...which has lasted over 7 years now. And good for you not being intimidated by those sons a bitches. Yeah,...just spell it out, girl, cuz we've had a whole lot worse here. Anybody as sick as we are deserves to 'let it rip' once in awhile. I have F'd it up with the best of them once in awhile and I have had some real

frickin bad days ...lol. Thank God for the internet and this group, hey? hugs S.mosaicgirl1 wrote: Rose, As usual, you put a smile on my face; at least the half that works right now. I have had both acyclovir and predisone for my face, but they won't give me any meds now because they don't want to mask my symptoms. I actually had shingles on that side of my face in 1998 but I had a Bells type of affect even then. I had blebs in my mouth, up my nose, on my eyelid, on the left side of my nose and across my face. In hindsight I should have had my face photographed so everyone could see how severe it was. At that time I saw infectious disease dr. who said that healthy people just don't get shingles. I had been having some arthritis syptoms

and he thought they were connected. 6 months after the initial attack the drooping, drooling and pain started again and since then I have been on and off steroids. I did a number of antivirals during these attacks (in very large doses) but with no relief. Prednisone does the trick but as soon as I go off, it will come back. The strange thing though was that it never affected my eye. I even had an emg on that side of my face. I do not have any permanent damage right now, but who knows what the future holds. As far as ear pain, boy that can really be a b*****tch. (Do I get extra points for the explative?) My ortho thinks that my joint problems are connected to everything, but everyone discounts that. Why, at 41, did I have an erosion of the femur were it meets the tib/fib at the kneecap. I have had the synovium biopsied on that knee and fluid removed on the right knee and all it showed was chronic

inflammation. So I guess I am just a big ball of inflammation - what do you think? I am so inflammed, I am waiting for my hair to catch on fire. Well, once again thanks for the "Rose Insight". It always helps. As far as the doctors go, don't worry about me. They put their pants on the same way they do and I am in no way intimidated by them. I'll tell like it is. If I don' write tomorrow night, I will on Thursday to let you guys know. Thanks for everything. Terri G. Yahoo! Mail - Helps protect you from nasty viruses. ~~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~~The Neurosarcoidosis CommunityNS CHAT:-

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Rose, etc. .... Yeah I guess I wear my emotions 'on my sleeve' as they say. I have been having a not-so-good week this week and you can usually tell by my mouth if I'm feeling over- whelmed or just nasty sick. This week I've been both. Last night i slept for 15 hrs. My youngest son says he just wishes he could. I told him...not if you want all the other crap that comes along with this disease. I haven't been feeling well for weeks and this week I've felt so tired all week and have been sleeping lot. a LOT. My mom has been sick, too, and that has been concerning me and I have alot of junk to get done around the house. I'm not just feeling overwhelmed...I AM overwhelmed. and I think abit depressed by some of the stuff that's happening in my life right now. So of course my body decides to go on strike and lay me low for awhile and not let me get the things

done that I have to and want to get done. I know you've been there done that. That's when I get frustrated and the tongue gets naughty. My house is overly messy right now with a few of the things I'm trying to tackle and that adds to my level of frustration. My oldest son, against my wishes, decided to cash out all of the rest of his life insurance. He had already taken out half...$5,000...and now he's taking out the rest. So if something happens to him we'd have to declare bankruptcy cuz he has no health or life insurance now. I told him what would happen to us if he did it and he just shrugged and walked off. Yeah, I said a few words to myself right then... and then put it in the Lord's hands cuz what else can i do about it...he's 24 and I can't stop him. But it's an awfully stupid thing to do isn't it... I even told him my worrying about this would add stress to my health but oh well. Hopefully

his car insurance would cover some expenses in case of an accident. But that's only if it happens in a car. jeeze I'm workin myself up again. Oh, my lot in life could be alot worse and of course when I focus on the bad it seems overwhelming but I have to admit most of the worrying stress I put on myself. One minute I can be singing and goofing around and laughing and then something can happen and I'll be grumpy or sad. It's a whole lot harder to control my emotions since I've gotten sick but I try. It is just something I have to work harder on. Before i got sick it didn't seem so hard to control my emotions or moods and I let more things roll off me. But I am so 'tender' nowadays. *****Things I am happy about today. 1)I weigh 20 lbs. less than last year. 2) I am painting and I even amaze myself that I can even do it at all. Painting is one of my 'good' addictions. 3) I can sing

again. For awhile my lungs were so bad i couldn't sing right at all. 4) I am presently getting along better with my husband after 4-5 very turbulent years. I threw him out several times during that period. 5) I don't like this disease BUT I have grown to really like myself...to know myself...to even enjoy being with myself. Which is good cuz i spend alot of time alone! 6) If you are patient with me...I can be a really good listener and friend. sometimes it takes me a while to even get a good coherent sentence out. not all people are too patient with that. what a surprise! 7) I see beauty in things that I never would have noticed as 'beautiful' before. probably getting laid out slowed me down enough to notice hey? 8) I am slower to make 'judgements' about people and situations...I need more info and more time to formulate thoughts and sometimes i wait for God to open my eyes about it

or them, 9) my bed is soft, my house is warm, I have enough clothes...esp nighties...and my husband doesn't mind running out to get me darn near anything, 10) I am really enjoying this new hobby of scrapbooking. lots of fun I usually write out my 'happy' lists in my journal but you are the lucky ones who get them today. Guess this is what happens when you're up all night and too tired to do much of anything else. Anyone who has read this far gets two gold stars!!!** Well, back to my pile of filing. hugs S.Rose wrote: Oooooh, Terri. The competition is pretty tough. I think ol' has got you beat there on the expletives. But the music you choose to perform to might swing votes your

way. Ramblin' Rose Moderator Reply-To: Neurosarcoidosis To: Neurosarcoidosis Subject: Re: Re: appt. coming up?Date: Wed, 8 Feb 2006 00:36:47 -0800 (PST)Terri, we can all sympathize with your all-over inflammation. I keep sugar-free popsicles in the freezer cuz my

insides heat up all the time. Another lady sucks on ice chips all day. You can put your hand somewhere on my body daily and it will be very warm. Excuse me though...I had to laugh, though i know it's not really funny...but the way you put it(...big ball of inflammation...) sounds to me like you (or any of us) could spontaneously combust or something...lol. Who knows...maybe all those reports are true and all those people had sarc! LOL I also have joint problems and they usually just shrug it off as old age. Hey! I was only 42 when I had my last big flare...which has lasted over 7 years now. And good for you not being intimidated by those sons a bitches. Yeah,...just spell it out, girl, cuz we've had a whole lot worse here. Anybody as sick as we are deserves to 'let it rip' once in awhile. I have F'd it up with the best of them once in awhile and I have had some real

frickin bad days ...lol. Thank God for the internet and this group, hey? hugs S.mosaicgirl1 wrote: Rose, As usual, you put a smile on my face; at least the half that works right now. I have had both acyclovir and predisone for my face, but they won't give me any meds now because they don't want to mask my symptoms. I actually had shingles on that side of my face in 1998 but I had a Bells type of affect even then. I had blebs in my mouth, up my nose, on my eyelid, on the left side of my nose and across my face. In hindsight I should have had my face photographed so everyone could see how severe it was. At that time I saw infectious disease dr. who said that healthy people just don't get shingles. I had been having some arthritis syptoms

and he thought they were connected. 6 months after the initial attack the drooping, drooling and pain started again and since then I have been on and off steroids. I did a number of antivirals during these attacks (in very large doses) but with no relief. Prednisone does the trick but as soon as I go off, it will come back. The strange thing though was that it never affected my eye. I even had an emg on that side of my face. I do not have any permanent damage right now, but who knows what the future holds. As far as ear pain, boy that can really be a b*****tch. (Do I get extra points for the explative?) My ortho thinks that my joint problems are connected to everything, but everyone discounts that. Why, at 41, did I have an erosion of the femur were it meets the tib/fib at the kneecap. I have had the synovium biopsied on that knee and fluid removed on the right knee and all it showed was chronic

inflammation. So I guess I am just a big ball of inflammation - what do you think? I am so inflammed, I am waiting for my hair to catch on fire. Well, once again thanks for the "Rose Insight". It always helps. As far as the doctors go, don't worry about me. They put their pants on the same way they do and I am in no way intimidated by them. I'll tell like it is. If I don' write tomorrow night, I will on Thursday to let you guys know. Thanks for everything. Terri G. Yahoo! Mail - Helps protect you from nasty viruses. ~~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~ *** ~~~~The Neurosarcoidosis CommunityNS CHAT:-

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, I like your happy list! It's like my "gratitude" list. I went to a therapy group with Sam last year & one assignment was to write down 30 things we were grateful for. I had stuff like Dave (my mechanic), cows (I love milk), as well as more serious stuff. I still look at it on the days that I'm feeling "Nobody loves me, everybody hates me, I'm gonna eat some worms!"

As far as controlling my emotions, I'm actually a lot better at it now. One of my kids asked me why I don't have temper fits anymore, and I said because it just takes too much energy.

Well, I've got to get dressed & go get some fasting labs done. Catch you later.

Ramblin' Rose

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*****Things I am happy about today. 1)I weigh 20 lbs. less than last year. 2) I am painting and I even amaze myself that I can even do it at all. Painting is one of my 'good' addictions. 3) I can sing again. For awhile my lungs were so bad i couldn't sing right at all. 4) I am presently getting along better with my husband after 4-5 very turbulent years. I threw him out several times during that period. 5) I don't like this disease BUT I have grown to really like myself...to know myself...to even enjoy being with myself. Which is good cuz i spend alot of time alone! 6) If you are patient with me...I can be a really good listener and friend. sometimes it takes me a while to even get a good coherent sentence out. not all people are too patient with that. what a surprise! 7) I see beauty in things that I never would have noticed as 'beautiful' before. probably getting laid out slowed me down enough to notice hey? 8) I am slower to make 'judgements' about people and situations...I need more info and more time to formulate thoughts and sometimes i wait for God to open my eyes about it or them, 9) my bed is soft, my house is warm, I have enough clothes...esp nighties...and my husband doesn't mind running out to get me darn near anything, 10) I am really enjoying this new hobby of scrapbooking. lots of fun I usually write out my 'happy' lists in my journal but you are the lucky ones who get them today. Guess this is what happens when you're up all night and too tired to do much of anything else. Anyone who has read this far gets two gold stars!!!** Well, back to my pile of filing. hugs S. Planning a trip for Spring Break? See the area before you go

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, I like your happy list! It's like my "gratitude" list. I went to a therapy group with Sam last year & one assignment was to write down 30 things we were grateful for. I had stuff like Dave (my mechanic), cows (I love milk), as well as more serious stuff. I still look at it on the days that I'm feeling "Nobody loves me, everybody hates me, I'm gonna eat some worms!"

As far as controlling my emotions, I'm actually a lot better at it now. One of my kids asked me why I don't have temper fits anymore, and I said because it just takes too much energy.

Well, I've got to get dressed & go get some fasting labs done. Catch you later.

Ramblin' Rose

Moderator

*****Things I am happy about today. 1)I weigh 20 lbs. less than last year. 2) I am painting and I even amaze myself that I can even do it at all. Painting is one of my 'good' addictions. 3) I can sing again. For awhile my lungs were so bad i couldn't sing right at all. 4) I am presently getting along better with my husband after 4-5 very turbulent years. I threw him out several times during that period. 5) I don't like this disease BUT I have grown to really like myself...to know myself...to even enjoy being with myself. Which is good cuz i spend alot of time alone! 6) If you are patient with me...I can be a really good listener and friend. sometimes it takes me a while to even get a good coherent sentence out. not all people are too patient with that. what a surprise! 7) I see beauty in things that I never would have noticed as 'beautiful' before. probably getting laid out slowed me down enough to notice hey? 8) I am slower to make 'judgements' about people and situations...I need more info and more time to formulate thoughts and sometimes i wait for God to open my eyes about it or them, 9) my bed is soft, my house is warm, I have enough clothes...esp nighties...and my husband doesn't mind running out to get me darn near anything, 10) I am really enjoying this new hobby of scrapbooking. lots of fun I usually write out my 'happy' lists in my journal but you are the lucky ones who get them today. Guess this is what happens when you're up all night and too tired to do much of anything else. Anyone who has read this far gets two gold stars!!!** Well, back to my pile of filing. hugs S. Planning a trip for Spring Break? See the area before you go

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, I like your happy list! It's like my "gratitude" list. I went to a therapy group with Sam last year & one assignment was to write down 30 things we were grateful for. I had stuff like Dave (my mechanic), cows (I love milk), as well as more serious stuff. I still look at it on the days that I'm feeling "Nobody loves me, everybody hates me, I'm gonna eat some worms!"

As far as controlling my emotions, I'm actually a lot better at it now. One of my kids asked me why I don't have temper fits anymore, and I said because it just takes too much energy.

Well, I've got to get dressed & go get some fasting labs done. Catch you later.

Ramblin' Rose

Moderator

*****Things I am happy about today. 1)I weigh 20 lbs. less than last year. 2) I am painting and I even amaze myself that I can even do it at all. Painting is one of my 'good' addictions. 3) I can sing again. For awhile my lungs were so bad i couldn't sing right at all. 4) I am presently getting along better with my husband after 4-5 very turbulent years. I threw him out several times during that period. 5) I don't like this disease BUT I have grown to really like myself...to know myself...to even enjoy being with myself. Which is good cuz i spend alot of time alone! 6) If you are patient with me...I can be a really good listener and friend. sometimes it takes me a while to even get a good coherent sentence out. not all people are too patient with that. what a surprise! 7) I see beauty in things that I never would have noticed as 'beautiful' before. probably getting laid out slowed me down enough to notice hey? 8) I am slower to make 'judgements' about people and situations...I need more info and more time to formulate thoughts and sometimes i wait for God to open my eyes about it or them, 9) my bed is soft, my house is warm, I have enough clothes...esp nighties...and my husband doesn't mind running out to get me darn near anything, 10) I am really enjoying this new hobby of scrapbooking. lots of fun I usually write out my 'happy' lists in my journal but you are the lucky ones who get them today. Guess this is what happens when you're up all night and too tired to do much of anything else. Anyone who has read this far gets two gold stars!!!** Well, back to my pile of filing. hugs S. Planning a trip for Spring Break? See the area before you go

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LOL Rose

My mother learned that song at camp when she was a kid

& sang it to us when we were kids!

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