Thanks for the support end of Jan group.

January 17, 2004

Hi and ,

My prays and good thoughts are with you as well. I am trying to be

positive, but as the time get closer the anxiety gets worse. I am

having trouble concentrating at work. My mind drift to the surgery. I

guess its normal.I think what makes these pre jitters so nerve

racking for me is all these people that are telling me they dont see

anything wrong in my appearance and dont think I should do it. Do you

guys every notice how people cringe when you tell them about what u

are about to do. Last night I was at a party and I was telling

everyone about the surgery, you cant say I am not the life of the

party . I even met a guy I really liked, that I have a date with

tonight. What a time to start a relationship. They all telling me

they dont see anything wrong with my jaw. I look good now why wd I

want to mess with it. I guess I have to keep reminding myself I am

not doing this for astheic purposes.

My belief spirituality at least for me does help with the anxiety.

The mess I went through to get to a Dr. who I have total confidence

in. ( long story), the wrong Dr. cd have been a disaster, the fact

that my insurance and my home eqity loan came through just in time to

help pay for my surgery and time away from work,I believe were meant

to be. I think you do get help that leads you in the right direction.

My boyfriend ended the relationship just before surgery, which shows

how much he cares. Good ridance I deserve better.

Thanks to Smoochie for all the great advice and comforting thoughs

from someone who has been there. Everyone thing u said make a lot of

sense. Ur right about taking a shower and just getting out if u can,

does make u feel better when ur recovering in general.

Ladies I will be right there with you to bitch about the recovery and

offer whatever help I can. I wish the best.

To Fiddlesticks, can you tell more about I think it is call

MLS. What exactly is it. I was thinking of also doing accupunture as

well have you heard anything good about that helping with recovery. I

wd like to ask my Dr. about it.

Thanks,

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