Feeling Better

[Guest guest]

, Having emotional liability is in deed hard to control other then

taking medication. For me I took Zoloft in the very beginning but then went

off of it, Like you I was filled with all kinds of emotion the " Why me " I'm

to young to have this. But I final said to myself, this is not going away

it is what it is.

I thought my life as I knew it was over. During the first year I decided to

do everything I could do and try new things I could do and hadn't tried. I

found I still had a life but with many changes which meant I had to lean on

other people. I'm one that did it her way nobody could do it better then me.

Well I learned I could adjust to someone else doing the vacuuming or

mopping. I still do the cooking, dusting and doing for myself. With all this

determination I have made it to a point I can still exist and be OK. Don't

know

what the future has in store for me but I'm not sitting around waiting for

it. Its tomorrow I just worry about today.............Flora.

[Guest guest]

Thanks Di,

Somethings we must work out ourselves. This groups has always been here, I

just need to learn how to depend on it. I know I am not alone. Thank you.

[Guest guest]

I know our emotional liabilites are not a subject we like to talk about

or admit we have. Unfortunately, when the evil beast shows his face, it

takes time to knock him back in place.

I did not receive much help on the subject here but wanted you all to

know that I am feeling better.

It's more like anxiety over my journey. I imagine we all think, is what

we are doing or what is availbel the best there is and yes i would want

a cure. make me who I use to be. Never gonna happen.

My best friend said to me the other day, when I told her i get so tired

of my pain, no pain means you are dead.

I guess I just have days when my mind just wants to feel sorry for

itself and why me's interfer with my time. I just need to kick me in

the but, if I could and move on.

Thanks anyways, your humor helps.

[Guest guest]

Hi ,

I feel sad that I did not read you posts more closely. OH! How I

understand about the anxiety and the emotional rollercoaster. I have

talked about it on this site and received some support....but who

knows....maybe some of us do have trouble talking about that part of

it.......but please remember....some of us are VERY open to

discussing the emotional/psychological part! Feel free to email my

at ANY time......

I have SO been through the emotional wringer with this illness and

am very comfortable talking about it.

Hope you hang in there with us. We are all growing and learning!

Love Di......PLS......Canada

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> I know our emotional liabilites are not a subject we like to talk

about

> or admit we have. Unfortunately, when the evil beast shows his

face, it

> takes time to knock him back in place.

>

> I did not receive much help on the subject here but wanted you all

to

> know that I am feeling better.

>

> It's more like anxiety over my journey. I imagine we all think, is

what

> we are doing or what is availbel the best there is and yes i would

want

> a cure. make me who I use to be. Never gonna happen.

>

> My best friend said to me the other day, when I told her i get so

tired

> of my pain, no pain means you are dead.

>

> I guess I just have days when my mind just wants to feel sorry for

> itself and why me's interfer with my time. I just need to kick me

in

> the but, if I could and move on.

>

> Thanks anyways, your humor helps.

>

>