Hello fine people (long so get your glasses on) HA!

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Hello fine people and always newer members.

Thankyou all who wrote me (MANY of you) in regard to the term Subluxation

that I needed. Unfortunately I have not been able to write all who helped me

back at this time due to being in severe pain and back and forth to hospital

and Doctor visits, this as many of you know is a regular form of life for me

for many years now.

I suffered a fall a few weeks back on my canes but my ataxia was just too

great and I fell onto my right hip into our counters in the kitchen. Well I

harmed myself and didn't know it, then last week they wanted to put me into

the hospital and stay there for however long was needed to get my Pain under

control,. the problem for me is that I also have severe Cord pain from Cord

Disability past and present and severe neck and lower head pain (occiput)

this is all NERVE pain and as any of you out there know as well as all

nurse's and Nuero Physicians know Nerve pain is considered some of the worst

pain there is.

Now lets get back to the hip pain after screaming for 2 days straight at the

walls at my husband to not touch me because of pain, I was sent a few days la

ter to MRIs, they decided that since I needed some Different type cervical

MRIS and X-rays also that they would just do them ALL including the Pelvis

ones. NOT a good idea.

I had already refused being put in hospital and was sent home with Pain meds

which I opted for instead of being hooked up to the old Pump, I reserve those

for my surgeries as I cant stand being that doped and Im only 95 pounds ,

but yes I probably should have gone in and saved my family from watching me

suffer so long, but I AM taking my meds like a Good Girl,ha,ha,ha if you knew

me you would understand that I HATE to take things.

It seems after almost 3 hours of MRIs and X-rays that I injured the Hip

Capsule and Tore Ligaments off the Capsule and injured the Part of the Hip

that the Capsule goes INTO, so PAIN PAIN as bad as any of my Brain and or

Cord surgeries the kind that makes you want to spit bullets or Ram your body

into a wall just to pass out and sleep for a few weeks.

So next week I have to go to Orthopedic surgeon. The thing My GP was

concerned about in my particular case is that I am a previously left side

damaged patient considered SCI and cannot sustain weight alone on left side

(whole left side is this way) so now My right side is also this way and my

Wheelchair is my friend again, my legs are in as bad of shape as they were

back years ago just before I ended up totally in a Chair, so this is a DRAG

for me but I will live through it as I do everything else.

I am not young in Bones to sustain these things well at this point and I have

Osteo in Both hips and shoulder so its the pits.

Now for more fun, on my Pelvis study (keep in mind I lost about 80%) of

mainly skin sensations many moons ago), well they wrote that I also have 2

solid cysts in your Left ovary, One larger than the other and of course I

cannot feel skin there nor objects like Cysts or tumors when I get them in

Breasts so I rely on my annual visits and my checking for these things

however I cannot check ovaries if you get my drift. SO after Ortho Surgeon I

have my GYN visit 4 days later, they got me in soon (usuallu have to wait

MONTHS but because of my age (40s) AND solid cysts AND 2 of them that they

know are not Follicle or free fluid because radiology said NO FLUID.

Now back to pain, right now I am sitting here in agony, I cried so much the

last few weeks I don't think Ive EVER cried this long in one months time.

Thanks to my buddy Robin C Ive had someone to vent to and talk with and laugh

with to help take some Burden away, of course she knows I love her because we

are sisters in heart and compassion and no matter what is going on with each

of us, if one of us needs each other we stop all we are doing, so nice to

have at least one sister who is that way and 3!!!! who are blood and who are

not.

Ive been praying a lot lately and for others who are suffering. Today a

freind of mine told me that her son (he is 27) has cancer and is fading, he

is a single father of a 6 year old, I offered to bring them dinner in the

hospital for Thanksgiving as they will be there trying more treatments,

either way I hope to at least be able to visit (it depends sometimes when

people are that ill and on Chemo or Radiation treamtenes they dont want

company.

I have another freind who had the worst Grade Breast cancer so I

understand.. Please Say a little prayer for my friends son and his child.

As far as my Brain and Cord tests, well IM not going to say anything until I

hear back from some people, I don't have much faith in NSGS right now but I

do have Faith in God and myself and that will have to be enough. I do know

for sure I have Subluxation of something in my Cord, don't fully understand

it but ah Hell who cares IM so messed up that seems like Peanuts compared to

how bad the rest of my Cord and Brain are,ha,ha,h,aha,ha.

Don't know much of going ON's around here but loves you all very much, and SO

SO SO Sorry haven't been on here to help like I Do normally, just don't have

it in me right now. Im just Not a Happy Camper right now guys and Gals.

Love and Peace and for all who are having or who recently had surgery, you

will be OK just take it easy and no jumping off tall buildings.

Of cousre this is coming from a woman who still drives up the street with

now a hip that is half dangeling,ha,haha well thats how it feels (smile) and

partial blindness in right eye and oxygen tanks just waiting for me back

home,ha,hah,a WHAT A PICTURE THAT IS...... ....

but HEY Im Still here and still as stubborn as ever and heck I only drive

half a mile to my coffee place its where my old lady friends hang out with me

and afterall who is going to pick me up if I had to

Hitchhike,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha,ha. " Chip just LOVES the thought of me

driving (smooch). "

Hey Got all my Equipment back there in my (Mini me) SUV (subaru) if a

policeman pulled me over they would think I run a medical Equipment business,

but Gang it keeps me Mobil so I will always be pakcing my car with aids to

keep me mobil and getting out in this interesting world we live in.

(dont be peeved if I dont write back soon its just too hard)

Love and Peace always

Dahli Dawn the Stinker

WACMA member since 1997