Ghislaine - Re: Put up Christmas Baubles for our daughters today...

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Hi Ghislaine

Thank you for your beautiful words. I cried when I read them, and I

truly hope they are with me. I wish I could feel them.

Love Elaine

> > We put our Christmas tree up today and tears were rolling down my

> > face as and I each hung one of our daughters christmas

> > baubles.

> >

> > I've taken some photos of them and put them in the files under

> > Elaine's Pics.

> >

> > We have two lots as my son's godmother who would also have been

our

> > daughters godmother sent up baubles for Matt and also for Paige

and

> > Amy, which was so sweet of her. I just love to see our girls names

> > in print and to have others include them.

> >

> > I had already purchased some baubles for them with their names and

> > birth year as , myself, Matt and our two dogs have baubles,

as

> > its kind of our family tradition.

> >

> > I was looking around our house today at the mess of wrapping

paper,

> > christmas deco's etc and thought we should be in absolute kaos

with

> > two little pink babies in the middle of this.

> >

> > Christmas day is going to be so hard, my emotions are already so

> > close to the surface.

> >

> > Take care all, talk to you soon

> >

> > Elaine

> >

> > Abdominal Cerclage placed 2 Dec 2003 – now to TTC.

> >

> > Matt 20 mths – emergency vag/cerl 24 wks, 11 weeks bed rest then

> > delivered 35 wks PROM and cord prolapse.

> >

> > Paige and Amy – preventative vag/cerl 14 wks, delivered alive 20

> wks,

> > passed away short time later wrapped in my arms.

> > Babies were suffering from chronic Twin-to-Twin Transfusion

Syndrome

> > (TTTS). Unsure whether I/C, TTTS or infection caused contractions,

> > which resulted in cervix dilating and stitch to fail.

> >

> > http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/m/matty2002/

> >

> > http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/p/paigeandamy/