Guest guest Posted February 3, 2006 Report Share Posted February 3, 2006 I think a lot of my anxiety these last few day is my upcoming trip. I hope I am not fooling myself. It's a big step to go at it alone. Not to mention meeting up with family, some I haven't had contact with in over 10 years. My journey has been my own and only this fall did some get a glimps. My brother has vent stage ALS and I don't want them thinking I am where he was and visa versa, me seeing where I can possibly end up. Though I haven't been back to the clinic in over 2 years, I was told that I would possibly follow suit since he was family. Though my brother says it differently. Don't know who to believe so we have just stayed in our world making it the best possible. My MRI dx hit me hard back then, but after last nights ER, hit me hard again. That my brain WILL eventually stop talking to my muscles, but will always keep talking me. Now I am going on a trip I thought I was very prepared for. What if.... I leave sunday so there is hope my anxieties can be calmed by then. BREATHE....... Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted February 3, 2006 Report Share Posted February 3, 2006 Yes elizabeth, the anxieties are very hard to bear. Do you take clonazepam? I do and find it does calm me down. Have a good trip! Aussie Maureen > > I think a lot of my anxiety these last few day is my upcoming trip. I hope I > am not fooling myself. It's a big step to go at it alone. > > Not to mention meeting up with family, some I haven't had contact with in > over 10 years. My journey has been my own and only this fall did some get a > glimps. My brother has vent stage ALS and I don't want them thinking I am where he > was and visa versa, me seeing where I can possibly end up. > > Though I haven't been back to the clinic in over 2 years, I was told that I > would possibly follow suit since he was family. Though my brother says it > differently. Don't know who to believe so we have just stayed in our world making > it the best possible. > > My MRI dx hit me hard back then, but after last nights ER, hit me hard again. > That my brain WILL eventually stop talking to my muscles, but will always > keep talking me. > > Now I am going on a trip I thought I was very prepared for. What if.... > > I leave sunday so there is hope my anxieties can be calmed by then. > BREATHE....... > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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