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Hi my name is Shana. I was on here before but I change my user

name so the name is Dreamydoll14. I was wondering if people

like the results from the surgery. I haven't had no surgery.

But I am nervous. I have to get a good job. This is the way my

mother wants me to help pay for my surgery. I am fine with

the decision. But I have had people mixed feelings or

opionions about the surgery. Some people tell me to have the

surgery if it will make me happy and I will not have to worry

about my teeth my whole life. But other people have told me

the surgery was the worse thing I could ever do. They ask me

how could I do it to myself. My mother kept telling me I

would be in so much pain and the emotional toll on me. I

don't want to tell them please don't say those words. You

are making me more afraid to do it. Honestly people tell me

how brave I am but deep down I am terified. I am getting

sick to my stochach when they tell they will broke my jaw.

My aunt told me she would never do it. But they

don't know how I feel about this problem or those problems I

am dealing with in life. I use to accept the fact I had a

problem with my jaw. I thought I couldn't control or help

the way my jaw was but then my peers in school started making

rude remarks about my jaw. I was always bully in school.

Later in life I started to think it wasn't acceptable. Mostly

my jaw problem was my fault. They made me believe if I

didn't get my teeth fix then I wasn't pretty. It's hard to

feel good about yourself when people are mean to you because

the way you look. I have my bad days.Well I have to go for

now

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