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Well tonight (christmas eve) I went to my grandma's to visit with my

family and everything, and I cried most of the time and kept to

myself.. All the food around.. everyone eatting... UGH it made me so

mad, and so depressed at the same time! I know soon I will be able

to actually chew food again.. but waiting is so hard.

Anyway.. I've been feeling weird things in my mouth.. like my teeth

feel like they are cracked or broken.. and they are sore ALL the time

lately. I feel like my jaws aren't closing together like they were

in the beginning, but maybe its just me once again being paranoid.

My surgeon is 2 hours away, so I can't just run real quick to the

hospital to ask him about it... but I could call. It's not that big

of a deal, but is it normal? Does anyone else hear alot of cracking

or crunching sounds? And AHHH I breathe out of my mouth and my teeth

are so sensitive to the cold air.. It's killing me! I think right

after my surgery I would clench down real hard with my teeth, and

they may be kind of loosened or something? I can feel some places

that I think may be where the screws are.. that is a weird feeling

and something so weird to think about.. there are screws holding my

bones together.. but I have the biodegratable kind, they dissolve

eventually. Well.. I better go.. Hope everyone has a wonderful and

safe holiday season!!!

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