for Barb

[Guest guest]

We are all so worried about you. You

need to be in the hosp. I hope you are getting the care you need by now. I

hope your husband lets us know

How you are. Love, Cheryl in CA

From: barb

holkins

Sent: Thursday, April 22, 2004

5:14 PM

To: Lupies

Subject: Having a bad

time

Hi

everyone. I've been behind and had 234 posts tonight. Please

forgive me for the ones I did not repond to.

Last

night I had one of those attacks again where I have the awful pain in my

back. It lasted about 15 minutes and left me wiped out. I have

felt like crap all day. Back is achy and so is a lot of other places

that haven't been since the Nuerontin. I also have a pain in my right

temple, into my eye, down my neck and into shoulder and arm. I have

found it hard to stay awake all day. I also feel a little urpy.

Have not brought anything up but sure feel like I want to.

Once

again with the pain, there is no way to get me into the van to get me to the

hospital and we just can't afford the ambulance. I think I'll talk to

hubby and see when it happens again to call our local emergency people and

make sure to say no ambulance. Then maybe the local guys can help hubby

get me into the van. I don't know, it's just a thought. They will

never know what this is if someone doesn't see me while I'm hurting.

Well

that's what's up with me and now I'm going to go lay down and hope tomorrow

will be a much better day.

barb