Guest guest Posted May 5, 2004 Report Share Posted May 5, 2004 This past month has been really hard for me and my family. I have been in and out of the hospital for most of it. I have respatory failure pretty bad, and was pretty close to dieing there for awhile. I said my I LOVE YOU's to my kids, thinking it was really good bye. (the hardest thing I have ever done). I have never been more scared in my life. I did realize that no matter how much pain and suffering I have with this lupus,, I wand to LIVE!!!! I want to see my kids marry, and watch their families grow. I want to see my Grankids grow up to become adults with families of their own. But most of all I want to grow old with my wonderful husband. I am now so thankfull for every new day that I wakeup to. I will no longer take this often painful life I have for granted. I am going to make sure all those that I love hear me tell them I LOVE YOU every time I talk to them. Nolonger will I sit around feeling sorry for myself and watch life pass me bye. I will do all that I can to make my life all that it can be with what time God graces me with. You never know when your time here is over, so spend every minute you have loving those around you,,, I know I will!!!!! Ellen M. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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