Re: today at work

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Beth ~ So happy to hear things went well with work...even wth the little mistakes !!!!!! You DID it !!!!!!And your birthday just comes once a year ..so you DESERVE a night of 'freedom' in what you eat !!!!!! AND don't feel guilty about your grandchildren.....you know they'll love you no matter what !!!! AND you're doing something for YOU !!!!!!!!! Peace and blessings...........hugs, Randie

today at work

Well, I made it through my first day at work. I was so anxious that I honestly thought that I might chicken out and not go in. But once I had a few calls, the jitters went away. My last call lasted about an hour, but I think that I handled it well. It was a hard call. I didn't get off until 8:15, 15 minutes after quitting time, but I did my job. I had to laugh at myself though (you all can laugh with me)...I had problems signing in after my supper break and it took me about 30 minutes to get everything straightened out and get back to work...it all started at some point with me trying to transfer a call (now I remember one big reason why I am not a secretary) and trying to log back in the system. I kept getting error messages on my computer and the floor supervisor had to log me back in twice...and so on...I'm not technologically inclined and even had to have help signing off to go home tonight!!!!

We went out to eat last night for my birthday and I went overboard. I also had ice cream and cake. Between all the eating I did this week out of anger, which was childish and stupid, I feel as though I have gained at least 5 pounds, hopefully the key is feeling this way. I know that I won't earn a birthday charm again this year.

I am trying not to feel guilty for not being here to take care of the grandkids, but it feels good to be working again and to not have all the responsiblities I've had the past 16 months. I love them but I also need to work and take care of myself.

You all take care and have sweet dreams,

peace and blessings with TOPS hugs and smiles,

Beth