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Hi Leigh,

How did your peri appt go on Monday? I am glad the time is going quickly for you and that you feel good - rest when you feel tired. Keen to hear your latest update so will watch for your post. I am doing a bit better this week. We went to the cemetary yesterday to visit our boys. It was a beautiful weekend here in Washington and we spent a lot of time with good friends. Take care and try 1/2 steam instead of full steam :-) melanie

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Hey - I'm doing really great, thank you. We had an appt with my OB this Monday, and go see the Peri again next Monday. My cervix is holding strong. I'll post an update after my Peri appt Monday. I'm getting tired again - I think it's the change in my "shape", but really I'm going full steam, and working full time. I'm so thankful. The time is going by fast. I know that you will have your opportunity too. Take your time to heal, and then give the Ab cerclage a chance, like you said. Lots of Love and +++Leigh> > Hi Girls,> > > > It breaks my heart to tell you this but last night I miscarried our > baby. I was just shy of 9 weeks and two weeks ago we had seen the > heart beat. I started having severe cramping and then started > bleeding profusely with everything being expelled from my uterus. I > see my doctor tomorrow. He'll make sure that everything is gone and > make sure I don't need to have a D & C. I was able to save a lot of > tissue and that will be tested. I hope that I might feel better if > they find an abnormality. I had been concerned that all was not > well because for me and my experiences with pregnancy I was not sick > enough - I was sick and threw up but was not constantly nauseated > like with my two boys. I know that all pregnancies are different and > maybe that had nothing to do with it but there was also the > discrepancy over my due date because I was not looking as far along > as I should have based on my dates, even though we saw normal heart > beat two weeks ago. > > > > I feel like another little bit of hope is lost to us again, but > it's not terrible. I had been steeling myself against something like > this happening and knowing that we have no control in first trimester > and that if something was wrong then it was meant to be. It's just > another disapointment and sadness though and the way they keep piling > up, I am just not sure how much more we are able to take. I'll see > what doctor says and then will let you all know if we get any results > back from the tissue testing. > > > > Thanks for all being so supportive during this brief period of > pregnancy - everyone made me feel so much better about everything. I > was really excited to give the ab cerclage a try but I guess we'll > have to wait a bit longer. I so wanted to keep reporting good news > to all you girls but know also that I'll find the support here to > move onwards and get through this latest loss. > > > > Hope everyone else is doing well. > > >