Guest guest Posted September 28, 2003 Report Share Posted September 28, 2003 I am not taking anything....The only thing I am taking is a multi vitamin. I have not taken anything at all since Aug 17. Sunshine 28 DH doug 30 DS Tyler 11 DD Kelsey 9 TR 8/21/03 TTC 8 days left of the 2ww Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 28, 2003 Report Share Posted September 28, 2003 hey girl, you have heard all the wacko things i have been feeling since ovulated... my hormones are more wacky then ever. my dh thinks i am nuts too!! time will tell!!! hang in there cherie Re: Sunshine I am not taking anything....The only thing I am taking is a multi vitamin. I have not taken anything at all since Aug 17. Sunshine 28 DH doug 30 DS Tyler 11 DD Kelsey 9 TR 8/21/03 TTC 8 days left of the 2ww Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 29, 2003 Report Share Posted September 29, 2003 LOL !! That is so cool. Hugs~Tina Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 29, 2003 Report Share Posted September 29, 2003 i actually read an article that said woman who hope and pray for a pregnancy are more likely to conceive.. said they were more positive and it some how affected their body > I know it will work. Maybe not this month for us, but really soon! > If you just keep praying for it and wishing and hoping it will > happen. I have affirmations in my shower that I repeat to myself > everyday. It is kind of silly, but it is helping with my self- > esteem. I had it laminated and while I'm in there I say it over and > over again until I can say it with conviction! It goes like this - > " circulate & perculate - smile, smile, smile - say thank you to > everyone - you're a winner - nobody does it better, nobody - greet > the dawn with a smile - positive crushes negative - if you're not > being critiqued chances are you're not doing anything - on your way > to success you've got to chop wood and tote water - once you're > successful you've got to chop wood and tote water - you win in life > by helping others. " > > It is kind of goofy - but it helps. So make yourself some > affirmations and put them where you will see them at the same time > everyday and repeat them over and over. BIG FAT ++++++, BIG FAT > +++++, baby in 9 months, healty pregnancy! Whatever trips your > trigger. > > Hope you have good luck in the job hunt. I know it is so hard. > Trust me I know! I'm scared to death of doing this real estate > thing. If I fail it is all my fault. BUT when I succeed it is all > because of me too! > > You'll be great! You are so darn pretty what person wouldn't want > you in the office to add a little " Sunshine " to the place! > > Much love and good luck, > a Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 29, 2003 Report Share Posted September 29, 2003 It takes prayer!!! Lot's of it!!! The timing is what we have to wait for! nancy Re: Sunshine i actually read an article that said woman who hope and pray for a pregnancy are more likely to conceive.. said they were more positive and it some how affected their body > I know it will work. Maybe not this month for us, but really soon! > If you just keep praying for it and wishing and hoping it will > happen. I have affirmations in my shower that I repeat to myself > everyday. It is kind of silly, but it is helping with my self- > esteem. I had it laminated and while I'm in there I say it over and > over again until I can say it with conviction! It goes like this - > " circulate & perculate - smile, smile, smile - say thank you to > everyone - you're a winner - nobody does it better, nobody - greet > the dawn with a smile - positive crushes negative - if you're not > being critiqued chances are you're not doing anything - on your way > to success you've got to chop wood and tote water - once you're > successful you've got to chop wood and tote water - you win in life > by helping others. " > > It is kind of goofy - but it helps. So make yourself some > affirmations and put them where you will see them at the same time > everyday and repeat them over and over. BIG FAT ++++++, BIG FAT > +++++, baby in 9 months, healty pregnancy! Whatever trips your > trigger. > > Hope you have good luck in the job hunt. I know it is so hard. > Trust me I know! I'm scared to death of doing this real estate > thing. If I fail it is all my fault. BUT when I succeed it is all > because of me too! > > You'll be great! You are so darn pretty what person wouldn't want > you in the office to add a little " Sunshine " to the place! > > Much love and good luck, > a Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 29, 2003 Report Share Posted September 29, 2003 It takes prayer!!! Lot's of it!!! The timing is what we have to wait for! nancy Re: Sunshine i actually read an article that said woman who hope and pray for a pregnancy are more likely to conceive.. said they were more positive and it some how affected their body > I know it will work. Maybe not this month for us, but really soon! > If you just keep praying for it and wishing and hoping it will > happen. I have affirmations in my shower that I repeat to myself > everyday. It is kind of silly, but it is helping with my self- > esteem. I had it laminated and while I'm in there I say it over and > over again until I can say it with conviction! It goes like this - > " circulate & perculate - smile, smile, smile - say thank you to > everyone - you're a winner - nobody does it better, nobody - greet > the dawn with a smile - positive crushes negative - if you're not > being critiqued chances are you're not doing anything - on your way > to success you've got to chop wood and tote water - once you're > successful you've got to chop wood and tote water - you win in life > by helping others. " > > It is kind of goofy - but it helps. So make yourself some > affirmations and put them where you will see them at the same time > everyday and repeat them over and over. BIG FAT ++++++, BIG FAT > +++++, baby in 9 months, healty pregnancy! Whatever trips your > trigger. > > Hope you have good luck in the job hunt. I know it is so hard. > Trust me I know! I'm scared to death of doing this real estate > thing. If I fail it is all my fault. BUT when I succeed it is all > because of me too! > > You'll be great! You are so darn pretty what person wouldn't want > you in the office to add a little " Sunshine " to the place! > > Much love and good luck, > a Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 29, 2003 Report Share Posted September 29, 2003 It takes prayer!!! Lot's of it!!! The timing is what we have to wait for! nancy Re: Sunshine i actually read an article that said woman who hope and pray for a pregnancy are more likely to conceive.. said they were more positive and it some how affected their body > I know it will work. Maybe not this month for us, but really soon! > If you just keep praying for it and wishing and hoping it will > happen. I have affirmations in my shower that I repeat to myself > everyday. It is kind of silly, but it is helping with my self- > esteem. I had it laminated and while I'm in there I say it over and > over again until I can say it with conviction! It goes like this - > " circulate & perculate - smile, smile, smile - say thank you to > everyone - you're a winner - nobody does it better, nobody - greet > the dawn with a smile - positive crushes negative - if you're not > being critiqued chances are you're not doing anything - on your way > to success you've got to chop wood and tote water - once you're > successful you've got to chop wood and tote water - you win in life > by helping others. " > > It is kind of goofy - but it helps. So make yourself some > affirmations and put them where you will see them at the same time > everyday and repeat them over and over. BIG FAT ++++++, BIG FAT > +++++, baby in 9 months, healty pregnancy! Whatever trips your > trigger. > > Hope you have good luck in the job hunt. I know it is so hard. > Trust me I know! I'm scared to death of doing this real estate > thing. If I fail it is all my fault. BUT when I succeed it is all > because of me too! > > You'll be great! You are so darn pretty what person wouldn't want > you in the office to add a little " Sunshine " to the place! > > Much love and good luck, > a Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 29, 2003 Report Share Posted September 29, 2003 This is Awesome! I also believe are what you think. What you think will happen and you have to believe it. example...If you think you are going to get sick, chances are ..YOU WILL! If you tell yourself " I am so tired all day " ..You will stay tired. You have to believe you are the best and you will be the best. So I tell myself..we are going to have a baby soon all through the day, and I KNOW I WILL HAPPEN! I believe! I am glad to know others think the same way. DH thinks it's funny because I'll go around teh singing " We're gonna have a baby, we're gonna have a baby' My MIL just got back from Mexico and brought me back a Mexican maternity shirt, she says she wants me to be able to wera it by next month...LOL, I said OK, we are going to go BD right now, she called us back about 2 hours later to see if we got busy. She is a riot and I love her. everyone have a great night. > I know it will work. Maybe not this month for us, but really soon! > If you just keep praying for it and wishing and hoping it will > happen. I have affirmations in my shower that I repeat to myself > everyday. It is kind of silly, but it is helping with my self- > esteem. I had it laminated and while I'm in there I say it over and > over again until I can say it with conviction! It goes like this - > " circulate & perculate - smile, smile, smile - say thank you to > everyone - you're a winner - nobody does it better, nobody - greet > the dawn with a smile - positive crushes negative - if you're not > being critiqued chances are you're not doing anything - on your way > to success you've got to chop wood and tote water - once you're > successful you've got to chop wood and tote water - you win in life > by helping others. " > > It is kind of goofy - but it helps. So make yourself some > affirmations and put them where you will see them at the same time > everyday and repeat them over and over. BIG FAT ++++++, BIG FAT > +++++, baby in 9 months, healty pregnancy! Whatever trips your > trigger. > > Hope you have good luck in the job hunt. I know it is so hard. > Trust me I know! I'm scared to death of doing this real estate > thing. If I fail it is all my fault. BUT when I succeed it is all > because of me too! > > You'll be great! You are so darn pretty what person wouldn't want > you in the office to add a little " Sunshine " to the place! > > Much love and good luck, > a Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 29, 2003 Report Share Posted September 29, 2003 This is Awesome! I also believe are what you think. What you think will happen and you have to believe it. example...If you think you are going to get sick, chances are ..YOU WILL! If you tell yourself " I am so tired all day " ..You will stay tired. You have to believe you are the best and you will be the best. So I tell myself..we are going to have a baby soon all through the day, and I KNOW I WILL HAPPEN! I believe! I am glad to know others think the same way. DH thinks it's funny because I'll go around teh singing " We're gonna have a baby, we're gonna have a baby' My MIL just got back from Mexico and brought me back a Mexican maternity shirt, she says she wants me to be able to wera it by next month...LOL, I said OK, we are going to go BD right now, she called us back about 2 hours later to see if we got busy. She is a riot and I love her. everyone have a great night. > I know it will work. Maybe not this month for us, but really soon! > If you just keep praying for it and wishing and hoping it will > happen. I have affirmations in my shower that I repeat to myself > everyday. It is kind of silly, but it is helping with my self- > esteem. I had it laminated and while I'm in there I say it over and > over again until I can say it with conviction! It goes like this - > " circulate & perculate - smile, smile, smile - say thank you to > everyone - you're a winner - nobody does it better, nobody - greet > the dawn with a smile - positive crushes negative - if you're not > being critiqued chances are you're not doing anything - on your way > to success you've got to chop wood and tote water - once you're > successful you've got to chop wood and tote water - you win in life > by helping others. " > > It is kind of goofy - but it helps. So make yourself some > affirmations and put them where you will see them at the same time > everyday and repeat them over and over. BIG FAT ++++++, BIG FAT > +++++, baby in 9 months, healty pregnancy! Whatever trips your > trigger. > > Hope you have good luck in the job hunt. I know it is so hard. > Trust me I know! I'm scared to death of doing this real estate > thing. If I fail it is all my fault. BUT when I succeed it is all > because of me too! > > You'll be great! You are so darn pretty what person wouldn't want > you in the office to add a little " Sunshine " to the place! > > Much love and good luck, > a Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 29, 2003 Report Share Posted September 29, 2003 This is Awesome! I also believe are what you think. What you think will happen and you have to believe it. example...If you think you are going to get sick, chances are ..YOU WILL! If you tell yourself " I am so tired all day " ..You will stay tired. You have to believe you are the best and you will be the best. So I tell myself..we are going to have a baby soon all through the day, and I KNOW I WILL HAPPEN! I believe! I am glad to know others think the same way. DH thinks it's funny because I'll go around teh singing " We're gonna have a baby, we're gonna have a baby' My MIL just got back from Mexico and brought me back a Mexican maternity shirt, she says she wants me to be able to wera it by next month...LOL, I said OK, we are going to go BD right now, she called us back about 2 hours later to see if we got busy. She is a riot and I love her. everyone have a great night. > I know it will work. Maybe not this month for us, but really soon! > If you just keep praying for it and wishing and hoping it will > happen. I have affirmations in my shower that I repeat to myself > everyday. It is kind of silly, but it is helping with my self- > esteem. I had it laminated and while I'm in there I say it over and > over again until I can say it with conviction! It goes like this - > " circulate & perculate - smile, smile, smile - say thank you to > everyone - you're a winner - nobody does it better, nobody - greet > the dawn with a smile - positive crushes negative - if you're not > being critiqued chances are you're not doing anything - on your way > to success you've got to chop wood and tote water - once you're > successful you've got to chop wood and tote water - you win in life > by helping others. " > > It is kind of goofy - but it helps. So make yourself some > affirmations and put them where you will see them at the same time > everyday and repeat them over and over. BIG FAT ++++++, BIG FAT > +++++, baby in 9 months, healty pregnancy! Whatever trips your > trigger. > > Hope you have good luck in the job hunt. I know it is so hard. > Trust me I know! I'm scared to death of doing this real estate > thing. If I fail it is all my fault. BUT when I succeed it is all > because of me too! > > You'll be great! You are so darn pretty what person wouldn't want > you in the office to add a little " Sunshine " to the place! > > Much love and good luck, > a Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 30, 2003 Report Share Posted September 30, 2003 I love these affirmations!!! I did Kay for three years and although I got really tired of the Pink Gestapo harping on me to BUY BUY BUY (no offense Kay ladies....I still use nothing but MK), I thought their philosophy on building yourself up was TERRIFIC and affirmations were a big part of that. We haven't even made the DECISION yet to untie and make a baby...but every morning I look in the mirror and say, " You're gonna be pregnant again one day! " and then I look at hubby and think, " You're the guy that's gonna knock me up. " Then of course I'm an hour late sitting down to type, but as I said....affirmations are good!!! Tam Re: Sunshine i actually read an article that said woman who hope and pray for a pregnancy are more likely to conceive.. said they were more positive and it some how affected their body > I know it will work. Maybe not this month for us, but really soon! > If you just keep praying for it and wishing and hoping it will > happen. I have affirmations in my shower that I repeat to myself > everyday. It is kind of silly, but it is helping with my self- > esteem. I had it laminated and while I'm in there I say it over and > over again until I can say it with conviction! It goes like this - > " circulate & perculate - smile, smile, smile - say thank you to > everyone - you're a winner - nobody does it better, nobody - greet > the dawn with a smile - positive crushes negative - if you're not > being critiqued chances are you're not doing anything - on your way > to success you've got to chop wood and tote water - once you're > successful you've got to chop wood and tote water - you win in life > by helping others. " > > It is kind of goofy - but it helps. So make yourself some > affirmations and put them where you will see them at the same time > everyday and repeat them over and over. BIG FAT ++++++, BIG FAT > +++++, baby in 9 months, healty pregnancy! Whatever trips your > trigger. > > Hope you have good luck in the job hunt. I know it is so hard. > Trust me I know! I'm scared to death of doing this real estate > thing. If I fail it is all my fault. BUT when I succeed it is all > because of me too! > > You'll be great! You are so darn pretty what person wouldn't want > you in the office to add a little " Sunshine " to the place! > > Much love and good luck, > a Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 30, 2003 Report Share Posted September 30, 2003 I love these affirmations!!! I did Kay for three years and although I got really tired of the Pink Gestapo harping on me to BUY BUY BUY (no offense Kay ladies....I still use nothing but MK), I thought their philosophy on building yourself up was TERRIFIC and affirmations were a big part of that. We haven't even made the DECISION yet to untie and make a baby...but every morning I look in the mirror and say, " You're gonna be pregnant again one day! " and then I look at hubby and think, " You're the guy that's gonna knock me up. " Then of course I'm an hour late sitting down to type, but as I said....affirmations are good!!! Tam Re: Sunshine i actually read an article that said woman who hope and pray for a pregnancy are more likely to conceive.. said they were more positive and it some how affected their body > I know it will work. Maybe not this month for us, but really soon! > If you just keep praying for it and wishing and hoping it will > happen. I have affirmations in my shower that I repeat to myself > everyday. It is kind of silly, but it is helping with my self- > esteem. I had it laminated and while I'm in there I say it over and > over again until I can say it with conviction! It goes like this - > " circulate & perculate - smile, smile, smile - say thank you to > everyone - you're a winner - nobody does it better, nobody - greet > the dawn with a smile - positive crushes negative - if you're not > being critiqued chances are you're not doing anything - on your way > to success you've got to chop wood and tote water - once you're > successful you've got to chop wood and tote water - you win in life > by helping others. " > > It is kind of goofy - but it helps. So make yourself some > affirmations and put them where you will see them at the same time > everyday and repeat them over and over. BIG FAT ++++++, BIG FAT > +++++, baby in 9 months, healty pregnancy! Whatever trips your > trigger. > > Hope you have good luck in the job hunt. I know it is so hard. > Trust me I know! I'm scared to death of doing this real estate > thing. If I fail it is all my fault. BUT when I succeed it is all > because of me too! > > You'll be great! You are so darn pretty what person wouldn't want > you in the office to add a little " Sunshine " to the place! > > Much love and good luck, > a Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 30, 2003 Report Share Posted September 30, 2003 I love these affirmations!!! I did Kay for three years and although I got really tired of the Pink Gestapo harping on me to BUY BUY BUY (no offense Kay ladies....I still use nothing but MK), I thought their philosophy on building yourself up was TERRIFIC and affirmations were a big part of that. We haven't even made the DECISION yet to untie and make a baby...but every morning I look in the mirror and say, " You're gonna be pregnant again one day! " and then I look at hubby and think, " You're the guy that's gonna knock me up. " Then of course I'm an hour late sitting down to type, but as I said....affirmations are good!!! Tam Re: Sunshine i actually read an article that said woman who hope and pray for a pregnancy are more likely to conceive.. said they were more positive and it some how affected their body > I know it will work. Maybe not this month for us, but really soon! > If you just keep praying for it and wishing and hoping it will > happen. I have affirmations in my shower that I repeat to myself > everyday. It is kind of silly, but it is helping with my self- > esteem. I had it laminated and while I'm in there I say it over and > over again until I can say it with conviction! It goes like this - > " circulate & perculate - smile, smile, smile - say thank you to > everyone - you're a winner - nobody does it better, nobody - greet > the dawn with a smile - positive crushes negative - if you're not > being critiqued chances are you're not doing anything - on your way > to success you've got to chop wood and tote water - once you're > successful you've got to chop wood and tote water - you win in life > by helping others. " > > It is kind of goofy - but it helps. So make yourself some > affirmations and put them where you will see them at the same time > everyday and repeat them over and over. BIG FAT ++++++, BIG FAT > +++++, baby in 9 months, healty pregnancy! Whatever trips your > trigger. > > Hope you have good luck in the job hunt. I know it is so hard. > Trust me I know! I'm scared to death of doing this real estate > thing. If I fail it is all my fault. BUT when I succeed it is all > because of me too! > > You'll be great! You are so darn pretty what person wouldn't want > you in the office to add a little " Sunshine " to the place! > > Much love and good luck, > a Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 30, 2003 Report Share Posted September 30, 2003 Macky, I also had terrible PTL Symptons for at least 6 months after the TL and am now hoping that a TR will cure some of that. Were you able to get some of your TR paid for by insurance, since the reason you had the TR was not solely cosmetic? Jeanette Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 30, 2003 Report Share Posted September 30, 2003 , I am also working on ways to save for my TR. How soon does one need to sign up for the buddy prior to having the surgery. Jeanette Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 30, 2003 Report Share Posted September 30, 2003 Macky, You are so cute!! Emotional roalercoasters just happen to woman period!! It is inevitable! It has hit me hard these past couple of months but you know what. I am tired of it!! Today I choose to be happy!!! I am alive and well and trying to come up with ways to get my TR!!! I will not stop till I can get the money!!! I hope to be able to encourage everyone that happiness is a choice!! Not just something that happens to come around every now and then. Let's all choose to be happy today!!!! Luv, Sunshine Hi! I am catching up on some posts as I get to be home today! Anyhow first I want to second what Bobby said about you being beautiful. I saw your photo's weeks ago and my first thought was that you are very pretty. Even though,I understand your worry about your changing body because I worried with my pregnancy's too. You will be so cute and your husband will probably actually enjoy it! Just take care of yourself & baby and enjoy as there is a part of it that is wonderful and does not last forever. I also want to commment on your feelings of having 'a nervous breakdown'. I hope you are doing better by today. I can relate!!! The weird thing is that I had huge bouts of emotional craziness after my tubaligation. It seemed to start with my first cycle. It was like severe PMS and I had not ever thought I had ever had any PMS symtoms before the tubal - not ever and I had always been so healthy. Things went down hill and after about a year I ended up going to 2 gyno's and they both admitted that it was caused from the tubal. One saying that it was rare and another saying that most Docs report that it is rare yet he said he experienced alot of women coming to him with problems shortly after having a tubal. I would at times feel raging anger even though nothing in my life should have made me feel what I was feeling. I got the reversal with high hopes that it would be my cure. I have read about other women having the emotional rollercoaster after their TR and I'm thinking " no it's the tubal that is suppose to do that! " I have had alot of symtoms vanish so I'm very thankful but I have to admitt that I have not been able to figure out the emotional condition I seem to be in either. Although I can say that I have not had any big matches with my hubby since the TR which feels like a miracle in itself as before we hardly ever got through a month without the dreaded fight. Now we have got through all 3 since my TR in July. My hubby feels good saying as I'm crying, " you're doing great- you haven't hit me once! " Sad but true - even though I feel mixed up inside I have not freaked out with anger. But tears well up over the weirdest damn things. Yes commercials! And over sweet little kids I work with at school either when I'm volunteering or substituting. Sometimes I worry someone will be able to tell. It's crazy and sometimes like with a commercial - I honestly will not be able to figure out for the life of me what it was that brought the tears. I heard from a Dr. that some of these things can happen from permanent cell damage in surgery but I don't know. It's definitely hormonal. I'm hoping our hormones are just needing time to regulate. How long ago did you have yours? Maybe you just need to have a baby! Well I've went on to long. Take care! Abundant Blessings, Macky Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 30, 2003 Report Share Posted September 30, 2003 Macky, You are so cute!! Emotional roalercoasters just happen to woman period!! It is inevitable! It has hit me hard these past couple of months but you know what. I am tired of it!! Today I choose to be happy!!! I am alive and well and trying to come up with ways to get my TR!!! I will not stop till I can get the money!!! I hope to be able to encourage everyone that happiness is a choice!! Not just something that happens to come around every now and then. Let's all choose to be happy today!!!! Luv, Sunshine Hi! I am catching up on some posts as I get to be home today! Anyhow first I want to second what Bobby said about you being beautiful. I saw your photo's weeks ago and my first thought was that you are very pretty. Even though,I understand your worry about your changing body because I worried with my pregnancy's too. You will be so cute and your husband will probably actually enjoy it! Just take care of yourself & baby and enjoy as there is a part of it that is wonderful and does not last forever. I also want to commment on your feelings of having 'a nervous breakdown'. I hope you are doing better by today. I can relate!!! The weird thing is that I had huge bouts of emotional craziness after my tubaligation. It seemed to start with my first cycle. It was like severe PMS and I had not ever thought I had ever had any PMS symtoms before the tubal - not ever and I had always been so healthy. Things went down hill and after about a year I ended up going to 2 gyno's and they both admitted that it was caused from the tubal. One saying that it was rare and another saying that most Docs report that it is rare yet he said he experienced alot of women coming to him with problems shortly after having a tubal. I would at times feel raging anger even though nothing in my life should have made me feel what I was feeling. I got the reversal with high hopes that it would be my cure. I have read about other women having the emotional rollercoaster after their TR and I'm thinking " no it's the tubal that is suppose to do that! " I have had alot of symtoms vanish so I'm very thankful but I have to admitt that I have not been able to figure out the emotional condition I seem to be in either. Although I can say that I have not had any big matches with my hubby since the TR which feels like a miracle in itself as before we hardly ever got through a month without the dreaded fight. Now we have got through all 3 since my TR in July. My hubby feels good saying as I'm crying, " you're doing great- you haven't hit me once! " Sad but true - even though I feel mixed up inside I have not freaked out with anger. But tears well up over the weirdest damn things. Yes commercials! And over sweet little kids I work with at school either when I'm volunteering or substituting. Sometimes I worry someone will be able to tell. It's crazy and sometimes like with a commercial - I honestly will not be able to figure out for the life of me what it was that brought the tears. I heard from a Dr. that some of these things can happen from permanent cell damage in surgery but I don't know. It's definitely hormonal. I'm hoping our hormones are just needing time to regulate. How long ago did you have yours? Maybe you just need to have a baby! Well I've went on to long. Take care! Abundant Blessings, Macky Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 30, 2003 Report Share Posted September 30, 2003 Macky, You are so cute!! Emotional roalercoasters just happen to woman period!! It is inevitable! It has hit me hard these past couple of months but you know what. I am tired of it!! Today I choose to be happy!!! I am alive and well and trying to come up with ways to get my TR!!! I will not stop till I can get the money!!! I hope to be able to encourage everyone that happiness is a choice!! Not just something that happens to come around every now and then. Let's all choose to be happy today!!!! Luv, Sunshine Hi! I am catching up on some posts as I get to be home today! Anyhow first I want to second what Bobby said about you being beautiful. I saw your photo's weeks ago and my first thought was that you are very pretty. Even though,I understand your worry about your changing body because I worried with my pregnancy's too. You will be so cute and your husband will probably actually enjoy it! Just take care of yourself & baby and enjoy as there is a part of it that is wonderful and does not last forever. I also want to commment on your feelings of having 'a nervous breakdown'. I hope you are doing better by today. I can relate!!! The weird thing is that I had huge bouts of emotional craziness after my tubaligation. It seemed to start with my first cycle. It was like severe PMS and I had not ever thought I had ever had any PMS symtoms before the tubal - not ever and I had always been so healthy. Things went down hill and after about a year I ended up going to 2 gyno's and they both admitted that it was caused from the tubal. One saying that it was rare and another saying that most Docs report that it is rare yet he said he experienced alot of women coming to him with problems shortly after having a tubal. I would at times feel raging anger even though nothing in my life should have made me feel what I was feeling. I got the reversal with high hopes that it would be my cure. I have read about other women having the emotional rollercoaster after their TR and I'm thinking " no it's the tubal that is suppose to do that! " I have had alot of symtoms vanish so I'm very thankful but I have to admitt that I have not been able to figure out the emotional condition I seem to be in either. Although I can say that I have not had any big matches with my hubby since the TR which feels like a miracle in itself as before we hardly ever got through a month without the dreaded fight. Now we have got through all 3 since my TR in July. My hubby feels good saying as I'm crying, " you're doing great- you haven't hit me once! " Sad but true - even though I feel mixed up inside I have not freaked out with anger. But tears well up over the weirdest damn things. Yes commercials! And over sweet little kids I work with at school either when I'm volunteering or substituting. Sometimes I worry someone will be able to tell. It's crazy and sometimes like with a commercial - I honestly will not be able to figure out for the life of me what it was that brought the tears. I heard from a Dr. that some of these things can happen from permanent cell damage in surgery but I don't know. It's definitely hormonal. I'm hoping our hormones are just needing time to regulate. How long ago did you have yours? Maybe you just need to have a baby! Well I've went on to long. Take care! Abundant Blessings, Macky Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 30, 2003 Report Share Posted September 30, 2003 Macky- Thankyou so much for your kind words! I am feeling a little better right now but then I again I just woke up! My emotions are still all a rage and I cried myself to sleep last night....again. At least last night I was able to sleep. I went to bed at 11:30 and woke up at 2:30 unable to go back to sleep. So I went to the gym in hopes to wear myself out and it worked. I came home and got my DD off to school, took a shower, and went back to bed. I never had pms or anything after my tubal...in fact after I had my tubal I finally had regular cycles. It's too soon for me to know how TR has affected me. I had it done on Aug 21. and have only had one period so far. The only thing I have noticed so far that is different is my bb's. They hurt soooo bad. That is very very unusual for me. I had a boob job in 1998 and usually don't wear a bra but right now I have to sleep in one! They feel hot to the touch and my nipples sting! I was on the elipitical at the gym and even with a bra on I had to take deep breaths to stand the pain. But i did it. I figured the best way to try and not have to worry about what pg will do to my body is get working on it now. I used to go to the gym everyday with DH, then went went away to get married and I never made it back. I have gained about 15 pounds since then too. There used to be this lady that I saw at thegym everyday who was pg and she looked really good and then she had her baby and a week later she was back at the gym looking like she had never had a baby! So I am going to try and be one of those. They say working out is good for you when your pregnant as long as you don't overdue it. Sorry this is sooo long...How is the ttc going for you? I have 6 days left of the dreaded 2ww! I think what will rally help me is to find work that way I will have something to do with my life! Sunshine 28 DH doug 30 DS Tyler 11 DD kelsey 9 TR 8/21/03 TTC 6 days left of the 2ww Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 30, 2003 Report Share Posted September 30, 2003 Ohhh Ohhh That's my question too!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 30, 2003 Report Share Posted September 30, 2003 Hi Jeanette, I am really not sure. It has been difficult for me to even pay my bills off and once that happens then I can go ahead and start saving money for mt tr. I know it is listed on the web site. Let me see if I can find it. Re: Sunshine , I am also working on ways to save for my TR. How soon does one need to sign up for the buddy prior to having the surgery. Jeanette Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 30, 2003 Report Share Posted September 30, 2003 Jeanette, no I did not get my insurance to pay for my reversal even though my Dr. sent a report to the insurance stating it was being done for medical reasons as I had visited the same Dr. about 4 years ago with the symtoms which I still had at the time of reversal. However the insurance had not gave me a definite " no " , they were dragging their feet and making it sound unlikely. I decided to go to Mexico and they would not have covered me there anyhow. Abundant Blessings, Macky > Macky, > > I also had terrible PTL Symptons for at least 6 months after the TL and am > now hoping that a TR will cure some of that. Were you able to get some of your > TR paid for by insurance, since the reason you had the TR was not solely > cosmetic? > > Jeanette > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 30, 2003 Report Share Posted September 30, 2003 What is PTL?? Re: Sunshine Jeanette, no I did not get my insurance to pay for my reversal even though my Dr. sent a report to the insurance stating it was being done for medical reasons as I had visited the same Dr. about 4 years ago with the symtoms which I still had at the time of reversal. However the insurance had not gave me a definite " no " , they were dragging their feet and making it sound unlikely. I decided to go to Mexico and they would not have covered me there anyhow. Abundant Blessings, Macky > Macky, > > I also had terrible PTL Symptons for at least 6 months after the TL and am > now hoping that a TR will cure some of that. Were you able to get some of your > TR paid for by insurance, since the reason you had the TR was not solely > cosmetic? > > Jeanette > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 30, 2003 Report Share Posted September 30, 2003 Hi again. I can't imagine what I'de be like without my sleep. That's one thing I have never suffered from much. I sleep so hard and need my 8 hrs. No more, no less or I'm just not right. Now & then I have a hard time falling to sleep but hardly ever. I have to stay away from caffein which I usually do anyway because it effects me in other ways as well. In fact, that's when my breasts hurt. Have you brought the symtoms up to Dr. levin? Well I hope your sleep deprevasion passes soon. Good for you to be going to the gym! It should make labor easier as well. I went to and aerobics class that was lead by two ladies and one was pregnant. She convinced me that it's ok to exercise while pregnant. This was ages ago - before my first but it made a great impression on me as she was very fit. I recently am getting back into exercising. I've always been active with biking, hiking, downhill skiing, X-country skiing, etc. yet for the last 6 years I've struggled to stay with an aerobic routine that really makes me sweat. As I speak my abbs are sore for the first time in a long while - and that's good news! I live in a small town with no gym. The one there must be open 24 hrs.? Not fair!lol As for ttc - that would be a whole nother story! And I will tell it soon, it's just that there is so much to say! I'll try to get on tonight or tomorrow and post all about it. My kids are home now so I need to go. - Abundant Blessings, Macky In TubalLigationReversal , " Doug and Sunshine " As for wrote: > Macky- Thankyou so much for your kind words! I am feeling a little > better right now but then I again I just woke up! My emotions are > still all a rage and I cried myself to sleep last night....again. At > least last night I was able to sleep. I went to bed at 11:30 and woke > up at 2:30 unable to go back to sleep. So I went to the gym in hopes > to wear myself out and it worked. I came home and got my DD off to > school, took a shower, and went back to bed. I never had pms or > anything after my tubal...in fact after I had my tubal I finally had > regular cycles. It's too soon for me to know how TR has affected me. > I had it done on Aug 21. and have only had one period so far. The > only thing I have noticed so far that is different is my bb's. They > hurt soooo bad. That is very very unusual for me. I had a boob job in > 1998 and usually don't wear a bra but right now I have to sleep in > one! They feel hot to the touch and my nipples sting! I was on the > elipitical at the gym and even with a bra on I had to take deep > breaths to stand the pain. But i did it. I figured the best way to > try and not have to worry about what pg will do to my body is get > working on it now. I used to go to the gym everyday with DH, then > went went away to get married and I never made it back. I have gained > about 15 pounds since then too. There used to be this lady that I saw > at thegym everyday who was pg and she looked really good and then she > had her baby and a week later she was back at the gym looking like > she had never had a baby! So I am going to try and be one of those. > They say working out is good for you when your pregnant as long as > you don't overdue it. > > Sorry this is sooo long...How is the ttc going for you? I have 6 days > left of the dreaded 2ww! > > I think what will rally help me is to find work that way I will have > something to do with my life! > > Sunshine 28 > DH doug 30 > DS Tyler 11 > DD kelsey 9 > TR 8/21/03 > TTC 6 days left of the 2ww Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Guest guest Posted September 30, 2003 Report Share Posted September 30, 2003 I think it should be PTS for post tubal syndrome, which is what the medical name is for the side effects caused by the tubal. Abundant Blessings, Macky > > Macky, > > > > I also had terrible PTL Symptons for at least 6 months after the > TL and am > > now hoping that a TR will cure some of that. Were you able to get > some of your > > TR paid for by insurance, since the reason you had the TR was not > solely > > cosmetic? > > > > Jeanette > > > > > > Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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