Guest guest Posted December 19, 2003 Report Share Posted December 19, 2003 Ghislaine, Did you take off from work today? When you read this it will probably be Saturday. It must be very hard today with the anniversaries and holidays. Your angels love it when you visit them. They are always with you were ever you go. We will make it through the holidays and to the next. I wish that we were closer. I would go with you to their graves. I may not be able to be there in person but my spirit is with you. I am giving you a big hug and tissue just in case. I pray that you had a wonderful visit despite the nasty weather. If you need me you know were I will be. God bless, Taryn ghislaine Ghislaine, I know that you are on a business trip but I wanted to wish you a safe return. I want to let you know that i will be thinking of you tomorrow. I hope you spend a nice night with your hd tomorrow. I just want to let you know that someone is thinking of you. God bless, Taryn Yahoo! Groups Links · To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Abbyloopers/ · Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 21, 2003 Report Share Posted December 21, 2003 Hi Taryn, I thought you might have a breakdown, it sounded like that. It is also stressful for you to have the inlaws at such a difficult emotional time. I am glad you could talk to your hd and had some privacy for yourselves. I have that also, I can feel the tension building up inside and then at once It all comes out. I used to scare the hd with that, but now he is used to it and I am used to let my grief out by talking earlier, if I feel it coming. I am sorry for you that you can not get out so much, but you have to do what feels good for you. And I would also feel uncomfortable if I would need to go out for hours. You just do as you feel like, At least you will have some quiet time for yourself while inlaws and parents brunch. Good luck with the blood work. Hope the results are fine, but I am sure you will do great. Go and buy yourself a treat after that if you feel like. You deserved it all. If I lived closer to you, I would go with you so that I could support you. Do not worry about it, you can support me next year...I will be a complete and utter basket case when pg. There will be lots of anxiety, questions etc :-). Well, as long as it leads up to a miracle, I am prepared to do anything. I went through it before and this time the medical side is hopefully better arranged. We will see. Keep your head up, Taryn. I am sure you will make it through this difficult times. Tell your little one to be a good little baby and to be quiet when mummy is sleeping. That's kids for you: always do the opposite :-)) If that baby is born safe and sound and misbehaves, I will take the plane to you. The baby bettter be good, because you suffered enough ... love and good luck tomorrow Ghislaine > > Elaine, > > > > Today has been a emotional one. I had a hard sleep. my sides are > killing > > me and I couldn't find a position to lay in. I couldn't help but > think > > of our son today. I think that getting to 28 weeks will be fine. > that > > the baby will have to be in the NICU but the baby will not have the > same > > problems as our son. He had RSV, 4 cranial bleeding and etc. even > if I > > get to that week there are no gaurentees that the baby will be > healthy. > > Sorry, I am being a worry wort. Time is just going so slow. > > > > I am doing well. I did nnot sit up so much. Tomorrow we are going to > > have brunch a buffet brunch. All you can eat... Monday I have to go > get > > my diabetic reading done. I get the blood taken then I have to stay > at > > the blood place, which is not the cleanest place for an hour. I am a > > little worried b/c of being out two days in a row for two hours. Oh > > well, worry, worry, worry, that is the of my life. I never thought > that > > being pg again would bring up all the painand grief of our son. I > > thought it would be different. > > > > I know that THERE ARE NO GAURENTEE caps locked. How are you doing? > I > > hope you aree having a good weekend. I cannot wait till the > holidays are > > gone. It is going to be so hard for me and the others. I am excited > to > > go out tomorrow for food. I must may sure not to over do it. I am > going > > to have lunch with the hd. Take care. > > > > God bless, > > > > Taryn > > > > Taryn > > > > Hi Taryn how are you? > > > > Have you been going along with the MBR? I hope your feeling > relaxed > > and trying to enjoy your pg. Like I said last message, in a couple > > of weeks you'll be into a much safer time and you will be feeling > > much better. You are almost there. > > > > Take care and I hope you are having a nice weekend... > > > > Love > > > > Elaine > > > > Abdominal Cerclage placed 2 Dec 2003 - now to TTC. > > > > Matt 20 mths - emergency vag/cerl 24 wks, 11 weeks bed rest then > > delivered 35 wks PROM and cord prolapse. > > > > Paige and Amy - preventative vag/cerl 14 wks, delivered alive 20 > wks, > > passed away short time later wrapped in my arms. > > Babies were suffering from chronic Twin-to-Twin Transfusion > Syndrome > > (TTTS). Unsure whether I/C, TTTS or infection caused contractions, > > which resulted in cervix dilating and stitch to fail. > > > > http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/m/matty2002/ > > > > http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/p/paigeandamy/ > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > _____ > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2003 Report Share Posted December 22, 2003 Ghislaine, yes, some times peace and quiet can be nice. Like today. They are cleaning and I have been having abdominal cramping. Some with tightness some not. It is like having my period. I had four to five an hour so I called the doc. I wonder if the baby was kicking down their if the muscle could be sore. The hd told me to call. The doc is going to think that I am a worrier. So, I am trying to concentrate and all I hear is the vaccum. It will be nice to have the house to myself then after a week I will miss them helping out. Isn’t that how it works… the baby never listens to me. Or the hd. I really hate the weekends for some reason that maybe be mental. It seems that new feelings and problems happen during that time. Get me to March….. nothing else to report. Taryn Taryn > > > > Hi Taryn how are you? > > > > Have you been going along with the MBR? I hope your feeling > relaxed > > and trying to enjoy your pg. Like I said last message, in a couple > > of weeks you'll be into a much safer time and you will be feeling > > much better. You are almost there. > > > > Take care and I hope you are having a nice weekend... > > > > Love > > > > Elaine > > > > Abdominal Cerclage placed 2 Dec 2003 - now to TTC. > > > > Matt 20 mths - emergency vag/cerl 24 wks, 11 weeks bed rest then > > delivered 35 wks PROM and cord prolapse. > > > > Paige and Amy - preventative vag/cerl 14 wks, delivered alive 20 > wks, > > passed away short time later wrapped in my arms. > > Babies were suffering from chronic Twin-to-Twin Transfusion > Syndrome > > (TTTS). Unsure whether I/C, TTTS or infection caused contractions, > > which resulted in cervix dilating and stitch to fail. > > > > http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/m/matty2002/ > > > > http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/p/paigeandamy/ > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > _____ > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted December 22, 2003 Report Share Posted December 22, 2003 Ghislaine, yes, some times peace and quiet can be nice. Like today. They are cleaning and I have been having abdominal cramping. Some with tightness some not. It is like having my period. I had four to five an hour so I called the doc. I wonder if the baby was kicking down their if the muscle could be sore. The hd told me to call. The doc is going to think that I am a worrier. So, I am trying to concentrate and all I hear is the vaccum. It will be nice to have the house to myself then after a week I will miss them helping out. Isn’t that how it works… the baby never listens to me. Or the hd. I really hate the weekends for some reason that maybe be mental. It seems that new feelings and problems happen during that time. Get me to March….. nothing else to report. Taryn Taryn > > > > Hi Taryn how are you? > > > > Have you been going along with the MBR? I hope your feeling > relaxed > > and trying to enjoy your pg. Like I said last message, in a couple > > of weeks you'll be into a much safer time and you will be feeling > > much better. You are almost there. > > > > Take care and I hope you are having a nice weekend... > > > > Love > > > > Elaine > > > > Abdominal Cerclage placed 2 Dec 2003 - now to TTC. > > > > Matt 20 mths - emergency vag/cerl 24 wks, 11 weeks bed rest then > > delivered 35 wks PROM and cord prolapse. > > > > Paige and Amy - preventative vag/cerl 14 wks, delivered alive 20 > wks, > > passed away short time later wrapped in my arms. > > Babies were suffering from chronic Twin-to-Twin Transfusion > Syndrome > > (TTTS). Unsure whether I/C, TTTS or infection caused contractions, > > which resulted in cervix dilating and stitch to fail. > > > > http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/m/matty2002/ > > > > http://www.babiesonline.com/babies/p/paigeandamy/ > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > _____ > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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